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Rating
Mature
Chapters
39
Words
169,941
Characters
Harry, Ron, Hermione, Lupin, James, Lily, Sirius, Regulus, Ginny, OC
Primary Relationship
Sirius/OC
Secondary Relationship(s)
Harry/Ginny, James/Lily, Ron/Hermione, Other Pairing
Genre(s)
General, Humor, Romance
Era
Other
Advisory
Strong Language, Strong Violence, Scenes of a Mild Sexual Nature, Contains Spoilers
Story Reviews
51
Status
Abandoned
First Published
2007-12-05 2:02pm
Last Chapter
2013-04-17 5:42am
Last Updated
2013-04-17 5:42am

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Ch. # Chapter Title Word Count Reviews
1 Prologue: Innocent Fun

He was actually a she all along...

1,952 6
2 Sorceress

Hogwarts... home sweet home...

4,380 3
3 An Odd Dream

I dreamt a dream of you...

4,421 3
4 Hello Again

It felt nostalgic... but back then, I didn't know why...

4,469 4
5 Let the Game Begin

I never did understand your games...

4,581 1
6 Secret-Keeper

Secrets... Secrets... You had so many secrets...

4,419 0
7 Of Trifling Troubles and Lily-Lessons

I had no idea exactly what you were playing at...

4,458 0
8 Bonds

I didn't realize back then how much I longed... longed for that exclusive bond between you and him. I didn't realize back then that I was jealous... utterly jealous of him.

3,719 0
9 No One Needs to Know

Yes... but someone did know. Can you even imagine the chaos to be when he saw you?

4,399 0
10 Happy Birthday

"My birthdays are always a disaster", you said once...

3,700 1
11 And Now We're Even

It was long before I realized we were never even...and we never will be even...

4,181 0
12 Late Night Expeditions

We both had always been late prowlers...

4,114 0
13 Thoughts

Were you the one to bring this about?

4,415 0
14 The Longest Walk

Being with you was... suffocating.

4,105 0
15 Jealousy

Three hearts broken in one night... your game was too cruel...

5,426 0
16 Something Dangerous In Our Dance

I had always thought your mission in life was to make mine miserable.

4,703 2
17 A Painting, A Painful Remembrance, A Palace

You never showed any signs of your depressions...

4,316 2
18 Noisy Morning

I wondered if your life was as hectic as your house.

4,275 2
19 Pledge of the White Rose

It looked as if he was vowing his love to you...

4,449 0
20 Soul Fragment

A soul, split in two for the sake of another.

5,225 0
21 Of Death And Depression

You had me worried right out of depression...

4,545 2
22 Sense and Sensibility

Such sensibility makes no sense

4,534 3
23 Mistake

One single mistake... I had nearly lost you before I even realized I loved you.

4,926 1
24 Heartbeats

I can't exactly hate you... but I can hate him.

3,750 0
25 Parting Gift

You gave everyone a parting gift. What of me?

5,441 5
26 Frozen Moment

I wished we lived in a picture,
Locked in this moment forever.

4,620 0
27 Only in Memory

Would you not even leave me a single memory?

3,851 1
28 Departing Thoughts

And then I recalled your name...

4,724 3
29 City of Jade

You should never have come into my world.

4,599 1
30 Mother

How much pain must I give you before you finally give up?

4,256 3
31 Warmth

My heart was frozen over, and yet...

5,427 2
32 Brother and Son

My life was painful, and yet, it was something I had to endure.

4,875 1
33 Sacrifice

Mine was a path of sacrifice that I can never hope for you to understand...

4,703 1
34 Time

Why did you have to always poke your nose where it didn't belong?

4,048 1
35 Sheshalvaria

Now you will see my world, my reality.

2,975 1
36 RĂ©atra

Now that you see my past, what do you think of me?

5,127 0
37 Nightmares & Vision

Sometimes, I wish my life had ended quickly, so I don't have to relive these visions every night.

4,497 1
38 True Colours

Please allow me just this one more time...

3,106 0
39 The Mysterious, The Cursed and The Silent

I only hope I can be forgiven, if you ever learn of why I do what I must...

4,230 1

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