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1. A Cartography of Grief

By forsakenphoenix
Rating
Mature
Chapters
1
Reviews
20
Views
810
Beta'd by TenthWeasley | Banner by Violet Gryfindor



Remus is a cartographer, mapping his way through grief.

Words
1,886
Characters
Lupin, Sirius
Primary Relationship
Other Pairing
Secondary Relationship(s)
Genre(s)
Drama, Angst
Era
Marauders
Advisory
Mild Language, Mild Violence, Scenes of a Sexual Nature, Contains Slash (Same-Sex Pairing), Sensitive Topic/Issue/Theme, Contains Spoilers
Status
Completed
First Published
2012-09-11 12:15am
Last Chapter
2012-09-11 12:24am
Last Updated
2012-09-11 6:31pm

2. The Steep and Thorny Way to Heaven

By forsakenphoenix
Rating
Mature
Chapters
6
Reviews
190
Views
4,957
Beta'd by TenthWeasley | Banner by Violet Gryfindor
January 2012 Featured Story | 2012 Best Drama Winner at TGS
2012 Best Novel Dobby Finalist | 2012 Best Villain Dobby Finalist



Sirius Black is heir to the throne until a sinister plot threatens to take away everything he has ever known. Can a band of marauders and a few loyal advisors save a kingdom before it crumbles in the hands of a wicked ruler?
Words
27,796
Characters
Dumbledore, Lupin, Sirius, James, Regulus, Pettigrew, OtherCanon
Primary Relationship
Secondary Relationship(s)
Genre(s)
Drama, Action/Adventure, AU
Era
Marauders
Advisory
Strong Language, Strong Violence, Substance Use or Abuse, Sensitive Topic/Issue/Theme
Status
Work In Progress (WIP)
First Published
2011-09-27 5:26pm
Last Chapter
2012-07-05 12:13am
Last Updated
2012-07-05 12:13am

3. Into the Darkness of the Grave

By forsakenphoenix
Rating
12+
Chapters
1
Reviews
44
Views
1,138
Beta'd by TenthWeasley | Banner by Violet Gryfindor
2012 "Best Angst" Dobby Finalist



She is a mother who has lost her children.
Words
907
Characters
Lupin, McGonagall, Sirius, Lily, James, Pettigrew
Primary Relationship
Secondary Relationship(s)
Genre(s)
Angst
Era
Marauders
Advisory
No Warnings
Status
Completed
First Published
2012-05-28 9:45am
Last Chapter
2012-05-28 9:50am
Last Updated
2012-09-08 2:17pm

4. In The Hollow Valley of Our Lost Kingdom

By forsakenphoenix
Rating
15+
Chapters
1
Reviews
35
Views
1,117
April 2012 Featured One-Shot at The Golden Snitches
Beta'd by TenthWeasley | Banner by Violet Gryfindor



“This is not possible. You’re dead.”

Lily’s fingertips traced the sharp angle of his cheekbone, feather-light, like a lover’s caress. “So are you.”

a birthday present for academica
Words
1,543
Characters
Snape, Lily
Primary Relationship
Snape/Lily
Secondary Relationship(s)
Genre(s)
Romance, AU
Era
Post-Hogwarts
Advisory
Scenes of a Mild Sexual Nature, Contains Slash (Same-Sex Pairing), Sensitive Topic/Issue/Theme, Contains Spoilers
Status
Completed
First Published
2012-03-21 11:19pm
Last Chapter
2012-03-21 11:30pm
Last Updated
2012-03-21 11:30pm

5. Portraits of Courage

By forsakenphoenix
Rating
15+
Chapters
7
Reviews
184
Views
8,476
Beta'd by TenthWeasley | Banner by Violet Gryfindor
2012 "Best Canon" Dobby Finalist



There are two sides to every war. A story that examines the creation of the first Order of the Phoenix and the courage its members must find within themselves to fight against the powers of darkness. Various POVs.
Words
9,522
Characters
Dumbledore, Lupin, McGonagall, Snape, Sirius, Lily, James, Molly, Pettigrew
Primary Relationship
Secondary Relationship(s)
Genre(s)
Drama, General, Angst
Era
Marauders
Advisory
Mild Language, Mild Violence
Status
Work In Progress (WIP)
First Published
2007-05-19 9:31pm
Last Chapter
2012-01-12 5:35pm
Last Updated
2012-04-08 6:00pm

6. Whispers Like Prayers

By forsakenphoenix
Rating
Mature
Chapters
1
Reviews
33
Views
850
Beta'd by TenthWeasley | Banner by Violet Gryfindor




They fought as soldiers, but they will die as men. For now, though, they are but mere children burdened by loss and a responsibility neither of them are ready for. AU, Remus/Sirius, Halloween 1981.
Words
5,642
Characters
Lupin, Sirius
Primary Relationship
Other Pairing
Secondary Relationship(s)
Genre(s)
Drama, Angst, AU
Era
Marauders
Advisory
Strong Language, Mild Violence, Scenes of a Mild Sexual Nature, Contains Slash (Same-Sex Pairing)
Status
Completed
First Published
2011-09-05 11:35pm
Last Chapter
2011-09-05 11:46pm
Last Updated
2012-05-13 9:53am

7. All That's Beautiful Drifts Away

By forsakenphoenix
Rating
15+
Chapters
3
Reviews
61
Views
3,323
Banner by Violet Gryfindor
2011 Best Marauders Fic Dobby finalist
2012 Best Friendship Runner-Up at TGS



We knew, though she’d not said a word, that even the best of love must die, and had been savagely undone. - W.B. Yeats
Words
11,485
Characters
Lupin, Sirius, Lily, James, Pettigrew
Primary Relationship
Secondary Relationship(s)
James/Lily
Genre(s)
Drama, General, Angst
Era
Marauders
Advisory
Mild Language, Mild Violence, Scenes of a Mild Sexual Nature, Substance Use or Abuse
Status
Completed
First Published
2011-07-22 8:45pm
Last Chapter
2011-07-24 5:49pm
Last Updated
2011-07-24 5:49pm

8. Lights Were Paling One By One

By forsakenphoenix
Rating
Mature
Chapters
3
Reviews
36
Views
3,903
Banner by Violet Gryfindor




A continuation of A Cold Heaven. Here, where feelings such as guilt are non-existent, forgiveness is the ultimate act of faith.
Words
20,470
Characters
Lupin, Sirius, Lily, James, Regulus, Pettigrew
Primary Relationship
Other Pairing
Secondary Relationship(s)
James/Lily
Genre(s)
Drama, Angst
Era
Other
Advisory
Strong Language, Mild Violence, Scenes of a Sexual Nature, Contains Slash (Same-Sex Pairing), Contains Spoilers
Status
Completed
First Published
2008-01-08 11:11pm
Last Chapter
2008-08-10 2:11pm
Last Updated
2008-09-11 3:28pm

9. Absence is Constant

By forsakenphoenix
Rating
15+
Chapters
1
Reviews
47
Views
1,430
Banner by Violet Gryfindor




The war, that’s just ended and there is blood still fresh on his hands, wounds still raw in his heart. Those empty spaces, they’re bigger than ever. There are ghosts of familiar faces sitting next to him, talking to him, sharing memories. Disregards DH.
Words
5,354
Characters
Lupin, McGonagall, Sirius, Molly, OtherCanon
Primary Relationship
Other Pairing
Secondary Relationship(s)
Genre(s)
Drama, Angst
Era
Marauders
Advisory
Mild Language, Contains Slash (Same-Sex Pairing), Substance Use or Abuse
Status
Completed
First Published
2007-06-27 11:49am
Last Chapter
2007-06-29 1:04pm
Last Updated
2007-06-29 1:07pm

10. A Cold Heaven

By forsakenphoenix
Rating
Mature
Chapters
2
Reviews
59
Views
5,360
Banner by Violet Gryfindor




Even in death, James shines brighter than Sirius. But he’s no longer jealous, knows that it’s just borrowed light; James glows when he’s loved. He was always loved, will always be loved.
Words
14,490
Characters
Sirius, James
Primary Relationship
Secondary Relationship(s)
James/Lily, Other Pairing
Genre(s)
General, Angst
Era
Marauders
Advisory
Strong Language, Strong Violence, Scenes of a Sexual Nature, Contains Slash (Same-Sex Pairing)
Status
Completed
First Published
2007-01-01 8:11pm
Last Chapter
2007-03-13 8:48pm
Last Updated
2007-06-26 4:55pm

11. Time's Bitter Flood Will Rise

By forsakenphoenix
Rating
15+
Chapters
1
Reviews
34
Views
1,572
Banner by Violet Gryfindor




But think about old friends the most: Time’s bitter flood will rise. -W.B. Yeats

A story told through photographs in which Remus remembers. Remus/Tonks.
Words
6,878
Characters
Lupin, Sirius, Lily, James, Tonks, Pettigrew
Primary Relationship
Remus/Tonks
Secondary Relationship(s)
Genre(s)
General, Angst
Era
Marauders
Advisory
Strong Language, Substance Use or Abuse
Status
Completed
First Published
2006-07-14 2:07am
Last Chapter
2006-07-14 2:25am
Last Updated
2006-09-13 6:21pm

12. In The Grave All Shall Be Renewed

By forsakenphoenix
Rating
Mature
Chapters
4
Reviews
84
Views
4,668
Banner by Acappella



Vague memories, nothing but memories,
But in the grave all, all, shall be renewed. - W.B. Yeats
Words
9,372
Characters
Lupin, Sirius, Tonks
Primary Relationship
Other Pairing
Secondary Relationship(s)
Genre(s)
Romance, Angst, AU
Era
Marauders
Advisory
Strong Language, Contains Slash (Same-Sex Pairing), Substance Use or Abuse
Status
Completed
First Published
2006-01-15 7:26pm
Last Chapter
2006-02-19 6:02pm
Last Updated
2007-05-24 4:12pm

13. The Crownless Again Shall Be King

By forsakenphoenix
Rating
15+
Chapters
2
Reviews
47
Views
2,484
Banner by Acappella





Sirius Black is his parents' handsome pureblood prince. He is the heir to the throne and the crown, given the duty to uphold the family honor. But something unexpected happens that changes the course of his destiny forever. Follow Sirius through the events that shape the man that he becomes: the Marauder, the hero and the king.

Words
4,176
Characters
Sirius
Primary Relationship
Secondary Relationship(s)
Genre(s)
General, Angst
Era
Marauders
Advisory
Mild Language, Scenes of a Mild Sexual Nature, Substance Use or Abuse
Status
Abandoned
First Published
2005-10-16 7:12pm
Last Chapter
2005-12-15 12:55am
Last Updated
2007-05-17 2:01pm

14. Rage Against the Dying of the Light

By forsakenphoenix
Rating
Mature
Chapters
1
Reviews
39
Views
1,590
Banner by Acappella





When Voldemort began his rise to power, and the Blacks clutched to his beliefs as though they were a promise made of silver, Sirius seemed to be the only one who knew that silver could be tarnished.
Words
5,204
Characters
Lupin, Sirius, James, Pettigrew
Primary Relationship
Other Pairing
Secondary Relationship(s)
Genre(s)
Angst
Era
Marauders
Advisory
Strong Language, Scenes of a Mild Sexual Nature, Contains Slash (Same-Sex Pairing), Substance Use or Abuse
Status
Completed
First Published
2005-08-16 2:14pm
Last Chapter
2005-08-16 2:14pm
Last Updated
2005-08-30 2:22am

15. A Bitter Pill to Swallow

By forsakenphoenix
Rating
15+
Chapters
1
Reviews
44
Views
1,466
Banner by Acappella



It’s the countdown to a breakdown. Lovers, friends, and those he thought were friends—it doesn’t matter what they were, all that matters is what they are—gone, dead; some buried beneath the surface of the earth, some beneath the surface of his skin.
Words
3,157
Characters
Lupin
Primary Relationship
Secondary Relationship(s)
Genre(s)
Angst
Era
Marauders
Advisory
Strong Language, Contains Slash (Same-Sex Pairing)
Status
Completed
First Published
2005-07-07 10:02pm
Last Chapter
2005-07-07 10:02pm
Last Updated
2006-01-15 5:38pm

16. When Saints Die, The World Stops Spinning

By forsakenphoenix
Rating
15+
Chapters
1
Reviews
126
Views
6,507
Banner by Violet Gryfindor
2012 "HPFF Classics: Best One-Shot" Dobby Winner




Hope, loyalty, love, despair, and tragedy. Through it all, Lily discovers the truth about the Marauders, the affable troublemakers who hide behind smokescreens but still glitter in shattered light. They aren't the glorious, graceful men they are often perceived as, but stumbling, awkward boys who are still trying to find their way out of darkness.
Words
3,723
Characters
Lupin, Sirius, Lily, James, Pettigrew
Primary Relationship
Secondary Relationship(s)
Genre(s)
Romance, Angst
Era
Marauders
Advisory
Mild Language
Status
Completed
First Published
2005-04-21 12:55am
Last Chapter
2005-04-21 12:55am
Last Updated
2012-02-25 2:43pm

17. Unveiled Secrets

By forsakenphoenix
Rating
12+
Chapters
1
Reviews
53
Views
2,533
Banner by Violet Gryfindor



“He does the only thing that he can. He tells Harry a story about four boys in school, magic, smoke screens and tricks of light, about a beautiful girl that they'd loved in different ways and a prince without a crown who did everything that he could and nothing that he said he would but was kind and gentle and universally adored.”
Words
4,090
Characters
Lupin, Sirius, Lily, James, Pettigrew
Primary Relationship
Secondary Relationship(s)
Genre(s)
General, Romance, Angst
Era
Marauders
Advisory
Mild Violence
Status
Completed
First Published
2005-03-20 5:03am
Last Chapter
2005-03-20 5:03am
Last Updated
2012-03-04 11:55pm

18. Underneath it All

By forsakenphoenix
Rating
12+
Chapters
5
Reviews
79
Views
8,370



We are all human. We make mistakes and learn from them. We stumble but get up again. We fall in love, we get our hearts broken, and we test our friendships. But what are we underneath it all? A soul, a heart, and a whole lot of secrets.Follow the Marauders and Lily as they learn that the happiest person you know is probably the saddest person you will ever meet and that no one is perfect; no matter what anyone else says.
Words
22,076
Characters
Dumbledore, Lupin, Sirius, Lily, James
Primary Relationship
James/Lily
Secondary Relationship(s)
Genre(s)
General, Romance, Angst
Era
Marauders
Advisory
No Warnings
Status
Abandoned
First Published
2004-08-04 12:31pm
Last Chapter
2005-02-21 10:11pm
Last Updated
2005-11-07 10:07pm

19. There Were Ghosts

By forsakenphoenix
Rating
12+
Chapters
1
Reviews
36
Views
1,152
Drowning in fire whiskey and chatting with ghosts, Remus Lupin can no longer distinguish the difference between past and present. He finds himself a shell of a man, living a painful existence.
Words
2,834
Characters
James, Lily, OC, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black
Primary Relationship
Secondary Relationship(s)
Genre(s)
Angst
Era
Advisory
No Warnings
Status
Completed
First Published
2005-02-06 9:52pm
Last Chapter
2005-02-06 9:52pm
Last Updated
2005-11-12 9:19pm

20. More Than One Way to Destroy a Man

By forsakenphoenix
Rating
15+
Chapters
1
Reviews
29
Views
2,170
But the blue ink of Azkaban tattoos his body, claiming him as a prisoner of despair and guilt. No time for innocence or shy glances under shadowed lashes. There is only time for faltering dances and the cold rattling breath that leaves him a crumbling man.


Words
1,554
Characters
Lupin, Sirius
Primary Relationship
Other Pairing
Secondary Relationship(s)
Genre(s)
Angst
Era
Marauders
Advisory
Mild Language, Contains Slash (Same-Sex Pairing),
Status
Completed
First Published
2005-01-01 11:13pm
Last Chapter
2005-01-01 11:13pm
Last Updated
2005-07-04 7:52pm

21. When Stars Go Black

By forsakenphoenix
Rating
15+
Chapters
1
Reviews
34
Views
1,503
There are many things Remus hates. He hates what he is and what the full moon makes him become every month. He hates what it can drive him too, the life it almost took, and the friendship it tried to destroy. But most of all Remus hates the way Sirius takes advantage of him. He hates that no matter how much Sirius hurts him, he keeps on crawling back for more.



Words
1,782
Characters
Lupin, Sirius, James
Primary Relationship
Secondary Relationship(s)
Genre(s)
Romance, Angst
Era
Marauders
Advisory
Mild Language, Scenes of a Mild Sexual Nature, Contains Slash (Same-Sex Pairing)
Status
Completed
First Published
2004-12-28 12:13pm
Last Chapter
2004-12-28 12:13pm
Last Updated
2005-06-12 1:07am

22. The Only Way to Breathe

By forsakenphoenix
Rating
15+
Chapters
1
Reviews
32
Views
1,361

Twelve years of separation is hard. Especially when all they want right now is to kiss each other, even if it’s not perfect, because they're so desperate for that touch. Because they remember that kissing one another is the only way to breathe.
Words
1,426
Characters
Remus Lupin, Sirius Black
Primary Relationship
Secondary Relationship(s)
Genre(s)
Romance, Angst
Era
Advisory
Scenes of a Mild Sexual Nature
Status
Completed
First Published
2004-10-20 10:31pm
Last Chapter
2004-10-20 10:31pm
Last Updated
2005-04-12 12:20am

23. Press Rewind

By forsakenphoenix
Rating
12+
Chapters
1
Reviews
36
Views
1,267

Lily's reflections of her years at Hogwarts before and after she met James; the war, the lessons she learned, the friendships she made, and the light that saved her when all she could see was darkness.
Words
1,708
Characters
Lily
Primary Relationship
Secondary Relationship(s)
Genre(s)
Angst
Era
Advisory
No Warnings
Status
Completed
First Published
2004-08-30 5:22pm
Last Chapter
2004-08-30 5:22pm
Last Updated
2005-04-18 7:55pm

24. A House of Cards

By forsakenphoenix
Rating
12+
Chapters
1
Reviews
164
Views
12,249




A house of cards will eventually have to crumble to non-existence.
From Sirius Black's perspective during his sentence in Azkaban--reflecting on the betrayal of Peter and the friendship of the Marauders and how, they too, like a house of cards, crumbled.
Words
2,794
Characters
Sirius
Primary Relationship
Secondary Relationship(s)
Genre(s)
General
Era
Marauders
Advisory
Mild Language
Status
Completed
First Published
2004-07-23 8:30pm
Last Chapter
2004-07-23 8:30pm
Last Updated
2007-05-29 12:13pm

25. Pages Yet To Be Written

By forsakenphoenix
Rating
12+
Chapters
23
Reviews
249
Views
36,273

DISCONTINUED--PLEASE SEE AUTHOR'S NOTE FOR REASONS Writer's hands are magical. They can create kingdoms with the tallest towers and the thickest wooden doors. But sometimes the best defenses can falter against the greatest weapon there is; love. Can love help bring Lily out from the world her hands and words have created?
Words
58,726
Characters
James, Lily, OC, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black
Primary Relationship
Secondary Relationship(s)
Genre(s)
Romance, Angst
Era
Advisory
No Warnings
Status
Abandoned
First Published
2003-07-30 12:00am
Last Chapter
2004-07-01 7:17pm
Last Updated
2004-07-01 7:17pm

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