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The worst thing that ever happened
Never get involved with boys who hate each other
Well, the two boys that I like HATE each other. At first I thought it was just Draco making up but now I can see that it's true. He and Harry do hate each other. How can the two boys that I like so much be so different?
Same Old Same Old
Why was there this much drama when neither of them were my boyfriends or anything yet? I'll tell you why, becuase God was trying to send me some kind of signal that these boys were bad for me and that I should get away before they ruined my life. Unfortunately I didn't listen.
Are you ready for this? Am I?
"No, I'm going with Harry." I said, I watched as the shock grew on Draco's face. Then I laughed, Draco looked like he might have a heartattack.
Rules Are for Breaking
"Really Harry, don't worry about." I told him, still smiling. "I have everything under control." I sure as hell hoped that I did.
Someone Faithful to Someone Faithful, Yeah Right!
fun at Hogsmeade, well more tricks than fun....
A Girl's Gotta Do What A Girl's Gotta Do
For the next week, I stayed as far away from Harry as I could. He kept trying to talk to me, but I always ran off before he could reach me. But it was hard, I didn't like seeing the hurt look on Harry's face every time I ran away without talking to him. I mean, I really liked Harry, but did I really want to risk everything I had with Draco on Harry?
Things Are About to Get Crazy
I didn't have the heart to pull my hand away, even though I knew that I should be telling Harry that we can't be anything more than friends.
I Got That Thing You Want
Part of me was flattered that Draco was bragging to his friends about me, but part of me was worried. I knew that Draco liked to brag in front of Harry, it made him feel better about himself, and what if he bragged in front of Harry about me?????
This is Getting A Little Outrageous
Well, we'll let you guys get to 'studying'" Ron said as though he thought this was gonna be the last thing that we were gonna do. He must think that I'm a whore or something. People have the wrong impression about blondes sometimes, I mean just because I'm blonde doesn't mean that I'm a whore.
I'm so into you...both
I could tell, even from here, that the look in Draco's eyes was not a good one. He defintely didn't look happy. Well how could he be happy??? Here I was, his girlfriend of little more than a week, my arm through another guy! And not just any guy, the guy that Draco hated more than anyone in the world.
Don't Hate Me Cuz I'm Beautiful, Hate Me Cuz I Got Your Man
She leaned in a little closer to me and lowered her voice, even though there was no one around. "let's just say that I know some dirt on you that Draco would be very interestd to know." She said.
You Can't Play Me! I'm Playing You
His head snapped up and Harry's eyes locked onto mine. He looked relieved to see me, but not all that thrilled with me. Hell, I wouldn't be happy either if I had been sitting out here freezing my ass off for the last forty-five minutes.
Why Do You Love Me Like That?
"Ris!! What the hell??? Let go of me!" he said, and I was probably choking him, but I didn't even care. If this boy was playing with me, he better start praying now. No one played Arissa Heath, me that is.
This Girl Must Be Crazy-Yeah, I kinda am!
I had a bad feeling about the conversation that had just gone on. I had a feeling that things were not done with me and Hermione, she didn't look like the kinda girl who gave up easily, and I had a feeling that she wasn't beaten yet.
You Think You See Right Through
Damn, Hermione got me even without trying. I looked down, partly to look sad and partly because I didn't want to see the smug look in Hermione's eyes. Damn, damn, damn.
There's More That the Eye Can't See
I noticed that Harry a little trouble concentrating with me that close to him, it was very satisfying. And it wiped that look off Hermione's stupid face. She was really starting to bug me.
why did i have to go and make things so complicated? oh yeah, cuz i like you both!
After dinner I sent Draco off to Quidditch practice, I headed to the library so that I could meet up with Harry. He was sitting with Hermione and Ron. He saw me and stood up.
I'm in way over my head now
My heart was pounding the whole way as I walked down through the common room. I tried to put a smile on my face, not a face like I was going to face the Inquisitition. To Draco, I had nothing to hide, especailly not the fact that Harry Potter was in my bedroom.
i seem to have a little bit of a dilemma-just a bit!!
"Hey." Harry said getting off my bed, where he had been sitting. "What's going on?" He looked worried and confused.
I can't get out of bed today, or get you off my mind
"What the hell is going on?" She demanded as soon as I got into the room.
I just can't seem to find a way to leave this all behind
The next morning I woke up with knots twisting in my stomach. I had a feeling that this day was not going to go well at all.
There's Nothing I Can Do
I was sitting there, thinking through all the possible paths to take in my head, I was so busy thinking that I didn't even hear the door open. I did see the shadow that fell across me though, and I looked up.
I Can't Take This
I met Harry in the dining hall that night for dinner. He looked so happy to see me, that I had to smile. I didn't have to worry about Draco seeing me sitting there with Harry. What could he do now? He was no longer my boyfriend and therefore had no control over who I sat with for dinner.
I Never Worry-Now That's a Lie
So I’ve started thinking about something. Since I couldn’t seem to part with Draco (look at my pitiful attempt to break up with him), maybe I should try and break up with Harry. But then again, hadn’t I tried that one before?
Tell Me What You Really Want
I don’t know what got into me at that moment, but I couldn’t take it anymore. Pansy was just the last straw for me today. The whole stress of my situation and the annoying morning I was already having caught up to me in that moment. I stepped forward. “Don’t you ever say that word to me again, Pansy.” I said quietly, realizing that we drawing kind of a crowd. I didn’t see Harry or Draco anywhere, but that didn’t mean they weren’t coming. At this moment, I was about past caring anymore.
If There Are Miracles, I Need One
“Did you and Draco have a bad breakup?” Annie pressed. I think that Annie might be a little nosy, but it’s okay because I am too. I understand that most girls are nosy, right?
It would be easier to just walk away
I couldn’t really put off talking to Harry for very much longer though, because we had Herbology with the Gryffindors. Because I hadn’t gone to lunch I was actually early to Herbobogy, which I guess surprised Professor Sprout because she looked really shocked to see me early instead of dashing in the door after class had begun.
Easy Is Not My Style
“So you weren’t lying about being bad at Potions.” She said, watching my tuck it away. “That looked pretty horrible.”
So In Love With Two
“Babe, honestly, has anyone ever told you that you have a bit of a temper?” he asked, chuckling to himself.
I Can't Make Up my Mind and It's Tearing Me Up Inside
“Arissa,” Draco said, staring at me. “What is going on?”
If Only I Could Decide
I skipped breakfast the next morning to spend extra time doing my hair instead. I knew I was going to have to grovel to get back in good graces with Draco and it wasn’t going to hurt that my hair looked extra shiny today. Maybe I could just distract him with my hair and he would totally forget that I had snapped and blown him off yesterday. From my experience with him, it was pretty clear that Draco did not appreciate when I took my anger out on him. He didn’t like me back-talking to him. I can’t help it so he’s going to have to be a little more patient with me.
I'm Breaking All My Rules Because of You Two
Draco looked over for one second, our eyes meeting across the classroom before he turned back to his cauldron. I sighed inwardly. I had to walk right past Harry and Ron’s desk as I followed Snape up the staircase to his office. Harry didn’t even pretend to start his assignment; he just stared at me with wide eyes. “What did you do?” He whispered as I walked by. I shrugged helplessly in response.
I'll Choose the Both of You
I couldn’t help but smile as I walked off to Muggle Studies. Pansy must still feel threatened by me if she was trying to make fun of me. Maybe I hadn’t lost Draco to her completely yet. Although part of me was telling me that I would be much better off if I just surrendered Draco over to her. That would leave me with one boyfriend and both nosy girls off my back. Life would be much simpler. Maybe if I eliminated one of my boyfriends, I would have time to focus on my homework.
All Eyes On Me
I just kind of stood there for a moment, not really sure what to do now. I mean, Harry had just watched me have a blowup with Draco in the middle of the hallway. He hadn’t heard the whole conversation, but he had definitely heard the end of it. Although, I guess that wasn’t bad. Plus, Hermione had to see now that I had taken her advice and cut things off completely with Draco.
When the Lie Becomes the Truth
Of course I bumped into Harry in the hallway. I knew I was going to run into him, he of course would be waiting for me to see how my disaster of a private lesson went. Actually, except for the mortifying word vomit it really hadn’t gone that badly…I mean it certainly could have been a lot worse, right?
Something to Get Off my Chest
As I rounded the corner to go into my own common room, I saw that Draco was leaning against a stone column near the entrance. He spotted me coming and pushed off, walking towards me, watching my face closely. I was a bit surprised that he was here waiting for me. I thought that we had made it perfectly clear earlier that we were completely over.
I'm in Misery
That day drug on and on. Maybe it was because I just kept thinking about the way Draco’s face looked this morning when he told me that he still wanted to be with me. I couldn’t believe that there was a part of him that still wanted to be with me. For one thing we were always fighting. He always seemed to bring out the stubborn side in me. For another, I knew it was wrong to date two people at once and I had chosen Harry.
I'll Be Your Everything
My parents walked me back downstairs. So, I was staying at Hogwarts no matter how hard the academics were and how many boy problems I had. I was going to stick this out. I had to do this. Besides, no matter how much I stressed about my boy problems, I knew that there was something real between Harry and me, and I didn’t want to give up on that. I mean, maybe I’m a little backwards thinking, but my personal relationships were just as important as grades are to me, maybe even more so.
I Want To Come First
That weekend was pretty relaxing, like the calm before the storm. I knew that Monday was going to come and I was going to have to confront the fact that I was nearly failing out of Hogwarts and was going to have to completely change my approach to school. But for this weekend I just wanted to chill out and have some happy time with my boyfriend.
Running Around In Circles Over You
The end of the week came before I knew it and then the long anticipated Hufflepuff versus Ravenclaw game was upon us. This was one game that I thought my house might actually be able to pull off. Compared to the powerhouse teams of Gryffindor and Slytherin, Hufflepuff didn’t really have a chance of winning the House Cup. Still, no one wanted to be the loser. I was hoping that we could at least pull off a victory against Ravenclaw, though from the way Davis talks about the team, they’re good enough to be professionals.
Got Lost in the Game
I jumped out of bed and yanked on jeans and a sweater, pulling my long blonde hair back into a no nonsense ponytail at the back of my head. This was a key sign that I meant business. I hate ponytails. I did pause to swipe mascara across my lashes and slick a bit of color of my lips because I would rather go out naked than go out without makeup on.
Quit Playing Games with my Heart
The next couple weeks drug on, maybe because I was so excited for Halloween on Friday. I had been working really hard on controlling my jealousy towards Ginny. I think, for the most part, that she isn’t a threat to me, even though she’s been hanging around a lot more. She’s been pretty nice to me, which she definitely doesn’t have to be. So, I’m going to try to stop immediately jumping to conclusions that she wants to get back with Harry...
I Hate This Part
I started laughing as I looked around the room and spotted Ron passed out by the fireplace, snoring. Nice, he didn’t even make it until midnight. I continued to scan the room, where was Harry?
Hold It Against Me
I really did not want to see Harry right now. I still really hadn’t had time to process what had happened. I was afraid that if he came to me and said that he was sorry I would give in. I mean, I of all people realize that cheating happens. Doesn’t mean that I like it, it just means that I understand that it happened.
He stared at me for a second before handing me back my cup. “Are you sure?” He asked quietly. I nodded. “Want me to go beat him up for you?” He asked, a little too eagerly.
At that very moment, I fell in love with Draco Malfoy.
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