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Dumbledore, Lupin, Sirius, A. Longbottom, F. Longbottom, Moody, Lily, James
Primary Relationship
Secondary Relationship(s)
Drama, Romance, Angst
Strong Language, Mild Violence, Scenes of a Sexual Nature, Sensitive Topic/Issue/Theme
Story Reviews
First Published
2006-01-24 5:40am
Last Chapter
2009-06-22 10:04am
Last Updated
2009-07-23 12:57pm

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Ch. # Chapter Title Word Count Reviews
1 How to Smile

Lily Evans's last semester at Hogwarts was comprised of tragedy and grief. She lost her parents, then her boyfriend, and her will to live. She has dreamt about going home for six months but now that she has graduated, she realizes she would rather go anywhere than that dark, empty house that used to be home.

2,256 14
2 Mashed Potatoes

Lily falls to sleep on the back porch and in her dream, remembers the night her parents were murdered.

2,150 8
3 Starless Night

After James says goodnight to Lily, it is time for her to enter her childhood bedroom for the first time since the murder of her parents.

2,204 9
4 Remembering

Lily has to face a night in her childhood bedroom all alone, but the memories overwhelm her so she seeks sympathy in James.

3,494 6
5 Ghosts

Despite everything that she feels for James, Lily realizes she is just holding him back and comes to the conclusion that she must cut all ties between them once and for all.

3,062 10
6 In Deep

In his own way, Sirius tries to help James figure out what to do about Lily Evans.

2,024 7
7 The End

She stopped in front of the mirror on her way to the front door, preparing to quickly finger-comb her hair. When she met the eyes of her reflection she clapped her hands to her face....

She couldn’t answer the door. She could not. She could not greet James with this face.

3,634 6
8 Not Yet

Dear James and Sirius,
As the Ministry has proven itself incapable of matching Voldemort’s increasing powers, it has become plain to me that something else must be done. Come to the enclosed address on Thursday evening if you feel the same. Be discreet.
Yours truly,

4,119 16
9 Do You Realize?

Lily returns home after drinks with the Marauders at the Three Broomsticks, hurt that she isn't accompanied by one of them.

2,855 10


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