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Lupin, James, Lily, Sirius, OC
Primary Relationship
Secondary Relationship(s)
James/Lily, OC/OC, Remus/OC, Sirius/OC
Romance, Angst, AU
Strong Language, Strong Violence, Scenes of a Mild Sexual Nature, Substance Use or Abuse, Sensitive Topic/Issue/Theme
Story Reviews
Work In Progress (WIP)
First Published
2013-06-30 1:49pm
Last Chapter
2014-08-25 9:55pm
Last Updated
2014-08-25 9:55pm

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Ch. # Chapter Title Word Count Reviews
1 numb

I can't breath and I can't smile

This better be worth my while

I feel numb most of the time

The lower I get the higher I'll climb

Numb -- Marina & The Diamonds

1,238 17
2 summer mood

Walking away

Talking all day

I can't stand this

Summer Mood -- Best Coast

1,270 8
3 how can i

Yeah, I’m in trouble, can’t stop what’s coming

Can’t blame this one on bad luck

How Can I -- Charli XCX

1,678 5
4 teen idle

I wanna stay inside all day

I want the world to go away

I want blood, guts, and chocolate cake

I wanna be a real fake

Teen Idle -- Marina & the Diamonds

1,187 5
5 tears and rain

 How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;

Hold memory close at hand,

Help me understand the years.

How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.

Tears and Rain -- James Blunt

1,881 8
6 velvet crowbar

Life is a velvet crowbar

Hitting you over the head

You're bleeding but you want more

Velvet Crowbar -- Lana del Rey

1,052 4
7 nuclear seasons

Now I'm facing this on my own

'cause you tasted the blast and it shook your bones

I'm a warrior all alone, in the field of lies, I won’t go home

Nuclear Seasons -- Charli XCX

1,030 5
8 shelter

Could I be, was I there?

It felt so crystal in the air

I still want to drown, whenever you leave

Please teach me gently, how to breathe

Shelter -- The Xx

1,148 7
9 i'll never forget you

He asked me for a favor

Asked me a question

Asked me to make an exception

I’ll Never Forget You -- Birdy (Orginially by Francis and the Lights)

854 5
10 girls

 Is there any possibility

You'll quit gossiping about me

To hide your insecurities

All you say is "blah, blah"

Girls -- Marina & the Diamonds

1,177 4
11 prom song (part one)

 Boy, it's late, walk me home, put your hand in mine

At the gate, stop and say, "Be my valentine"

You are, by far, the brightest star I've ever seen

And I never dreamed I'd be so happy that I could die

Prom Song (Gone Wrong) -- Lana del Rey

2,316 6
12 prom song (part two)

Let me take you out of this town,

Let me do it right now, baby.

Dancing till dark, staying forever young

Prom Song (Gone Wrong) -- Lana del Rey

1,100 6
13 kiss me

Settle down with me

And I'll be your safety

You'll be my lady

Kiss Me -- Ed Sheeran

1,979 3
14 falling

 Because falling's not the problem

When I'm falling I'm in peace

It's only when I hit the ground

It causes all the grief

1,611 4
15 boyfriend

One day I'll make him mine

And we'll be together all the time

Boyfriend -- Best Coast

1,389 3
16 far too young to die

 Don't let me do this to myself

I'm chasing roller coasters

I’ve got to have you closer now

Far Too Young to Die -- Panic! at the Disco

1,034 4
17 flawless

 So, she put his heart in a bag, he wouldn't ask for it back

He didn't want her to cry, she didn't want to be sad

She said, "You better not leave me."

Flawless -- The Neighbourhood

3,529 4
18 heart's a mess

Your heart's a mess

You won't admit to it

It makes no sense

But I'm desperate to connect

And you can't live like this

Heart’s a Mess -- Gotye

1,441 3
19 laura palmer

The night was all you had

You ran into the night from all you had

Found yourself a path upon the ground

You ran into the night; you can't be found

Laura Palmer -- Bastille

1,290 2
20 glory and gore

They lose their minds for us

And how it plays out

Now we're in the ring

And we're coming for blood

Glory and Gore -- Lorde

2,625 3
21 staying up

 It's all on the peak, so bad I can taste it while it eats me

How can I sleep if I don't have dreams?

I just have nightmares

How can it be?

Staying Up --  The Neighbourhood

2,590 2
22 gun

Did it make you feel so clever

Did you wear it on your sleeve


1,286 2
23 sugar we're going down

Am I more than you bargained for yet?

I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear

Cause that's just who I am this week

Sugar We're Going Down -- Fall Out Boy

1,110 2
24 born to die

Feet don’t fail me now

Take me to the finish line

Born to Die -- Lana Del Rey


2,479 3
25 ribs

 This dream isn't feeling sweet

We're reeling through the midnight streets

Ribs -- Lorde

2,649 2
26 do i wanna know?

Have you no idea that you're in deep?

I dreamt about you nearly every night this week

How many secrets can you keep?

Do I Wanna Know? -- The Arctic Monkeys

1,451 8
27 state of dreaming

I live my life inside a dream

Only waking when I sleep

I would sell my sorry soul, if I could have it all

State of Dreaming -- Marina and the Diamonds


4,829 4
28 youth

Shadows settle on the place, that you left

Our minds are troubled by the emptiness

Destroy the middle, it's a waste of time

Youth -- Daughter


4,427 5
29 cough syrup

 So I run now to the things they said could restore me

Restore life the way it should be

Cough Syrup -- Young the Giant

4,590 5
30 dance, dance

Dance, Dance

And these are the lives you love to lead

Dance, Dance -- Fall Out Boy

3,183 4
31 autumn leaves

And you're miles away

And yesterday you were here with me

Another tear

Another cry

Autumn Leaves -- Ed Sheeran

2,510 4
32 wake me up

 And you will never know

Just how beautiful you are to me

Wake Me Up -- Ed Sheeran

3,033 5
33 run softly, blue river

 Oh I thrill to her kisses and she thrills to mine

Run softly while she sleeps and dreams for a time

Run Softly, Blue River -- Johnny Cash

2,024 2
34 and the boys

 It's been days now

And you change your mind again

And The Boys -- Angus and Julia Stone

4,091 3
35 habits

Spend my days locked in a haze

Trying to forget you babe

I fall back down

Habits -- Tove Lo

3,850 3


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