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1. A Cartography of Grief

By forsakenphoenix

Rating

Mature

Chapters

1

Reviews

20

Views

853

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Remus is a cartographer, mapping his way through grief.

Words

1,886

Characters

Lupin, Sirius

Primary Relationship

Other Pairing

Secondary Relationship(s)

Genre(s)

Drama, Angst

Era

Marauders

Advisory

Mild Language, Mild Violence, Scenes of a Sexual Nature, Contains Slash (Same-Sex Pairing), Sensitive Topic/Issue/Theme, Contains Spoilers

Status

Completed

First Published

2012-09-11 12:15am

Last Chapter

2012-09-11 12:24am

Last Updated

2012-09-11 6:31pm

2. The Steep and Thorny Way to Heaven

By forsakenphoenix

Rating

Mature

Chapters

6

Reviews

190

Views

5,211

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January 2012 Featured Story | 2012 Best Drama Winner at TGS
2012 Best Novel Dobby Finalist | 2012 Best Villain Dobby Finalist

Sirius Black is heir to the throne until a sinister plot threatens to take away everything he has ever known. Can a band of marauders and a few loyal advisors save a kingdom before it crumbles in the hands of a wicked ruler?

Words

27,796

Characters

Dumbledore, Lupin, Sirius, James, Regulus, Pettigrew, OtherCanon

Primary Relationship

Secondary Relationship(s)

Genre(s)

Drama, Action/Adventure, AU

Era

Marauders

Advisory

Strong Language, Strong Violence, Substance Use or Abuse, Sensitive Topic/Issue/Theme

Status

Work In Progress (WIP)

First Published

2011-09-27 5:26pm

Last Chapter

2012-07-05 12:13am

Last Updated

2012-07-05 12:13am

3. Into the Darkness of the Grave

By forsakenphoenix

Rating

12+

Chapters

1

Reviews

44

Views

1,191

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2012 "Best Angst" Dobby Finalist



She is a mother who has lost her children.

Words

907

Characters

Lupin, McGonagall, Sirius, Lily, James, Pettigrew

Primary Relationship

Secondary Relationship(s)

Genre(s)

Angst

Era

Marauders

Advisory

No Warnings

Status

Completed

First Published

2012-05-28 9:45am

Last Chapter

2012-05-28 9:50am

Last Updated

2012-09-08 2:17pm

4. In The Hollow Valley of Our Lost Kingdom

By forsakenphoenix

Rating

15+

Chapters

1

Reviews

35

Views

1,169

April 2012 Featured One-Shot at The Golden Snitches
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“This is not possible. You’re dead.”

Lily’s fingertips traced the sharp angle of his cheekbone, feather-light, like a lover’s caress. “So are you.”

a birthday present for academica

Words

1,543

Characters

Snape, Lily

Primary Relationship

Snape/Lily

Secondary Relationship(s)

Genre(s)

Romance, AU

Era

Post-Hogwarts

Advisory

Scenes of a Mild Sexual Nature, Contains Slash (Same-Sex Pairing), Sensitive Topic/Issue/Theme, Contains Spoilers

Status

Completed

First Published

2012-03-21 11:19pm

Last Chapter

2012-03-21 11:30pm

Last Updated

2012-03-21 11:30pm

5. Portraits of Courage

By forsakenphoenix

Rating

15+

Chapters

7

Reviews

184

Views

8,806

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2012 "Best Canon" Dobby Finalist

There are two sides to every war. A story that examines the creation of the first Order of the Phoenix and the courage its members must find within themselves to fight against the powers of darkness. Various POVs.

Words

9,522

Characters

Dumbledore, Lupin, McGonagall, Snape, Sirius, Lily, James, Molly, Pettigrew

Primary Relationship

Secondary Relationship(s)

Genre(s)

Drama, General, Angst

Era

Marauders

Advisory

Mild Language, Mild Violence

Status

Work In Progress (WIP)

First Published

2007-05-19 9:31pm

Last Chapter

2012-01-12 5:35pm

Last Updated

2012-04-08 6:00pm

6. Whispers Like Prayers

By forsakenphoenix

Rating

Mature

Chapters

1

Reviews

33

Views

892

Beta'd by TenthWeasley | Banner by Violet Gryfindor

They fought as soldiers, but they will die as men. For now, though, they are but mere children burdened by loss and a responsibility neither of them are ready for. AU, Remus/Sirius, Halloween 1981.

Words

5,642

Characters

Lupin, Sirius

Primary Relationship

Other Pairing

Secondary Relationship(s)

Genre(s)

Drama, Angst, AU

Era

Marauders

Advisory

Strong Language, Mild Violence, Scenes of a Mild Sexual Nature, Contains Slash (Same-Sex Pairing)

Status

Completed

First Published

2011-09-05 11:35pm

Last Chapter

2011-09-05 11:46pm

Last Updated

2012-05-13 9:53am

7. All That's Beautiful Drifts Away

By forsakenphoenix

Rating

15+

Chapters

3

Reviews

61

Views

3,460

Banner by Violet Gryfindor
2011 Best Marauders Fic Dobby finalist
2012 Best Friendship Runner-Up at TGS

We knew, though she’d not said a word, that even the best of love must die, and had been savagely undone. - W.B. Yeats

Words

11,485

Characters

Lupin, Sirius, Lily, James, Pettigrew

Primary Relationship

Secondary Relationship(s)

James/Lily

Genre(s)

Drama, General, Angst

Era

Marauders

Advisory

Mild Language, Mild Violence, Scenes of a Mild Sexual Nature, Substance Use or Abuse

Status

Completed

First Published

2011-07-22 8:45pm

Last Chapter

2011-07-24 5:49pm

Last Updated

2011-07-24 5:49pm

8. Lights Were Paling One By One

By forsakenphoenix

Rating

Mature

Chapters

3

Reviews

36

Views

4,018

Banner by Violet Gryfindor

A continuation of A Cold Heaven. Here, where feelings such as guilt are non-existent, forgiveness is the ultimate act of faith.

Words

20,470

Characters

Lupin, Sirius, Lily, James, Regulus, Pettigrew

Primary Relationship

Other Pairing

Secondary Relationship(s)

James/Lily

Genre(s)

Drama, Angst

Era

Other

Advisory

Strong Language, Mild Violence, Scenes of a Sexual Nature, Contains Slash (Same-Sex Pairing), Contains Spoilers

Status

Completed

First Published

2008-01-08 11:11pm

Last Chapter

2008-08-10 2:11pm

Last Updated

2008-09-11 3:28pm

9. Absence is Constant

By forsakenphoenix

Rating

15+

Chapters

1

Reviews

47

Views

1,508

Banner by Violet Gryfindor

The war, that’s just ended and there is blood still fresh on his hands, wounds still raw in his heart. Those empty spaces, they’re bigger than ever. There are ghosts of familiar faces sitting next to him, talking to him, sharing memories. Disregards DH.

Words

5,354

Characters

Lupin, McGonagall, Sirius, Molly, OtherCanon

Primary Relationship

Other Pairing

Secondary Relationship(s)

Genre(s)

Drama, Angst

Era

Marauders

Advisory

Mild Language, Contains Slash (Same-Sex Pairing), Substance Use or Abuse

Status

Completed

First Published

2007-06-27 11:49am

Last Chapter

2007-06-29 1:04pm

Last Updated

2007-06-29 1:07pm

10. A Cold Heaven

By forsakenphoenix

Rating

Mature

Chapters

2

Reviews

59

Views

5,459

Banner by Violet Gryfindor

Even in death, James shines brighter than Sirius. But he’s no longer jealous, knows that it’s just borrowed light; James glows when he’s loved. He was always loved, will always be loved.

Words

14,490

Characters

Sirius, James

Primary Relationship

Secondary Relationship(s)

James/Lily, Other Pairing

Genre(s)

General, Angst

Era

Marauders

Advisory

Strong Language, Strong Violence, Scenes of a Sexual Nature, Contains Slash (Same-Sex Pairing)

Status

Completed

First Published

2007-01-01 8:11pm

Last Chapter

2007-03-13 8:48pm

Last Updated

2007-06-26 4:55pm

11. Time's Bitter Flood Will Rise

By forsakenphoenix

Rating

15+

Chapters

1

Reviews

34

Views

1,615

Banner by Violet Gryfindor

But think about old friends the most: Time’s bitter flood will rise. -W.B. Yeats

A story told through photographs in which Remus remembers. Remus/Tonks.

Words

6,878

Characters

Lupin, Sirius, Lily, James, Tonks, Pettigrew

Primary Relationship

Remus/Tonks

Secondary Relationship(s)

Genre(s)

General, Angst

Era

Marauders

Advisory

Strong Language, Substance Use or Abuse

Status

Completed

First Published

2006-07-14 2:07am

Last Chapter

2006-07-14 2:25am

Last Updated

2006-09-13 6:21pm

12. In The Grave All Shall Be Renewed

By forsakenphoenix

Rating

Mature

Chapters

4

Reviews

84

Views

4,895

Banner by Acappella

Vague memories, nothing but memories,
But in the grave all, all, shall be renewed. - W.B. Yeats

Words

9,372

Characters

Lupin, Sirius, Tonks

Primary Relationship

Other Pairing

Secondary Relationship(s)

Genre(s)

Romance, Angst, AU

Era

Marauders

Advisory

Strong Language, Contains Slash (Same-Sex Pairing), Substance Use or Abuse

Status

Completed

First Published

2006-01-15 7:26pm

Last Chapter

2006-02-19 6:02pm

Last Updated

2007-05-24 4:12pm

13. The Crownless Again Shall Be King

By forsakenphoenix

Rating

15+

Chapters

2

Reviews

47

Views

2,566

Banner by Acappella

Sirius Black is his parents' handsome pureblood prince. He is the heir to the throne and the crown, given the duty to uphold the family honor. But something unexpected happens that changes the course of his destiny forever. Follow Sirius through the events that shape the man that he becomes: the Marauder, the hero and the king.

Words

4,176

Characters

Sirius

Primary Relationship

Secondary Relationship(s)

Genre(s)

General, Angst

Era

Marauders

Advisory

Mild Language, Scenes of a Mild Sexual Nature, Substance Use or Abuse

Status

Abandoned

First Published

2005-10-16 7:12pm

Last Chapter

2005-12-15 12:55am

Last Updated

2007-05-17 2:01pm

14. Rage Against the Dying of the Light

By forsakenphoenix

Rating

Mature

Chapters

1

Reviews

39

Views

1,639

Banner by Acappella

When Voldemort began his rise to power, and the Blacks clutched to his beliefs as though they were a promise made of silver, Sirius seemed to be the only one who knew that silver could be tarnished.

Words

5,204

Characters

Lupin, Sirius, James, Pettigrew

Primary Relationship

Other Pairing

Secondary Relationship(s)

Genre(s)

Angst

Era

Marauders

Advisory

Strong Language, Scenes of a Mild Sexual Nature, Contains Slash (Same-Sex Pairing), Substance Use or Abuse

Status

Completed

First Published

2005-08-16 2:14pm

Last Chapter

2005-08-16 2:14pm

Last Updated

2005-08-30 2:22am

15. A Bitter Pill to Swallow

By forsakenphoenix

Rating

15+

Chapters

1

Reviews

44

Views

1,527

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It’s the countdown to a breakdown. Lovers, friends, and those he thought were friends—it doesn’t matter what they were, all that matters is what they are—gone, dead; some buried beneath the surface of the earth, some beneath the surface of his skin.

Words

3,157

Characters

Lupin

Primary Relationship

Secondary Relationship(s)

Genre(s)

Angst

Era

Marauders

Advisory

Strong Language, Contains Slash (Same-Sex Pairing)

Status

Completed

First Published

2005-07-07 10:02pm

Last Chapter

2005-07-07 10:02pm

Last Updated

2006-01-15 5:38pm

16. When Saints Die, The World Stops Spinning

By forsakenphoenix

Rating

15+

Chapters

1

Reviews

126

Views

6,565

Banner by Violet Gryfindor
2012 "HPFF Classics: Best One-Shot" Dobby Winner

Hope, loyalty, love, despair, and tragedy. Through it all, Lily discovers the truth about the Marauders, the affable troublemakers who hide behind smokescreens but still glitter in shattered light. They aren't the glorious, graceful men they are often perceived as, but stumbling, awkward boys who are still trying to find their way out of darkness.

Words

3,723

Characters

Lupin, Sirius, Lily, James, Pettigrew

Primary Relationship

Secondary Relationship(s)

Genre(s)

Romance, Angst

Era

Marauders

Advisory

Mild Language

Status

Completed

First Published

2005-04-21 12:55am

Last Chapter

2005-04-21 12:55am

Last Updated

2012-02-25 2:43pm

17. Unveiled Secrets

By forsakenphoenix

Rating

12+

Chapters

1

Reviews

53

Views

2,584

Banner by Violet Gryfindor

“He does the only thing that he can. He tells Harry a story about four boys in school, magic, smoke screens and tricks of light, about a beautiful girl that they'd loved in different ways and a prince without a crown who did everything that he could and nothing that he said he would but was kind and gentle and universally adored.”

Words

4,090

Characters

Lupin, Sirius, Lily, James, Pettigrew

Primary Relationship

Secondary Relationship(s)

Genre(s)

General, Romance, Angst

Era

Marauders

Advisory

Mild Violence

Status

Completed

First Published

2005-03-20 5:03am

Last Chapter

2005-03-20 5:03am

Last Updated

2012-03-04 11:55pm

18. Underneath it All

By forsakenphoenix

Rating

12+

Chapters

5

Reviews

79

Views

8,579

We are all human. We make mistakes and learn from them. We stumble but get up again. We fall in love, we get our hearts broken, and we test our friendships. But what are we underneath it all? A soul, a heart, and a whole lot of secrets.Follow the Marauders and Lily as they learn that the happiest person you know is probably the saddest person you will ever meet and that no one is perfect; no matter what anyone else says.

Words

22,076

Characters

Dumbledore, Lupin, Sirius, Lily, James

Primary Relationship

James/Lily

Secondary Relationship(s)

Genre(s)

General, Romance, Angst

Era

Marauders

Advisory

No Warnings

Status

Abandoned

First Published

2004-08-04 12:31pm

Last Chapter

2005-02-21 10:11pm

Last Updated

2005-11-07 10:07pm

19. There Were Ghosts

By forsakenphoenix

Rating

12+

Chapters

1

Reviews

36

Views

1,184

Drowning in fire whiskey and chatting with ghosts, Remus Lupin can no longer distinguish the difference between past and present. He finds himself a shell of a man, living a painful existence.

Words

2,834

Characters

James, Lily, OC, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black

Primary Relationship

Secondary Relationship(s)

Genre(s)

Angst

Era

Advisory

No Warnings

Status

Completed

First Published

2005-02-06 9:52pm

Last Chapter

2005-02-06 9:52pm

Last Updated

2005-11-12 9:19pm

20. More Than One Way to Destroy a Man

By forsakenphoenix

Rating

15+

Chapters

1

Reviews

29

Views

2,403

But the blue ink of Azkaban tattoos his body, claiming him as a prisoner of despair and guilt. No time for innocence or shy glances under shadowed lashes. There is only time for faltering dances and the cold rattling breath that leaves him a crumbling man.

Words

1,554

Characters

Lupin, Sirius

Primary Relationship

Other Pairing

Secondary Relationship(s)

Genre(s)

Angst

Era

Marauders

Advisory

Mild Language, Contains Slash (Same-Sex Pairing),

Status

Completed

First Published

2005-01-01 11:13pm

Last Chapter

2005-01-01 11:13pm

Last Updated

2005-07-04 7:52pm

21. When Stars Go Black

By forsakenphoenix

Rating

15+

Chapters

1

Reviews

34

Views

1,542

There are many things Remus hates. He hates what he is and what the full moon makes him become every month. He hates what it can drive him too, the life it almost took, and the friendship it tried to destroy. But most of all Remus hates the way Sirius takes advantage of him. He hates that no matter how much Sirius hurts him, he keeps on crawling back for more.

Words

1,782

Characters

Lupin, Sirius, James

Primary Relationship

Secondary Relationship(s)

Genre(s)

Romance, Angst

Era

Marauders

Advisory

Mild Language, Scenes of a Mild Sexual Nature, Contains Slash (Same-Sex Pairing)

Status

Completed

First Published

2004-12-28 12:13pm

Last Chapter

2004-12-28 12:13pm

Last Updated

2005-06-12 1:07am

22. The Only Way to Breathe

By forsakenphoenix

Rating

15+

Chapters

1

Reviews

32

Views

1,406

Twelve years of separation is hard. Especially when all they want right now is to kiss each other, even if it’s not perfect, because they're so desperate for that touch. Because they remember that kissing one another is the only way to breathe.

Words

1,426

Characters

Remus Lupin, Sirius Black

Primary Relationship

Secondary Relationship(s)

Genre(s)

Romance, Angst

Era

Advisory

Scenes of a Mild Sexual Nature

Status

Completed

First Published

2004-10-20 10:31pm

Last Chapter

2004-10-20 10:31pm

Last Updated

2005-04-12 12:20am

23. Press Rewind

By forsakenphoenix

Rating

12+

Chapters

1

Reviews

36

Views

1,316

Lily's reflections of her years at Hogwarts before and after she met James; the war, the lessons she learned, the friendships she made, and the light that saved her when all she could see was darkness.

Words

1,708

Characters

Lily

Primary Relationship

Secondary Relationship(s)

Genre(s)

Angst

Era

Advisory

No Warnings

Status

Completed

First Published

2004-08-30 5:22pm

Last Chapter

2004-08-30 5:22pm

Last Updated

2005-04-18 7:55pm

24. A House of Cards

By forsakenphoenix

Rating

12+

Chapters

1

Reviews

164

Views

12,299

A house of cards will eventually have to crumble to non-existence. From Sirius Black's perspective during his sentence in Azkaban--reflecting on the betrayal of Peter and the friendship of the Marauders and how, they too, like a house of cards, crumbled.

Words

2,794

Characters

Sirius

Primary Relationship

Secondary Relationship(s)

Genre(s)

General

Era

Marauders

Advisory

Mild Language

Status

Completed

First Published

2004-07-23 8:30pm

Last Chapter

2004-07-23 8:30pm

Last Updated

2007-05-29 12:13pm

25. Pages Yet To Be Written

By forsakenphoenix

Rating

12+

Chapters

23

Reviews

249

Views

37,325

DISCONTINUED--PLEASE SEE AUTHOR'S NOTE FOR REASONS Writer's hands are magical. They can create kingdoms with the tallest towers and the thickest wooden doors. But sometimes the best defenses can falter against the greatest weapon there is; love. Can love help bring Lily out from the world her hands and words have created?

Words

58,726

Characters

James, Lily, OC, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black

Primary Relationship

Secondary Relationship(s)

Genre(s)

Romance, Angst

Era

Advisory

No Warnings

Status

Abandoned

First Published

2003-07-30 12:00am

Last Chapter

2004-07-01 7:17pm

Last Updated

2004-07-01 7:17pm

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