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Dumbledore, Lupin, Snape, Sirius, Lily, James, Lucius, Pettigrew
Primary Relationship
Secondary Relationship(s)
Strong Language, Mild Violence, Scenes of a Sexual Nature
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First Published
2005-09-02 10:42pm
Last Chapter
2006-07-05 2:00am
Last Updated
2006-07-05 2:00am

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1 closer than you think

HUGE THANKS TO ANDEGORA FOR THIS BEAUTIFUL BANNER! -Lily and James, both have secret pen pals, and both are in love with their pen pals. But what happens when James discovers that they are EACH OTHER'S penpals? With letters riddled with his darkest secrets James finds he can't tell her. And when he finds that she won't give up her pen pal for him so easily will he go insane competing with himself? And will he get the girl, or lose to his own creation? please R+R! (8,000 + READS! WOW!)

1,457 53
2 Lily and a bit of Quidditch...

James thinks more and more of Lily....and finds that thinking of her during Quidditch is not the greatest idea...

2,126 16
3 The warning

Remus and James quarrel in the hospital wing, and James's frustration over Lily grows increasingly fast, and an idea sparks in his head...

1,174 14
4 Letters

James, james, james... this is LILY we are talking about, right?

1,773 26
5 Lily's mistake and Remus's betryal

Lily makes a HUGE mistake, leaving poor a James to suffer when she's completely oblivious to it! AND Remus has made a betrayl, the largest he's ever made. Poor poor James...

2,251 15
6 The whomping willow

Lily and Remus chase Jams through the passage way from teh shrieking shack to hogwarts. And there's a total shocker of an ending...

2,095 12
7 Memory

poor james...poor lily...poor both of them! I wonder which is worse, physical pain? or emotional and mental pain?

1,588 11
8 Boys don't cry

tut, tut, tut...Now that Lily has fogotten everything she can't feel bad when she completely fogets james...

2,520 14
9 Lost

Lily searches for the lost 'letter' that James is all to familiar with..

993 7
10 A Death Dance

Hm...sucky chapter..but...Lily startes to remeber a little...has well...a scene...and let's just say a lot happens

1,894 10
11 The Epiphany of Memories

James sits alone in the rain...and reads the letter which holds his darkest secret...a secret that'd haunted him his whole life with guilt...and finds more about humself than he knew.

2,298 7
12 The other side

we get a look through Lily's eyes during the last chapter...

942 16
13 Dubious affairs

Lily remembers...just not exactly everything...

2,298 10
14 More than you'll ever know

Some confusion is cleared up and something is beginning to form...maybe*

2,850 11
15 "I will not cast spells on other students"

After Lily was very mean to James she gets stricken with a punishment unbeknown to her while James ticks away his. Just two people...alone....stuck in the same room...for two whole hours, what would you expect to happen?

2,788 9
16 The very bad cold

Oh lily, poor lily. So confused, she doesn't know what to do and now everything is getting so much harder, because for once, James isn't being such an immature git

2,163 8
17 Owlery adventures

alright you guys wanted more letters, so a gave you a few more....

2,352 17
18 Lily

Friends are beginning to emerge and finally we're starting to get the the good stuff.

1,302 13
19 Because

James takes Lily on a lovely trip, planning to tell her the truth. How will it turn out? And Lily....silly....silly....Lilly. Didn't anyone tell you that "because" isn't a reason? (8 pages long people!)

2,459 12
20 Wait...Siriusly?

Lily writes a certain letter letting out a lot of new emotions....of course, who says she's actually going to send it? And this, in the hands of Sirius Black could never be a good thing.

3,097 23


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