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Dumbledore, Lupin, Sirius, Lily, James, OC
Primary Relationship
Secondary Relationship(s)
General, Angst, AU
Strong Violence, Sensitive Topic/Issue/Theme
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First Published
2004-07-07 5:22pm
Last Chapter
2010-07-17 4:27pm
Last Updated
2010-07-17 4:27pm

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1 On The Train

Image hosted by LetMeHost.comThis story takes place during the Marauder’s third year at Hogwarts. It seems like it will be a year just like any other at Hogwarts with Quidditch, classes, girls, and now with the trips to Hogsmeade… but what the others don’t realize is that Sirius is hiding a dark secret. Something that’s tearing away inside of him. Please, please read and review for each chapter. (Title compliments of Kiki; banner compliments of Greensunshine)

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2 The Scars

The pains in Sirius’ chest seemed to just get worse. When they arrive at Hogwarts, James and Remus find out about Sirius’ pain and insist on taking him up to the hospital wing. But up in the hospital wing they see something they won’t soon forget.

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3 Excuses

James wakes up to find that Sirius still hasn’t returned to dormitory. He decides to check the hospital wing before going to double Potions. And why does Professor Dumbledore want to talk to Remus? ((A/N: Not the best summary... I'm trying not to give too much away. Please R&R anyway))

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4 The Encounter

The school year is now in full swing. Quidditch has started, keeping Sirius and James very busy. But when they have a very unpleasant encounter with a certain someone after a Quidditch practice, James is starting to wonder if Sirius is in fact hiding something from him.

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5 Unexpected News

It’s the night after Sirius and Regulus had their fight. But wait… where is Sirius? And the Marauders get some news that will change Christmas holiday.

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6 On the Train Again

Well, the Christmas holiday has finally come. It is time for the students to return home for a little rest and relaxation. The Gryffindors were dragged out of bed at five in the morning, to make sure none of them miss the train. Sirius starts dreading what awaits him when he returns home.

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7 Getting to Know Pain

Sirius goes home and tried to hide in his room, but his parents soon find out about the fight Regulus and Sirius had at school. And they are not happy about it. (kinda a short chapter...) A/N: Just so you know: In this chapter, I think it's a bit more then mild violence, yet less than strong violence. There is a small mention of blood, though I still believe it falls within the PG rating.

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8 Where's Sirius?

Remus, James, and Peter return to Hogwarts with the rest of the students after the Christmas holiday. But where’s Sirius?

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9 Black and Blue

Remus and James finally find Sirius. And Lily Evans finally comes into the picture… well a little bit a least.

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10 For Your Ears Only

It is the night of the full moon. Remus has gone to the Shrieking Shack for his monthly transformation, so James is left alone, keeping an unconscious Sirius company.

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11 Confessions

Remus returns from his monthly transformation and Sirius tells both him and James what’s really been going on. Gets a bit sappy… sorry about that.

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12 Telling Someone

Remus and James talk to Professor Dumbledore about what Sirius told them. But can the Headmaster do anything about it?

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13 Gryffindor vs. Ravenclaw

It’s the day of Remus’ first Quidditch match, and he’s very nervous. And after the match him and James over hear a rather curious conversation.

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14 Back From the Dead

The Gryffindors have made the Quidditch Cup. The final match will be between them and Slytherin for all the glory. But will Sirius be able to play?

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15 Quidditch Surprise

Finally it’s time for the Quidditch Cup. But something unexpected happens.

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16 The Quidditch Cup

Part two of the Quidditch Cup, Gryffindor vs. Slytherin. It’s not looking good at all for the Gryffindors. They’re falling way behind. Will they be able to make this almost unimaginable come back to win the Cup? Or will Slytherin once again be the victor?

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17 Unwanted Reunion

When Sirius sees who pulled him off to the side, he comes face to face with a very unwelcome visitor.

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18 Never Going Back

James and Remus are sitting up late one night finishing up a Potions essay when someone they didn’t expect shows up.

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19 More Rivalry

Sirius is trying to go back to normal life at Hogwarts, but it proves to be easier said then done.

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20 Lily Flower and more Confessions

James starts to remember Lily and Sirius confesses a little more about his childhood.

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21 Breatfast with Potter

James finally shifts his gaze from Sirius to Lily.

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22 The Best Feeling in the World

What’s got Sirius so excited?

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23 Black and Blue: Revisited

The school year is coming to a close but the complications for Sirius continue.

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24 The Pain behind Gray Eyes

One last encounter leaves Sirius destroyed, yet not defeated.

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25 Healing and Aftermath

The end of one problem and the start of another. Sirius is recovering, but how will he react to James’ latest crazy plot.

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