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Lupin, Sirius, Lily, James, Pettigrew, OC
Primary Relationship
Secondary Relationship(s)
Sirius/Lily, Remus/OC
Drama, Romance, Angst
Strong Language, Mild Violence, Scenes of a Sexual Nature, Substance Use or Abuse
Story Reviews
First Published
2010-07-20 4:31pm
Last Chapter
2013-11-30 6:06am
Last Updated
2013-11-30 6:06am

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Ch. # Chapter Title Word Count Reviews
1 Guy Talk

It was widely agreed at Hogwarts that they were The. Hottest. Boys. Ever.

581 12
2 A Surprise for Lily

"They weren't there to see that Sirius had just stormed up to bed, knowing full well that she really was James's girl, but waiting for an opportunity to swap his broomstick for things to be different..."

2,164 9
3 Confusion

"'Is there anything you'd fancy?'  'yeah. you...'"

3,129 9
4 The Choice

"'Lily!' He gasped. She was taking charge, and it thrilled and terrified him in equal measure. 'Maybe we should st-'  'No!' she replied fiercely..."

'No!' She replied fiercely."

1,471 7
5 Calm Before the Storm

"Sirius paused, not sure if he should tell her what he had been planning to say to her, ever since last night. Summoning his courage, he quickly said, 'I really like you.'" 

3,772 6
6 Mistakes and Consequences

"'You promised.' She said, her voice trembling. 'You promised me you would leave him alone.'"

2,572 15
7 Shock Value

"'Stupefy!' he cried, and Regulus flew backward several feet before hitting his head on the stone wall with a loud crunch..."

2,653 8
8 Don't Go

"'Don't go.' She said, her bright green eyes wide as she pleaded with him. 'Please, I don't want to be alone.'"

1,492 6
9 Astronomy with Sirius

 "'I like winning.' She whispered, as Sirius eased her hand into his.

'I like you.' Sirius said huskily. She felt her stomach flop, but she didn’t break eye contact, even though he was staring at her so intensely that she knew she was blushing..."

1,973 8
10 Progress

"'Oh, I don't know if I should tell you,' Sirius said, enjoying the power he was holding. 'You did throw cake in my hair.'

'Please, Padfoot?' She whispered, taking a small step toward him..."


3,318 7
11 Startling Realizations

No, no, no! Sirius thought as the space between them was continuously shrinking. The plan, remember the plan! But, he was powerless to do anything except stare at her beautiful face. He could almost count the freckles sprinkled across her nose, see the gold flecks in her eyes…

1,793 7
12 False Normality

"Why was it so difficult to talk to him now? She wanted to cry; she would rather have his endless nagging than this detached conversing..."

3,239 7
13 Closure

 “'I love you Lily, and I always have, and I always will.' And with that, he turned the corner and was out of sight..."

1,861 8
14 Chemistry

"As much as he hated himself for it, he couldn't help but think about how her mouth would taste, covered by his..."

1,613 4
15 Revenge is Sweet

"Aw, Evans, don’t lie and say you’re not excited about it.” Sirius was really good at rhetoric, Lily thought. She was already softening toward him. It didn’t help matters that he had somehow surreptitiously slid his chair over until he was very close to her. Too close for comfort. “You’ll have three hours with me. And only me.” A thrill of danger shot up Lily’s spine and she wanted more...

2,091 4
16 Panic and Reassurance

 “You have to choose.” That voice said, and it was no longer recognizable. It was a blend of James’s familiar resonance, and Sirius’s husky articulation that turned her ligaments to jelly. She felt herself falling to the floor, when a pair of strong arms gripped her around her waist and held her close. “You have to choose.” The voice repeated..."

3,322 6
17 Lasting Impressions

"Sirius?" Lily whispered, before her world went black....

2,392 5
18 Plans for the Future

"She opened her eyes and found him looking at her, the mischievous glint in his eye was still there, but underneath it glimmered something else entirely..."

2,218 8
19 Anticipation

 "Sensing his anticipation, she slowly reached up, pulled out the pins that were holding her hair half-back from her face. Her hair tumbled down, and she ran her fingers through it once before continuing toward him, at a torturously slow pace for both of them. Sirius didn’t make a sound, though something in his eyes deepened.."

4,286 6
20 Study Time

 "Sirius glanced down casually and leisurely brought his eyes back up to meet hers, fully aware that he was scorching her skin with his intense gaze..."

1,542 2
21 Party Plans

 '"At dinner that evening, every Gryffindor, Hufflepuff, and Ravenclaw 5th, 6th and 7th year was dropped a mysterious looking envelope by owl. Exchanging a questioning glance with Mary, Lily opened the envelope... "

2,418 2
22 Happy Birthday, Lily!

 "Lily walked away quickly, thinking hard. That was the most natural thing James had said to her since they had been broken up, and then, when they looked at each other, and, for an instant, things felt alright? She didn’t know what to do about it, or what to make of it...."

2,542 4
23 The Complications of Firewhiskey

 "'Because, if it weren't, I couldn't do this,' He moved his face closer to hers, his eyes raking over her face. Hardly able to wait, Lily closed her eyes and tilted her face upward..."

1,743 1
24 Perfection

 "'Do you think we can salvage this stuff?' Lily asked. She looked up at him, only to find him staring at her, that unmistakable look in his grey eyes..."

2,412 4
25 Truth will Out

 "he had this vat of pent up energy and fury- mostly at himself- for letting this situation get so out of hand..."

1,634 3
26 Downward Spiral

"'Alright?' He turned around, his hazel eyes ablaze. 'Alright?' He repeated, the hurt and betrayal on his face masked by scorn and disgust..."

874 4
27 Shards

 "'Lily, they're here...the death eaters.'"

2,880 4
28 From the Ashes

 "Lily clenched her fists hard, her nails digging into her palms as she tried to feel something..." Thanks to's not over yet so don't give up on me!

1,323 6
29 Symbolism and Reflection

 here it is- the last chapter. enjoy!

933 23


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