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Lupin, Sirius, Lily, James, Pettigrew, OC
Primary Relationship
Secondary Relationship(s)
James/Lily, Sirius/OC
Fluff, Humor, Romance
Strong Language, Strong Violence, Scenes of a Sexual Nature, Substance Use or Abuse, Sensitive Topic/Issue/Theme
Story Reviews
First Published
2007-05-20 4:37pm
Last Chapter
2008-01-01 11:07pm
Last Updated
2008-08-12 2:17pm

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Ch. # Chapter Title Word Count Reviews
1 Anatomy of a Hufflepuff

That because we are not Ambitious we are lazy, because we are not Clever we are dumb, and because we are not Brave we are cowardly. Loyal, you say. Hufflepuffs are Loyal, with a capital L, as if that makes up for it. But when you say Loyal what you really mean is lazy, dumb and cowardly.

2,409 70
2 The Process of Loss

Horrible tragedy. No. No it is simply sad. Why do they give us such long words for pain? Pain, Sadness. They’re complex enough without giving them more syllables. The longer the word, the more you hurt.
I am sad.

2,120 67
3 In Harmony with Melody

She takes my hand and pulls me off my bed. Melody Chandler is an angel of mercy, I decide. She does not expect me to talk. She expects me to listen. Perfect.

2,425 32
4 When Actions Can't Speak You Must Resort to Words

I’ve had to prepare myself seriously for this moment. It’s necessary for me to face the fact that the Marauders are cutting me no slack when it comes to talking. They all seem to take every opportunity to ask me questions that leave no room for a nod or shake of the head. And it seems a little juvenile to play hooky again after all the time I took off the week before. So when Remus comes over and says hello, I will respond. I will do my very best to converse and not cut him short or give him half replies. Oh shit. Here he comes. Not ready yet!

2,740 54
5 It's What Teenagers Do

If I was Remus I would certainly take a fairy princess over a bug-eyed, dark-haired waif. I’m pale too, with a sort of pointy nose. And I’m mute. Well not really with him, but basically, yeah. A brooding mute waif. I’m really not very appealing at all. And I’m snide. A brooding, snide, mute, waif. I think I need to take a trip up to the Astronomy Tower. To jump off it.

4,651 52
6 It Just Is

It is the strangest position I have ever found myself in. None of these people have ever been a part of my life before. Now it seems as if they’re all I have. And James Potter is holding my hand as if it’s his life line. And it it’s the most comforting thing I’ve ever experienced.

2,553 44
7 Funeral March

The coffins are sinking into the ground. Everything seems so perfectly respectable. Three funerals in less than two months. Five deaths. So many more that I don’t even know about. Something about the quantity makes it seem so impersonal.

4,574 51
8 The Black Touch

Sirius seems to be examining me in my silence as I prod at our growing fire with a larger branch.

“You know, I can understand why you have a crush on him. He’s a great guy,” Sirius says with sincerity.


What. The. Hell.

2,606 44
9 Sirius "Quotations" Black

“Don’t forget about our date tomorrow, Cal!” Sirius shouts to my retreating form. I flash him a glare over my shoulder and stalk away. Here’s to a perfectly good weekend ruined by Sirius “I’m A Bloody Expert On Hotness” Black.

4,651 47
10 The Inner Workings Of A Young Man With A Curiously Furry Little Problem

Werewolves are not known for their wonderfully decadent love lives.

4,442 39
11 The Scenery At Hogwarts

“Calliope, love, I have a dreadful favor to ask you,” Remus says sweetly.

AH HA! That’s why he’s being so nice.

“Anything,” I breathe.

Seriously!? Did I just say that??? I sound like a third year gushing over Sirius.

“Come to the Holiday Ball with me.”

3,646 55
12 All Eyes On Us

Holiday Ball!! I give no secrets away...oooOOooo.

5,118 51
13 My Moon, My Man

“I’m not risking it, Sirius,” Remus says in tense tones.

“So you’re just going to push her away? Because you like her too much to be close to her? Don’t you see how backwards that is?” Sirius rants but James sets his hand down on his friends shoulder.

“Stop, Padfoot.” James looks to Remus in concern, “You aren’t thinking about how Calliope will feel when you just start ignoring her.”

5,188 36
14 Holiday Blues

I had originally meant to be careful, to not wear myself out or get my clothes too wet and catch a chill. But I lost track of those thoughts as the battle carried on. I’ve been pulverized by snowballs, slipped and fell on ice, bruising my knee, and I accidentally just hit Remus with a snowball inciting him to tackle me to the ground.

5,638 38
15 Love Is The New Feel Awful

I can just go along as I am till Remus does something, and if he never does than I never will either. I’ll be stuck in delicious, friendly torture for the rest of my life. Better that than all alone again.

4,632 60
16 Not Addicted

I should…remove her or something.

3,895 52
17 Calliopus

Remus Lupin was behaving strangely today. And it was doing nothing for my frayed nerves.

3,579 63
18 Best Friends Are Worthless

“I don’t know how to be a girlfriend,” I tell her, feeling my nerves seeps back in over the dorky glee I had just felt. “I’ve only ever been a pseudo-snog-buddy!”

Melody snorts and then breaks back into laughter before going silent when she realizes I am genuinely concerned. And then she starts laughing again. Even harder.

Best friends are worthless.

3,440 46
19 Our Star

“What do you mean you ‘forgot Calliope’!?” I shout at Peter in the Shrieking Shack as Sirius and James try to wrestle me into relaxation.

3,760 48
20 Silence May Be Golden But It Can't Buy Me Love

“You’re awake,” Remus whispers.

His hand twitches at his side as if resisting the urge to touch me. He definitely Knows. People who Knew were always scared to touch me. Afraid to pass on germs, afraid to break me.

“Yep,” I answer, drawing out the ‘y’ and flinching at my own words…word.

3,990 47
21 Love Stories

“Trouble in paradise?”

4,432 45
22 Failing For The First Time

How excruciatingly awkward.

2,912 66
23 Promise

The drastic changes that have taken place between this years train rides so far are a little unnerving. And I can’t help but hope that this is it for the changes.

4,083 31
24 A Movie Script Ending

“I give you the Graduated Class of 1977!!”

1,679 121


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