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Dumbledore, McGonagall, Sirius, Lily, James, Regulus, Bellatrix, Pettigrew, OC, OtherCanon
Primary Relationship
Secondary Relationship(s)
James/Lily, Remus/OC
Horror/Dark, Romance
Strong Language, Sensitive Topic/Issue/Theme, Contains Spoilers
Story Reviews
Work In Progress (WIP)
First Published
2008-11-08 8:49pm
Last Chapter
2009-02-17 9:15am
Last Updated
2009-03-15 6:24pm

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Ch. # Chapter Title Word Count Reviews
1 Prologue

I didn't realize I would loose him that quickly...

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2 Chapter One- It's Going To Be Tough

I never thought it would be THIS hard...

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3 Chapter Two- I Am Alone Aren't I?

I stared at him, my eyes wide, hollow, and broken.  It was then when I came to the final, most daunting and scariest conclusion I had ever made in my life.

“I’m on my own already, aren’t I?”

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4 Chapter Three- He Truly Isn't Here

.Then there it was… There the noise was again, but slightly louder. Knocking me in between separate dreams, I was in a trance. Once more I heard it, louder this time, it became clearer, and more audible.

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5 Chapter Four- One More Day

I watched as the teacher bit his lip and glanced at me. He knew about Tyler. I looked away from his glance as I pretended to pick my nail. Every teacher knew, I wasn’t sure what to expect from them. I then felt someone else’s eyes on me, and glanced at Sirius. He was staring at me as well. His gaze was questioning yet friendly. He gave me a small smile.

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6 Chapter Five- His Voice

I'm Going Insane. I'm completely loosing everything. Everything has gone completely down hill without Tyler. I'm slipping and sinking.

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7 Chapter Six- The Memory Of A Sunset

Sunsets always bring back memories. Like the one of my smoothie scar. 

Betaed by the amazing: Rose Wilts! <3

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8 Chapter Seven- One Day, But Definitely Not Today

Betead again by the amazing and stunning Laura aka Rose Wilts :)
And Thanks to Dileys For Helping Me catch a few errors i had missed when i did my final edit :)

"One day, I'll move on. But Definitely not today."

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9 Chapter Eight- Black To The Bone

Betaed by my amazing friend: Laura aka RoseWilts. She's my favorite (She understands this tehe)

 Tears rolled down my cheeks. I glanced at him helplessly. He slid off the bed and pulled me into his arms. “That’s when we started fighting,” he stopped glancing at me.

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10 Chapter Nine- Just Talk To Me

Betaed by the lovely amazing wonderful Rose Wlits Aka Laura. She's my favorite guys. Thank you for putting up with me and my many mistakes. This chapter is dedicated to you girl! Love yoU!

Think Madison, think- my brain seemed to scream at me. I wanted so badly to reach out to him 

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11 Chapter Ten- Keep Walking On

Laura is amazing muchly for betaing this. I luff her muchly for reccomending me songs and betaing and just being an all around great supportive friend for this story. I've had so much fun with her and all our emails!

A week flew by, and I found myself spending way too much time in the library. So much time in fact, that even the library nerds knew my name.

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12 Chapter Eleven- Eyes Of Sapphire

As always, betaed by the amazing Laura Malaura! aka RoseWilts. She's fantabulistic. She's amazing! <3 luff you. We're old grannies in wheel chairs

Well,” He muttered. I had the feeling I was making him do something he really didn’t want to. “Um, your eyes are sort of… sapphire colored.” I almost rolled my eyes

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13 Chapter Twelve- The Sodding Tears

Betaed by the amazing and stunning: RoseWilts aka Laura. Have fun in New Zealand. Luff you xx

I was recently learning that it wasn't a dream. It wasn't a nightmare for that matter at all. It was the horrible truth called Reality.

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14 Chapter 13-And My Heart Breaks A Little Bit More

Betaed by the amazing: Rose Wilts. Aka Laura.
Thanks Girl! Luff you

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15 Chapter Fourteen- Hold Me

He was wanting, loving, and caring and I understood that. My eyes blinked open, as I realized they had been closed and I looked at him. I had been so aware of everything with my eyes closed that now it seemed even more realistic.

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