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Rating
Mature
Chapters
36
Words
188,053
Characters
Lupin, Snape, James, Sirius, Bellatrix, Lucius, R. Lestrange, OC
Primary Relationship
Sirius/OC
Secondary Relationship(s)
James/Lily, Other Pairing
Genre(s)
Drama, Romance
Era
Marauders
Advisory
Contains profanity, Strong violence, Scenes of a sexual nature, Sensitive topic/issue/theme
Story Reviews
471
Status
Work In Progress (WIP)
First Published
2007-09-11 4:50am
Last Chapter
2016-05-11 1:46am
Last Updated
2016-09-29 12:06pm

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Ch. # Chapter Title Word Count Reviews
1 Patience is a Virtue

Patience is a virtue. Perhaps you should learn it sometime.

3,418 29
2 Turning Tables

It was time the tables were turned. Now we're playing dirty.

3,244 20
3 Silence is Golden

I wasn't exactly expecting an answer. Well, not an intelligent one anyway.

2,572 22
4 Superiority Complex

I would have thought by now that you had learned to respect your superiors.

2,446 15
5 Two's a Crowd

I may just have to drown myself in the lake.

2,639 13
6 Toil and Trouble

This is a classroom. Not a Quidditch Pitch.

2,602 16
7 A Shadow of Doubt

She's a few ingredients short of a potion. If you know what I mean.

3,566 16
8 Mischief

"It’s so bloody hard to get a hold of. Don’t ask me how Avery manages to sneak it into the castle, that boy is not one to let up his secrets so easily"

3,136 9
9 Clever

I shuddered slightly as his hot breath tickled the side of my face, making the hairs on the back of my neck stand on end.

3,073 11
10 Hostile

“He only wants the same thing we all do. To take our rightful place as the superiors above the useless and dirty-blooded witches and wizards below us”

3,276 7
11 Secret

“It's nothing really, just. . .”

2,996 10
12 Curiosity

I remember now that old saying, “Curiosity killed the cat”. I guess that line is too often ignored. . .

2,770 8
13 Deceive

For a brief moment I felt myself lean towards him slightly, resisting the urge to cover the small space between us and feel the touch of his hands warm against my skin once more.

4,428 12
14 Insanity

More than anything, the run-in with Sirius had left me in an inexplicable state of confusion. The way I had felt when my body pressed against his – The butterflies, cloudiness, shivers.

Well. It was completely, and utterly insane.

4,727 6
15 Identity

I held my own mask in my hands. It was rather plain - black lacquer with a few sparkly diamantes in each corner. In a swift motion I put it in place over my eyes, and tied the silk ribbon behind my head to secure it firmly.

4,058 9
16 Fool To Believe

Finally, I understood that all this time I had been nothing but a tool.

5,523 10
17 Civil

“Don’t even think about it” he hissed down at me – his nose barely an inch away from my own.


So much for being civil. 

4,866 13
18 Rebel

 I faltered a little, everything I had discovered so far about this Dark Lord so far seemed to be true – he was planning a rebellion.

 

4,680 12
19 Excel

Roughly, Regulus rammed his broom into Selene’s who fell back for an instant before catching up again – it was clear that she was the more experienced Seeker. 

5,402 9
20 Fear

A battered sign hung low above the door – depicting a rather grotesque looking picture of a wild boar's severed head leaking blood onto the white cloth around it.

5,799 21
21 Unity

 I didn’t wait around for long – as soon as I knew that he had seen me, I ran as fast as my legs would take me.

7,537 18
22 Betrayal

 “No...” was all I managed to choke out through my tears as both an answer to her accusation and to the cruel realisation that no matter what I said – I was going to lose my best friend.

7,868 17
23 Lost

I hadn’t exactly been feeling like myself for a while now. I didn’t feel like the same confident, determined person I had always been – instead, I felt nothing but lost.

6,411 7
24 Rumours

“I do not like him” I countered stubbornly as I followed Isobel into the warmth of the car, groaning lowly as I imagined all the rumours that would spring from that one tiny moment when I got back to Hogwarts. 

5,925 14
25 Challenge

I froze – the fear rising up in me; overflowing like a goblet filled with too much water. This couldn’t be real. It had to be some sort of nightmare, it just had to be.

4,452 11
26 I'm Still Breathing

I won't be making the same mistake again. Trust me.

6,129 18
27 Falling For You

It was then that the truth had become painfully, and inevitably aware.

7,951 20
28 Just A Kiss

How could anyone possibly know that for me it meant breaking my own heart just to avoid getting myself killed.

7,173 12
29 Liar, Liar

I forced myself to lie again, wondering why it was getting more and more difficult. 

6,189 20
30 The Ties That Bind

Something was not right in our world.
In fact, something was very, very wrong. 

6,363 13
31 Breaking Down

It was the fear of the feelings that threatened to break down the wall that I had always thought was so strong. 

6,657 16
32 Love and War

I knew it. I knew there was something going on between the two of you.

5,964 9
33 Three Little Words

Those three little words... why are they so hard to say? 

8,912 15
34 The Fox and the Hound

 A strange sort of rushing sensation coursed through me and my Patronus shot out of my wand quick as a dart – it was fast. It circled around me a couple of times, darting back and forth, it’s movement like an arrow, before stopping in front of me in mid-air and I let out a low gasp of delight.

7,466 3
35 Saying Goodbye

How could this be real life? How could anyone ever endure this much pain and continue to keep on living?

8,276 6
36 Kind of Wonderful


“I want you to know,” I pulled back just enough to whisper shakily, “That every second I spend with you heals that pain that’s inside of me. I love you – I’m yours,"

9,559 4

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