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Rating
Mature
Chapters
12
Words
81,088
Characters
Sirius, OC
Primary Relationship
Sirius/OC
Secondary Relationship(s)
Genre(s)
Drama, Romance, Young Adult
Era
Marauders
Advisory
Strong Language, Strong Violence, Scenes of a Mild Sexual Nature
Story Reviews
419
Status
Work In Progress (WIP)
First Published
2010-02-06 9:55am
Last Chapter
2016-01-30 1:18am
Last Updated
2016-01-30 1:18am

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Ch. # Chapter Title Word Count Reviews
1 Nothing Matters But Knowing Nothing Matters

Prologue - Sirius. 

It was strange how one kick could make it all fall apart.
 

4,723 47
2 You Left The Frays From The Ties You Severed

And we're back to Dee. 

For the last sodding time, stop thinking about his freaking hair! 

8,707 35
3 I'd Rather Be Any One Else But Here, Or Any Place Else But Me

"What are we supposed to do about it?"
"Be friends. Apparently." 
...
"Can we do that, though?"

9,462 31
4 I Shouldn't Speak In Case I Get It Wrong, I Always Do

"Awfully defensive for someone who doesn't care."
"Why do you care?" I snapped without thinking
...
"I don't know."

7,184 27
5 I Will Bend Till I Break

I sighed. “Since you’re blackmailing me. Fine. I’ll try. But the pressure is going to kill me.”
“Worth it.”
“Sure it is, you psychopath, you.”

10,387 50
6 Your Subtleties They Strangle Me

Sometimes it takes that long, up until the very end. 
Sometimes you don’t realise until you’re so close to crashing that you can see the individual blades of grass before your eyes. 
Sometimes that’s what it takes to make it blindingly obvious what you should have done and what you still can do.

8,392 42
7 Still Tangled In Yesterday

“Get in there, idiot.” He appeared to tire of my suspicions, planted his hands on my shoulders and firmly steered me through the doorway.

It didn’t even zap me or anything.

Not that I’d been expecting that.

Much.

 
 
 
 
 
 

7,866 47
8 He Looked Left; She Turned Right; Meant To Be Together But Not That Night

Because his fingers dropped to my cheek.

Was I breathing? I couldn’t tell.

Trivial matter, anyway. Hate breathing. Except, you know. To live.

 

4,191 53
9 You'll See My Smile Looks Out Of Place

It was ridiculous. Completely and utterly. I mean, I’ve done some pathetic things (a lot) in my life, but this took the biscuit on the lame-old-bint scale. 
 
 
 
 
 

3,002 29
10 Must I Always Be Waiting On You

“Oh god, I was actually thrusting for a bit there. Do you think he saw the thrusting?”
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

4,650 38
11 If we hold on to each other, we'll be better than before.

I wanted it to be. I wanted us to be happy. For real.

I just didn't think it would be this hard.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

5,839 11
12 You'll see the sky fall down before it ever gets that far.

 "Are we growing up? Are we grown ups now?"

6,685 9

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