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Dumbledore, Lupin, James, Lily, Sirius, Pettigrew, OC
Primary Relationship
Secondary Relationship(s)
James/Lily, OC/OC, Other Pairing
Romance, Angst, Young Adult
Strong violence, Scenes of a sexual nature, Substance abuse, Sensitive topic/issue/theme
Story Reviews
Work In Progress (WIP)
First Published
2008-04-15 2:34pm
Last Chapter
2010-10-04 9:28am
Last Updated
2010-10-04 9:28am

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Ch. # Chapter Title Word Count Reviews
1 Prologue


561 32
2 Breathe Until You Die

And in the end we all fall down, I was just the first to fall.

2,745 17
3 To Remember How To Live

Windows are like passages between lives; between the ones you want and the ones you have. They hold the secrets to your life and can never tell a lie. My brother loved windows, even Sirius loved them.

I just didn't.

3,075 23
4 Of What Happens To Hope

And my fragile little hope is flickering away. Soon it's gone, soon it's lost.

It's gone

3,864 16
5 My Blue October

Confess your secrets, tell me what you hide, let me take your burden, there's too much you hide.

5,608 21
6 How to Make a Choice

In a moment everything can change. My life and all the lives tied to mine. But the ground underneath my feet will remain the same, the world will never stop spinning and the stars will still shine on.

2,532 15
7 Imperfect Living

Let my heart live long, let it suck up all the love it can keep. Let me live until the very end, living as any other.

1,780 13
8 Imperfect Living - Part Deux

Life is fragile.

1,021 14
9 Our Hopeless Wishes

Look at me; I am all right. Touch me; I will not break. Love me; I will not fail. But trust me, and I will die.

2,757 17
10 And Then We End

Sadness fills up your heart, fills up your mind.

3,851 15
11 Miracle Me

The fire inside me burns. It becomes a fire, roaring inside my head, burning at a heartbreaking pace. It spreads and spreads up through me. It erases the traces you once left,  it erases all the lost words and smiles.

3,660 7


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