I’m supposed to be the clever one. Really, I am. I know what you’re thinking though, how can anyone with half a brain do what I did? Well, that, I cannot answer. I have asked myself many times, but I have never answered it. In fact, that is the very thing that I am thinking right now.

Pig.

Is on my shoulder.

I haven't seen theis owl in what, two years? And here he freaking was.

If given the choice to experience this night again, or take another shot at destorying Horcruxes.... well, it'd be a tough desicion.

Someone should lock me up and throw away the key. Into the ocean so that no one could find it.  Even if that happened and it were impossible to find the key, I know one person that would sure as hell look, and I was married to him. But, the real question was: would I want him to find me?

After everthing that I've been through in my life, going to St. Mungo's to visit the man that was once my best friend shouldn't be that hard, right? Wrong. Because, as hard as it is to think about, seeing him might make me realize something that I'm happy enough not knowing.

Going back to work after a four day weekend is hard. Not just hard it's damn near impossible. However, when you have something to look forward to, it makes it a lot more bareable. Unless that thing is something that you are doing with your ex-boyfriend behind your husbands back... then you just feel really guilty. Untill he smiles at you. Stupid smile.

Self control is a tricky thing: hard to master and even harder to keep up. In fact, sometimes self control needs a little push in the right direction. Witch Weekly obviously proved to be not enough, but someone else has always been there to help me. Unfortunately, sometimes, help hurts.

I never expected this. It's so random and just... wow. I mean right when everything is getting hard life offers me some sort of escape. But I've always been told that running from problems just makes it worse. However, can't get much worse than this, right?

Everything is winding down in England. We're moving as soon as tomorrow so I have to get all my goodbyes in. Though saying goodbye to my boss and parents is really hard, I dread saying goodbye to him tonight the most.

We are officially residents of Bulgaria; I told myself I wouldn't cry.