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Harry, Lupin, Sirius, Lily, James, Pettigrew, OtherCanon
Primary Relationship
Secondary Relationship(s)
Angst, AU
Mild Language, Strong Violence, Scenes of a Mild Sexual Nature, Substance Use or Abuse, Sensitive Topic/Issue/Theme
Story Reviews
Work In Progress (WIP)
First Published
2006-10-12 2:01am
Last Chapter
2007-03-13 1:14am
Last Updated
2007-03-13 1:14am

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Ch. # Chapter Title Word Count Reviews
1 I Am One

The events on October 31st, 1981 were tragic and history changing. One death was needless and what if things had gone a little differently to the story we all know?

2,187 53
2 I Need You Around

James remembers so much of what made her alive, the good and the bad of their life together.

1,991 26
3 I Call Your Name

James awakes and finds things as they were only worse as he discovers Sirius' fate and Remus discovers Peter's part.

1,811 19
4 All Things

How do you deal with loss? James runs, unable and unwilling to face failure or tragedy, cloaking pain with laughter and denial.

2,729 23
5 Blood In My Eyes

Sirius is released from Azkaban and brings with him unwelcome company.

2,049 19
6 Masters of War

Sirius explains how his pursuit of Peter went incredibly wrong, James is unstable in more ways than one. Last two song titles by Bob Dylan.

1,339 21
7 Everything is You

Remus explains where it was that he was 'detained' during the aftermath of Halloween '81.

1,647 25
8 No Surprises

The fallout from the downfall of Voldemort continues. Who will be the next victim?

1,461 14
9 A Day in the Life

A war is sometimes a very a tedious operation. A snapshot of a strategy session and James thinks back fondly on on a friend.

2,695 19
10 Death of a Mind

No recovery expected, that's what the Healers had told them.

3,201 15
11 Every Part of You

Being late to your son's birth is never recommended.

5,224 32
12 Here, There and Everywhere

He’d changed outfits six times as if it could change the situation by wearing his Muggle trainers with black silk robes. He’d thought Lily might have liked it if he’d worn something Muggle, but he had to keep reminding himself that she was dead and that she had horrible taste in clothes in anyway.

3,674 35
13 Wicked Game

Every thing Lily did in life leads to her death, the grand moments, the low ones and the mediocre. James remembers her.

1,713 22
14 With ot Without You

She had been a crazy bint, but she was his crazy bint.

2,498 51


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