Rating
15+
Chapters
55
Words
115,470
Characters
Dumbledore, Lupin, James, Lily, Sirius, Voldemort
Primary Relationship
James/Lily
Secondary Relationship(s)
Genre(s)
Drama, Romance, Angst
Era
Marauders
Advisory
Contains profanity, Mild violence, Scenes of a mild sexual nature, Sensitive topic/issue/theme
Story Reviews
Status
Completed
First Published
2004-10-03 11:18am
Last Chapter
2005-07-02 1:23pm
Last Updated
2012-01-01 11:28am
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| Ch. # | Chapter Title | Word Count | Reviews |
|---|---|---|---|
| 1 |
Prologue: Unable to Smile
|
1,703 | 212 |
| 2 |
Don't Remind Me Lily meets two people she doesn't think that highly of, and gets used to dropping her bag. |
2,138 | 63 |
| 3 |
Lost in Thought Lily works in the library, and someone is secretly interested in her. One of Lily's friends, Hillary, has a chat with her. |
2,163 | 46 |
| 4 |
Playing With Fire Lily meets Black by the lake, and almost gives in to his attempts to seduce her. |
1,967 | 57 |
| 5 |
Arguing Lily gets back to the common room, and argues with Dorothy. She also realises something she has been trying to deny. |
1,514 | 37 |
| 6 |
Dancing Out My Soul Lily is dancing in the studio alone, but what she doesn't know is that someone is watching her. |
1,821 | 49 |
| 7 |
Gnabbler-hunting Lily thinks she may be in love.. Then she ends up working with James in the forest in Care of Magical Creatures.. |
1,687 | 44 |
| 8 |
The Triple Pirouette Lily refuses to finish her potion, and Sirius comes over to flirt. She finally does a triple pirouette, but nobody saw. A girl asks Remus out and Lily freezes in her chair, hearing everything.. |
1,676 | 34 |
| 9 |
His Kiss Remus finds out about Lily's feelings for him. |
1,959 | 45 |
| 10 |
I'll Change! James decides to try to make Lily realise he's changed, and touches some vulnerable spots in the process. |
1,727 | 40 |
| 11 |
Fainting Lily is getting hold of her dance, but later she faints down at the Quidditch match. She has a very disturbing chat with Sirius about her being in love with James or not. Dangerous.. |
2,596 | 54 |
| 12 |
Dress Rehearsal Finally the dress rehearsal of the show is coming up! |
2,662 | 31 |
| 13 |
The Dark Wizard James runs away, and nobody knows where he is or why he runned away.. |
1,982 | 36 |
| 14 |
Panic Back Stage The show is finally on! But there are problems... |
3,172 | 39 |
| 15 |
The Metamorphmagus A certain someone is revealed. Lily has bad memories from her past. |
2,020 | 41 |
| 16 |
Busted! Lily discovers the invisibility cloak and her secret admirer is revealed! |
1,563 | 60 |
| 17 |
The Funky Change Lily gets her Gnabbler essay back, and a new funky surprise awaits her! |
2,158 | 36 |
| 18 |
A Virgin Bryn contacts Lily after much consideration. Sirius is after a new girl. |
2,218 | 33 |
| 19 |
The Look on My Face They practise the dance, and Lily gets lots of flashbacks from her childhood. |
2,386 | 35 |
| 20 |
Halloween Dancing. Drinking. |
2,932 | 48 |
| 21 |
Surprises and Headaches Lily has a terrible hangover.. then she gets shocked when she hears what she did on Halloween... |
2,204 | 41 |
| 22 |
Nightmare Lily has a terrible nightmare, and realises she's in love with James. |
2,390 | 49 |
| 23 |
Chocolate Lily is having PMS so she smuggles chocolate from the kitchen late at night. But she will stay up for many more hours.. |
2,598 | 46 |
| 24 |
Shocked Lily is kissed by James quite unexpectedly... or was it him? |
2,353 | 85 |
| 25 |
Hurt and Angry Lily is hurt and angry and can't understand how James could just ignore her after their kiss. But it wasn't James, it was Bryn... |
2,185 | 54 |
| 26 |
Childish Fun Sirius teases Lily and screws her chances of getting in at the Library. For a while... |
1,860 | 45 |
| 27 |
Herbology Bryn and Lily have a talk that stirs her mind in herbology |
1,799 | 56 |
| 28 |
The Marauders Lily reveals the Marauder-secret, about them being animagi... |
1,891 | 50 |
| 29 |
A Discomforting Letter Lily reveals what she knows about the Marauders.She receives a letter from her mothers which makes her uneasy. |
1,645 | 58 |
| 30 |
The Dark Mark Lily and James have a deep conversation. Snowball figh! |
2,170 | 57 |
| 31 |
Just Do It... Sirius is irritated about Lily and James never getting together. |
1,983 | 50 |
| 32 |
24th December Christmas! |
1,663 | 44 |
| 33 |
Christmas Eve Christmas Eve |
2,034 | 55 |
| 34 |
The Broomstick Ride SOOO romantic... |
1,882 | 53 |
| 35 |
My Turn They get together at last! |
1,340 | 61 |
| 36 |
The Letter From Nobody Lily receives a letter from a secret admirer. |
2,054 | 42 |
| 37 |
Jealous Bryn returns... and he is not happy with what he finds out! |
1,892 | 65 |
| 38 |
Awkward Lily is seeing Bryn in the library, and he brings up the fact that she's dating James even though she said she was determined not to. |
1,488 | 41 |
| 39 |
Back to Ballet Lily is thrilled about going back to ballet-lessons. She joins the Marauders on one of their midnight-adventures, and gets another secret letter. |
2,051 | 45 |
| 40 |
Other Girls Suddenly James starts to copy Lily as she spends time with Bryn Johnson... He starts hanging out with other girl friends and Lily gets jealous. |
1,948 | 51 |
| 41 |
Heart Ripped Yeah... This chapter is another turning point. |
1,783 | 80 |
| 42 |
Looking Through What everybody feared has become reality... but one person is able to see through the masterpiece. |
2,027 | 71 |
| 43 |
In the Library Lily has very strange reactions after breaking up with James.. and James is just careless, thinking in the shelter of the Library.. until... |
2,115 | 56 |
| 44 |
The Pointe Shoes Ouch... |
1,531 | 57 |
| 45 |
Making a Decision Suddenly, Lily stands alone. She's lost the support of her friends, because she has thought about dating a certain Hufflepuff again... but suddenly her mind is made up, and nothing can make her stop... |
2,100 | 88 |
| 46 |
Confrontation Lily is getting more and more stuck, realising what kind of decision she's made... is it the right one? |
1,905 | 74 |
| 47 |
Not Dancing Lily is finally coming around, but what about James? |
2,305 | 79 |
| 48 |
Transformation Lily has a hard time accepting the fact that James has a new girlfriend. She goes to the Great Hall to talk to Remus, and is shocked by what she finds out... |
2,755 | 105 |
| 49 |
Please! How will Bryn react as Lily reveals him? And what will happen with her and James? |
2,505 | 90 |
| 50 |
Another Type of Solo Are things beginning to wrap up? |
2,497 | 81 |
| 51 |
The Meeting The meeting about the Order of the Phoenix is held, in James's dorm... who beat up Bryn? Was it James or Sirius? |
2,347 | 62 |
| 52 |
The Lake gets warm Surprises at the lake, to put it lightly... |
2,757 | 45 |
| 53 |
Amour Suddenly, somebody else's lovelife is in the spotlight... who's Remus in love with? |
1,997 | 62 |
| 54 |
Seduction The dance at the Wicked Wand |
2,351 | 41 |
| 55 |
Graduation The story ends here... At the graduation party. |
3,021 | 465 |
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