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Rating
15+
Chapters
23
Words
29,716
Characters
Sirius, OC
Primary Relationship
Secondary Relationship(s)
James/Lily, Sirius/OC
Genre(s)
Drama, Romance, Angst
Era
Marauders
Advisory
Mild Language, Mild Violence, Scenes of a Mild Sexual Nature,
Story Reviews
253
Status
Completed
First Published
2007-03-18 8:50pm
Last Chapter
2007-07-15 9:10pm
Last Updated
2007-07-19 12:36am

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Ch. # Chapter Title Word Count Reviews
1 Prologue

Emma and Allie sneak out with it ending in disaster and Sirius leaves his home.

For good.

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2 Sirius Ruined The Moment

Some kid hits Sirius in the face with a bludger and he ends up in the hospital wing. Emma is there when Sirius wakes up, and they talk a little bit....

1,082 13
3 That One Day Last Year

Because of guilt, apoliogizes are made, and because of apologizes, fun days are remembered.

1,290 10
4 Chapter Three: Don't ever Skip school with a Black

“Promise you won’t laugh or hate me?
“I could never hate you, Sirius.”
“Okay…,” I started. “Emma, lately I’ve…”

1,341 9
5 Chapter Four: Her best friend

“Thank you.”
“For what?"
She smiled, but bit her lip as if to make me not see it. “For being my best friend.”

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6 Chapter Five- Not Your Fault

“But she was trying to apologize! Maybe you don’t have to be liked by everyone best, Lily,” James said angrily, through clenched teeth.
“I am NOT liked by everyone,” she argued.
“Not anymore,” agreed Remus

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7 Chapter Six: Surprise!

 “We love you Emma!”

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8 Chapter Seven: Glares and Stares

Dear Emma,You asked if you could bring someone to the funeral in your last letter. I don’t want all of your friends there, only one or two. Maybe that nice Lily girl? Love always,Dad

2,400 8
9 Chapter 8: Do you love me?

I could feel him hesitate. I wanted to burst into tears, why had I asked that? Was it because I thought I loved him? Was it because I thought he loved me? As he hesitated, I regretting asking it, what if he didn’t love me?

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10 Chapter Nine: It was a mistake

He just nodded and did as he was told. After he sat down next to me, I leaned a little closer to him. “Do you still want me?”
He looked at me as if that was the stupidest question in the world. “Of course I do, Emma. I love you!”

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11 Chapter Ten: Enough To Die

“I love you, Sirius!” she called.

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12 Chapter 11: Like She Was Never There


I surely could not just live as if she had never been there, live as if she had never been in my arms. I shuddered. She had to be alive. She had to make it. Or else, I wouldn’t make it.

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13 Chapter 12: Promise?

I sighed and leaned against him. “Did I tell you that I love you yet?” I asked suddenly.
“Not yet,” he chuckled slightly.
“Well I do.”
“I know, Love,” he breathed into my ear.

1,528 11
14 Chapter 13: Don't worry

“I stayed,” he reminded me, I laughed. 
“And my dad saw,” I smirked.
His expression twisted into one of complete horror. “Uh-oh.”
I rolled my eyes and told him, “Don’t even think about it, he was still smiling when he left.”

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15 Chapter 14: Chaotic

You’re giggly tonight,” he informed me, rubbing my back in small circles.
“You know you like it,” I said, kissing his check.
He chuckled. “Yes I do.”

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16 Chapter 15: Never Lousy

“Nothing you give me will ever be even close to lousy.”

1,184 9
17 Chapter Sixteen: All Year

“OK, where are my shoes?” I worried, walking around the room and looking.
“Um, Love,” he said, pointing right next to where I had been standing.

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18 Chapter 17: So Alone

All my friends’ lives were changing fast, and here I was, still alone.
But I had my beliefs.

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19 Chapter 18: And then She Realized it All

Everyone here is so wonderful, from Dumbledore, to McGonagall. We adore you, truly we do. We have Hagrid, our friend who we knew we can always confide in, McGonagall who won’t take any crap, but we know she cares, Dumbledore with the wonderful twinkle in his eyes, Slughorn with his fun parties and friends, and everyone else who helps us grow so much.

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20 Chapter 19: Will You?

Sirius grabbed my hand to pull me off stage, but I grabbed the microphone and yelled, “Hey Sirius fan girls, I GOT BLACK!!!!”

1,150 9
21 Chapter 20: Whatever You'd Like.

Lily and James were sitting in chairs right next to each other, making out. “Get a room,” I laughed, throwing a banana at James’s head.
“Emmaaa!” he complained, pulling away from Lily and rubbing his head.

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22 Chapter 21: Stood up?

His hand stopped at the bottom of my hair, rubbing my back. I could feel him planting kisses in my hair every now and then. “Do you feel sleepy now?” he laughed slightly, as if he could read my mind.
I muttered into him, “Sort of.”

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23 Chapter 22: So Sorry

I cried for her. I cried for her family. I cried for me, but mostly, I cried for us and the life we never would get to lead. Who had went and had ruined this for us? Who thought that I would be able to rest until I had my revenge? They obviously did not know that I could not live as whole when Emma was gone. And then I had to leave, for I could not watch as they basically murdered her.

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