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Rating
Mature
Chapters
100
Words
273,365
Characters
Lupin, Sirius, Lily, James, Regulus, Bellatrix, Narcissa, Voldemort, OC, OtherCanon
Primary Relationship
Sirius/OC
Secondary Relationship(s)
James/Lily, OC/OC, Remus/OC, Other Pairing
Genre(s)
Horror/Dark, Mystery, Romance
Era
Marauders
Advisory
Strong Language, Strong Violence, Scenes of a Sexual Nature, Substance Use or Abuse, Sensitive Topic/Issue/Theme
Story Reviews
148
Status
Completed
First Published
2008-06-14 11:21am
Last Chapter
2013-03-12 11:59am
Last Updated
2013-03-12 11:59am

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Ch. # Chapter Title Word Count Reviews
1 This is the Life

Where are you going to go? Where're you gonna sleep tonight? (by Amy MacDonald)
 

4,001 5
2 Changes

What else was going to change?
 
 

2,804 6
3 The Culprit

"You do realize," Bellatrix interrupted once more, "that the culprit is the one that's least likely?"
 

1,505 3
4 Brightest in the Sky

 The brightest one in the sky, only second to the sun...
 

 
 

2,772 3
5 Hesitant but Ready

The weight of the world she was walking onto settled into her shoulders--hesitant but ready.
 
 
 

1,881 3
6 Distant Enemies

If only they knew the enemy wasn't so distant...
 
 

2,697 4
7 The First Step

The words to greet a new beginning.
 

 
 
 

3,159 3
8 We Intertwined

Like vines, we intertwined... - song by The Hush Sound.
 

3,147 3
9 Fine

"Yeah, everything's fine."
 

2,925 2
10 Wednesday

It was as if the sun of Wednesday had been taken over by a speckling of clouds.
 

3,204 2
11 The Jack of Spades

He dared.
 

2,232 2
12 Stirrings

You're going to be very, very sorry that you said that...
 

2,820 3
13 Smile Like You Mean It

Boy, one day you'll be a man. Oh, girl, he'll help you understand... - song by the Killers.
 

4,668 4
14 Things Like This

These were the type of things that sprung up and changed everything when it should have been too late to change anything.
 

2,360 3
15 Breathe Me

I am small and needy, warm me up and breathe me... - Song by Sia.
 

2,642 2
16 Truly, Madly, Deeply

With every breath I love you, truly, madly, deeply do... song by Savage Garden.
 

3,616 2
17 Tainted Love

Don't touch me, please! I cannot stand the way you tease! - song covered by Soft Cell.
 

2,628 4
18 Riot

If you feel so empty, so used up, so let down, if you feel so angry, just get up--let's start a riot, a riot, a riot... - song by Three Days Grace.
 

2,543 2
19 I Hate Everything About You

I hate everything about you; why do I love you? - song by Three Days Grace.
 

2,637 2
20 Pour Votre Propre Bien

For your own good
 

2,400 2
21 A Place for Truth

There is one thing this outlook provides, however...and that is the truth...
 

2,666 3
22 The Strangest Thing

Really, it was the strangest thing...
 

3,204 2
23 23

No one else will have me, only you... - song by Jimmy Eat World.
 

2,583 2
24 Into the Fire

Come on, come on, put your hands into the fire...- by Thirteen Senses.
 

2,490 4
25 Stay

Stay with me, don't walk away, take my hand... - song by DJ Alami.
 

2,522 2
26 Si Non Alors, Quand?

If not then, when?
 

2,659 2
27 The Power of Why

Who is Laurie Iigon?
 

2,735 2
28 Jewels Surrounded by a Face

Her eyes were sparkling
 

2,284 2
29 Only Seventeen

Seventeen year olds are privy to their emotions, as you and I both know...
 

2,587 1
30 These Arms of Mine

These arms of mine, they are burning, burning from wanting you -- song by Otis Redding.
 
 
 

2,778 2
31 Awakening

Scarlett did not wake up on November 13th.
 

2,669 3
32 It's Beginning

And that was the way it wasn't supposed to be, but that was the way it was.
 

2,758 2
33 Just the Night

Ignorance is bliss...
 

2,496 2
34 Intimacy

For some reason, from that moment on, their converstions delved into something resembling intimacy.
 

2,671 2
35 Caring is Creepy

I think I'll go home and mull this over... - song by the Shins.
 

3,502 2
36 With Me

I want you to know, with everything, I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul.... - song by Sum 41.
 

2,556 3
37 Question

Baby, tonight, I've got a question for you... - song by the Old 97's.
 

2,585 1
38 Breathe Your Name

I'll view the list and take my pick, I view my faith and make a choice... 'cause it's nobody else's but mine -- song by Sixpence None the Richer.
 

2,833 5
39 Beautiful Love

Maybe a greater thing will happen, maybe all will see, maybe our love will catch like fire as it burns through me... what a beautiful smile, can I stay for a while? On this beautiful night, we'll make everything right, my beautiful love -- song by the Afters.
 
 
 

2,920 3
40 Wanting

"Yes," Scarlett said. "This is what I want."
 

2,588 4
41 Needing

You can't just keep doing the things you want to do.
 

2,846 3
42 Balancing Act

She did not know, however, how sturdy her promise was.
 

2,760 1
43 Time is Running Out

Her heart ignited.
 

2,682 3
44 Smitten

What was more, did he love her?
 
 
 

2,789 1
45 Cold Feet

And, then, just like that, it was there. 
 
 
 
 
 

2,673 2
46 Pachelbel's Canon

Composition by Johann Pachelbel, song by Vanessa Mae.
 
 
 

2,568 2
47 Two to Tango

Because Sirius was just so, so, so on edge, and hell if she didn't soon then she was going to end up driving him crazy.

 
 
 
 

3,025 3
48 Drowning

Running right into the arms of the person she was wronging.
 
 
 
 
 

3,010 0
49 Hangover

You will lose everything.
 
 
 

2,546 0
50 Welcome to Consequence

Welcome to consequence, Scarlett.
 
 
 
 
 
 

3,481 0
51 Disturbia

Bum bum be da bum bum be dum bum
 
 
 

2,711 0
52 Apologize

I'm holding on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...  song by OneRepublic.
 
 
 

2,892 0
53 Heartless

In the night, I hear them talk, the coldest story ever told, somewhere far along this road he lost his soul to a woman so heartless... how could you be so heartless? song by Kanye West.
 
 
 

2,671 0
54 Path

I want to live in fire, with all the things I desire... song by Apocalyptica.
 
 
 
 
 

2,959 0
55 Dead Star

You used to be everything to me. - song by Muse.
 
 
 

2,610 0
56 Wine Red

This chaos, this calamity, this garden once was perfect
Give your immortality to me; I'll set you up against the stars
- song by the Hush Sound.
 
 
 

2,598 0
57 One Week of Danger

Come on baby, we get along... One week of danger's not very long. - song by the Virgins.
 
 
 

2,605 1
58 Don't You Think?

Don't you think that maybe it's time, yes it's time, time you started thinking? song by Natalie Imbruglia.
 
 
 

2,644 0
59 Miss Murder

What's the hook, the twist, within this verbose mystery? I would gladly bet my life upon it... song(s) by AFI.
 
 
 

2,775 0
60 Hysteria

Cause I want it now, I want it now, give me your heart and your soul... song by Muse!
 
 
 

2,764 0
61 Running Up That Hill

It doesn't hurt me, you wanna feel how it feels? You wanna know, know that it doesn't hurt me? You wanna hear about the deal I'm breaking? - Song by Placebo.
 
 
 

2,915 0
62 Somewhere Only We Know

And if you have a minute, why don't we go... talk about it, somewhere only we know... song by Keane.
 
 
 

2,777 0
63 Knights of Cydonia

The time has come to make things right... you and I must fight for our rights... you and I must fight to survive - song by Muse.
 
 
 

2,691 0
64 Monsters

Girl, what's come between you and me? - song by Matchbook Romance.
 
 
 

3,056 0
65 The Hope Song

I gave it all away, but I'm still standing - song by Rock Kills Kid.
 
 
 
 
 

3,190 0
66 15 Step

How come I end up where I started? - song by Radiohead
 
 
 

2,635 0
67 Trouble is a Friend

Trouble is a friend, trouble is a foe - song by Lenka.
 
 
 

2,628 0
68 Things I Don't Understand

How tides control the sea, and what becomes of me, how things don't always turn out as you planned - song by Coldplay.
 

2,627 0
69 Figure it Out

We can spend some time together, what he has he'll never know -- song by Maroon 5.
 

2,785 0
70 Come on Closer

Come on closer, I wanna show you, what I'd like to do -- song by Jem.
 

2,752 0
71 Now, Now, Now

Hope for now, now, now...
 

2,662 1
72 Decode


 
 
 
 
 

2,646 1
73 True Romance

I know that you never loved me, I know that you never cared at all, no my love we can't be friends in fact I liked it much better when we'd just pretend  - song by She Wants Revenge.
 

4,774 1
74 Bullet

I would take a bullet for you - song by Mat Kearney.
 

3,678 0
75 Hallelujah

And it goes like this, the fourth the fifth, the minor fall and the major lift, the baffled king composing hallelujah - song by Jeff Buckley.
 

2,754 1
76 Human

When I think of the sad state of the world...
 

2,653 0
77 It's a Disaster

Live to learn, live to learn - song by OK Go.
 

2,749 0
78 Closer

song by Kings of Leon.
 

2,588 0
79 Secret

Everyone has a secret, oh can they keep it? No, they can't... song by Maroon 5.
 

2,577 1
80 For Now

Why not longer than just for now?

Why couldn't she have forever?
 

2,471 0
81 The Same

"You and I -- we're just the same."
 

1,278 0
82 When the Time Comes

"Georgie...when the time comes... if you don't listen to me and on your wedding day you look in the mirror and see someone that you wish wasn't there... Merlin, I hope you think of me."
 

3,014 0
83 Emergence

"Let's make a toast. To...solving mysteries."
"To knowing which mysteries to solve," she clarified.

 

2,661 2
84 A Lonely Husband

"She's not just your wife, Theodore," she said angrily. "She is your everything."
 

2,737 0
85 Love Doesn't Change

When she thought back to that night, there was one part that Scarlett remembered especially.
 

2,659 2
86 Reopening a Wound

Being so close to Theodore was like reopening a wound.
 

2,714 1
87 The Part We Choose

We've all got both light and dark inside of us. What matters is the part we choose to act upon.
 

2,744 0
88 On the Horcrux

"Sirius, I don't understand. I don't know what it is that we are missing."

3,214 2
89 I Belong to You

I travelled half the world to say, I belong to you -- song by Muse.
 

2,012 0
90 Safe and Sound

Come morning light, you and I'll be safe and sound...
 

3,193 1
91 Calm After the Storm

Sirius feared this, this calm after the storm, more than anything.
 

1,854 0
92 Signing Up

"I'm just telling you that you should know what you're signing up for."
 

2,607 0
93 Visitation Hours

Sirius wasn't the only person to visit the Hospital Wing.
 

2,661 0
94 Love

It all made sense now. Everything.
 

2,655 1
95 The Greatest Glory

The greatest glory is not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall.
 

2,641 1
96 Victory is Ours

"Everything is going to be okay, Sirius."
 

1,976 1
97 Friction

"I have infinite faith in you," she said.
 
 
 
 

2,838 0
98 Once Upon a Time

It was the last night at Hogwarts.
 

832 0
99 The Secret of the World

December 5, 1979.
 

3,645 0
100 Written in the Stars

A pair of lives exchanged for each other; wisdom lights the fire that scorches the brother.

 
 

1,486 7

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