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    Dumbledore, Lupin, Sirius, Lily, James, Voldemort
    Primary Relationship
    Secondary Relationship(s)
    Drama, Romance, Angst
    Mild Language, Mild Violence, Scenes of a Mild Sexual Nature, Sensitive Topic/Issue/Theme
    Story Reviews
    First Published
    2004-10-03 11:18am
    Last Chapter
    2005-07-02 1:23pm
    Last Updated
    2012-01-01 11:28am

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    Ch. # Chapter Title Word Count Reviews
    1 Prologue: Unable to Smile

    Lily Evans felt her leotard hug her curves. Her hands were placed in third position and her feet in fourth. She was standing there, prepared to turn and perform a hopefully triple pirouette in front of her audience. The smile of James Potter was on her mind. After all, it was because of him she was standing on this stage. She hated it, but that was the truth.. This is a different James/Lily story with quite a few twists. Hope you like it! Banner by Iced_Cherriez.

    1,703 212
    2 Don't Remind Me

    Lily meets two people she doesn't think that highly of, and gets used to dropping her bag.

    2,138 63
    3 Lost in Thought

    Lily works in the library, and someone is secretly interested in her. One of Lily's friends, Hillary, has a chat with her.

    2,163 46
    4 Playing With Fire

    Lily meets Black by the lake, and almost gives in to his attempts to seduce her.

    1,967 57
    5 Arguing

    Lily gets back to the common room, and argues with Dorothy. She also realises something she has been trying to deny.

    1,514 37
    6 Dancing Out My Soul

    Lily is dancing in the studio alone, but what she doesn't know is that someone is watching her.

    1,821 49
    7 Gnabbler-hunting

    Lily thinks she may be in love.. Then she ends up working with James in the forest in Care of Magical Creatures..

    1,687 44
    8 The Triple Pirouette

    Lily refuses to finish her potion, and Sirius comes over to flirt. She finally does a triple pirouette, but nobody saw. A girl asks Remus out and Lily freezes in her chair, hearing everything..

    1,676 34
    9 His Kiss

    Remus finds out about Lily's feelings for him.

    1,959 45
    10 I'll Change!

    James decides to try to make Lily realise he's changed, and touches some vulnerable spots in the process.

    1,727 40
    11 Fainting

    Lily is getting hold of her dance, but later she faints down at the Quidditch match. She has a very disturbing chat with Sirius about her being in love with James or not. Dangerous..

    2,596 54
    12 Dress Rehearsal

    Finally the dress rehearsal of the show is coming up!

    2,662 31
    13 The Dark Wizard

    James runs away, and nobody knows where he is or why he runned away..

    1,982 36
    14 Panic Back Stage

    The show is finally on! But there are problems...

    3,172 39
    15 The Metamorphmagus

    A certain someone is revealed. Lily has bad memories from her past.

    2,020 41
    16 Busted!

    Lily discovers the invisibility cloak and her secret admirer is revealed!

    1,563 60
    17 The Funky Change

    Lily gets her Gnabbler essay back, and a new funky surprise awaits her!

    2,158 36
    18 A Virgin

    Bryn contacts Lily after much consideration. Sirius is after a new girl.

    2,218 33
    19 The Look on My Face

    They practise the dance, and Lily gets lots of flashbacks from her childhood.

    2,386 35
    20 Halloween

    Dancing. Drinking.

    2,932 48
    21 Surprises and Headaches

    Lily has a terrible hangover.. then she gets shocked when she hears what she did on Halloween...

    2,204 41
    22 Nightmare

    Lily has a terrible nightmare, and realises she's in love with James.

    2,390 49
    23 Chocolate

    Lily is having PMS so she smuggles chocolate from the kitchen late at night. But she will stay up for many more hours..

    2,598 46
    24 Shocked

    Lily is kissed by James quite unexpectedly... or was it him?

    2,353 85
    25 Hurt and Angry

    Lily is hurt and angry and can't understand how James could just ignore her after their kiss. But it wasn't James, it was Bryn...

    2,185 54
    26 Childish Fun

    Sirius teases Lily and screws her chances of getting in at the Library. For a while...

    1,860 45
    27 Herbology

    Bryn and Lily have a talk that stirs her mind in herbology

    1,799 56
    28 The Marauders

    Lily reveals the Marauder-secret, about them being animagi...

    1,891 50
    29 A Discomforting Letter

    Lily reveals what she knows about the Marauders.She receives a letter from her mothers which makes her uneasy.

    1,645 58
    30 The Dark Mark

    Lily and James have a deep conversation. Snowball figh!

    2,170 57
    31 Just Do It...

    Sirius is irritated about Lily and James never getting together.

    1,983 50
    32 24th December


    1,663 44
    33 Christmas Eve

    Christmas Eve

    2,034 55
    34 The Broomstick Ride

    SOOO romantic...

    1,882 53
    35 My Turn

    They get together at last!

    1,340 61
    36 The Letter From Nobody

    Lily receives a letter from a secret admirer.

    2,054 42
    37 Jealous

    Bryn returns... and he is not happy with what he finds out!

    1,892 65
    38 Awkward

    Lily is seeing Bryn in the library, and he brings up the fact that she's dating James even though she said she was determined not to.

    1,488 41
    39 Back to Ballet

    Lily is thrilled about going back to ballet-lessons. She joins the Marauders on one of their midnight-adventures, and gets another secret letter.

    2,051 45
    40 Other Girls

    Suddenly James starts to copy Lily as she spends time with Bryn Johnson... He starts hanging out with other girl friends and Lily gets jealous.

    1,948 51
    41 Heart Ripped

    Yeah... This chapter is another turning point.

    1,783 80
    42 Looking Through

    What everybody feared has become reality... but one person is able to see through the masterpiece.

    2,027 71
    43 In the Library

    Lily has very strange reactions after breaking up with James.. and James is just careless, thinking in the shelter of the Library.. until...

    2,115 56
    44 The Pointe Shoes


    1,531 57
    45 Making a Decision

    Suddenly, Lily stands alone. She's lost the support of her friends, because she has thought about dating a certain Hufflepuff again... but suddenly her mind is made up, and nothing can make her stop...

    2,100 88
    46 Confrontation

    Lily is getting more and more stuck, realising what kind of decision she's made... is it the right one?

    1,905 74
    47 Not Dancing

    Lily is finally coming around, but what about James?

    2,305 79
    48 Transformation

    Lily has a hard time accepting the fact that James has a new girlfriend. She goes to the Great Hall to talk to Remus, and is shocked by what she finds out...

    2,755 105
    49 Please!

    How will Bryn react as Lily reveals him? And what will happen with her and James?

    2,505 90
    50 Another Type of Solo

    Are things beginning to wrap up?

    2,497 81
    51 The Meeting

    The meeting about the Order of the Phoenix is held, in James's dorm... who beat up Bryn? Was it James or Sirius?

    2,347 62
    52 The Lake gets warm

    Surprises at the lake, to put it lightly...

    2,757 45
    53 Amour

    Suddenly, somebody else's lovelife is in the spotlight... who's Remus in love with?

    1,997 62
    54 Seduction

    The dance at the Wicked Wand

    2,351 41
    55 Graduation

    The story ends here... At the graduation party.

    3,021 465


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