Rating
15+
Chapters
14
Words
34,219
Characters
Harry, Lupin, Sirius, Lily, James, Pettigrew, OtherCanon
Primary Relationship
James/Lily
Secondary Relationship(s)
Genre(s)
Angst, AU
Era
Marauders
Advisory
Mild Language, Strong Violence, Scenes of a Mild Sexual Nature, Substance Use or Abuse, Sensitive Topic/Issue/Theme
Story Reviews
Status
Work In Progress (WIP)
First Published
2006-10-12 2:01am
Last Chapter
2007-03-13 1:14am
Last Updated
2007-03-13 1:14am
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| Ch. # | Chapter Title | Word Count | Reviews |
|---|---|---|---|
| 1 |
I Am One The events on October 31st, 1981 were tragic and history changing. One death was needless and what if things had gone a little differently to the story we all know? |
2,187 | 53 |
| 2 |
I Need You Around James remembers so much of what made her alive, the good and the bad of their life together. |
1,991 | 26 |
| 3 |
I Call Your Name James awakes and finds things as they were only worse as he discovers Sirius' fate and Remus discovers Peter's part. |
1,811 | 19 |
| 4 |
All Things How do you deal with loss? James runs, unable and unwilling to face failure or tragedy, cloaking pain with laughter and denial. |
2,729 | 23 |
| 5 |
Blood In My Eyes Sirius is released from Azkaban and brings with him unwelcome company. |
2,049 | 19 |
| 6 |
Masters of War Sirius explains how his pursuit of Peter went incredibly wrong, James is unstable in more ways than one. Last two song titles by Bob Dylan. |
1,339 | 21 |
| 7 |
Everything is You Remus explains where it was that he was 'detained' during the aftermath of Halloween '81. |
1,647 | 25 |
| 8 |
No Surprises The fallout from the downfall of Voldemort continues. Who will be the next victim? |
1,461 | 14 |
| 9 |
A Day in the Life A war is sometimes a very a tedious operation. A snapshot of a strategy session and James thinks back fondly on on a friend. |
2,695 | 19 |
| 10 |
Death of a Mind No recovery expected, that's what the Healers had told them. |
3,201 | 15 |
| 11 |
Every Part of You Being late to your son's birth is never recommended. |
5,224 | 32 |
| 12 |
Here, There and Everywhere He’d changed outfits six times as if it could change the situation by wearing his Muggle trainers with black silk robes. He’d thought Lily might have liked it if he’d worn something Muggle, but he had to keep reminding himself that she was dead and that she had horrible taste in clothes in anyway. |
3,674 | 35 |
| 13 |
Wicked Game Every thing Lily did in life leads to her death, the grand moments, the low ones and the mediocre. James remembers her. |
1,713 | 22 |
| 14 |
With ot Without You She had been a crazy bint, but she was his crazy bint. |
2,498 | 51 |
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