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Dumbledore, Lupin, Snape, Sirius, Lily, James, Narcissa, Pettigrew, OC
Primary Relationship
Secondary Relationship(s)
Snape/Lily, Remus/OC, Sirius/OC
Drama, Romance, Angst
Strong Language, Strong Violence, Scenes of a Sexual Nature, Sensitive Topic/Issue/Theme
Story Reviews
First Published
2005-08-03 9:37pm
Last Chapter
2006-10-09 5:40pm
Last Updated
2011-02-14 8:49pm

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Ch. # Chapter Title Word Count Reviews
1 The new model

Lily placed the violin on the floor, the sorrowful song only added to her misery. She could still feel Snape’s kiss on her mouth, and wondered why she had done such a thing. Looking up at the doorway she saw James standing there, and a new emotion filled her, something she hadn’t felt before...

1,191 66
2 Potions Class

Lily will only model for James if he agrees to the terms she sets down.

736 10
3 Lily's first kiss, sort of...

It is the first seesion of James drawing lily. Will james totally mess it up, or will it turn out alright. Why is it that somehow Snape always gets inclueded in it?

1,341 20
4 Lily upset

Lily is angry after the events of the drawing session. Will a talk from Remus and Rae help her disposition, or make it way worse?

856 27
5 The Sweetest Song

Inspired to draw James wakes up early. In dispair he finds thinks that he is unable to put on paper the lovelyest thing he has ever heard. In confusion he finds himself in lily's arms...

1,094 25
6 Old Habits are Hard to Break

It happened in a fraction of a second, lily looked up for a moment, when James was working on the drawing. James couldn't have seen it yet lily had. Their was someone standing in the doorway, looking at what was going on, with a smile on his thin lips. Lazily Snape waved at Lily and then walked on, pretending that nothing had happened. Lily vowed that she wouldn't tell James who had been there in the door.

1,636 15
7 Harsh

This was the moment that Lily had been dreading. For a while she sat not quite knowing what to say to him.

1,251 13
8 In Search of a Spell

Looking over her should Lily noticed that James was not behind her. Sh looked around for him, wanting him to be near so she could feel that unexplainable feeling that he gave her. Feeling slighly betrayed and confused she tapped Snape on the shoulder...

1,032 10
9 Just a crush...

For some strange unexplainable reason that she did grasp, the only thing that she felt that she was not looking forward to was her time that she would be spending away from James. It was odd how a year ago, she had thought that he was an arrogant bully, but now, well she didn't know quite what she thought about him. She would often find herself laughing at his many jokes and pranks, smiling more often when he was around, and missing him when he wasn't.

1,097 8
10 Must Be James

Rae has a plan to get Lily to ask out james. Unfortunatly, Snape is behind them...

1,027 35
11 The Christmas Party

Slugghorn's party is finally here. Things aren'g going according to plans, what with Snape trying to get James to be pissed and him and won't leave lily alone, and Twalany's stupid palm readings. If those two would leave the party, mabye then James could get what he wants!

2,148 10
12 The Train Ride to Choas

Lily wanted to sit with Rae when going home for christmas, but has to sit with someone that she would have perferred not to sit with. And when she gets home, well an unexpected vistior is waiting...

2,192 15
13 Letters From Home

James groaned and opened the letter. The piece of parchment was short, and after reading it, James banged his head on the table, groaning.

“What?” asked Lily....

2,582 17
14 the hospital

Dealing with James' anti muggle-born family, trying to make sure that Snape and James don't kill each other and dealing with Snape's family issues can be hard on a girl. How she reacts to it is up to her, the rest it fate...

3,542 9
15 Just James

“I don’t want you getting hurt,” said James “You would hurt Snape if you knew what happened,” she said coolly. “So it was that bad,” said James. “Is that why you aren’t telling me? You don’t want me to hurt him. When he hurt you! Lily, you can’t do that.” “James, lay off. I can deal with things on my own. i don’t need you to help me.” Lily stepped briskly away from him and started walking to the door. “I want what is best for you,” said James. “No you don’t..." said Lily.

2,504 13
16 Fights and Plights

“No,” said Lily, starting to go up to the girls’ dorms.

“Come on,” said Rae. “don’t you want to at least talk about it. I didn’t have time to explain. Lily spun around. “How do you explain what you did? How do you explain that after years of friendship that doesn’t mean anything to you. You suddenly care about the fact that I’m muggle born. It never mattered to you before.” “You see that is what I was talking about,” said Rae. “You aren’t giving me a chance to explain what I was talking about. You are over reacting.” “Over reacting!” shreiked Lily.

3,286 9
17 Chapter Seventeen: The Problem with Friends

Lupin looked at Sirius. “I just can’t believe you.”


“look you just- urgh!” Lupin threw his hands up into the air. “I don’t get why you can be such a jerk.”

“How am I a jerk?” asked Sirius.

“Adam was insulting you and her. I stood up for both of you. Why didn’t you just say something.”


2,285 27
18 Leave me alone

“Lily, are you going to sit with us?” he asked as Lily passed by.

Looking over her shoulder she shook her head, “Sorry, but today I have to get something done.”

At first James thought that Lily would walk over to the table in the far corner where Snape normally sat, but was now being occupied by Rae, who was scowling at Lily....“Um, Hi,” said Lily, trying to sound slightly cheerful.

“What do you want, Evans?” asked Narcissa.”

2,155 27
19 How could you do that?

Snape screamed.

Oh crap, thought Lily as she heard James’ footsteps, and another person’s...“What is going on?” asked James...“I can’t-”

Lily tore out of the room...“What did you do to her?” asked James, trying to keep a cool head.

“Nothing,” sneered Snape.

2,114 21
20 At last...

He moved her hips slightly, so that it brought her body facing him, so her face was kissed by the sunlight. Lily’s heart skipped a beat as he adjusted her arms slightly and the angle of her arms. His touch sent shivers up her spine, but in a way that didn’t disturb her. In a way that made her face flush and her stomach flutter. “I need to get more light on your face,” murmured James, lift her chin up slightly. They were so close, only centimeters apart. James gazed into her emerald eyes, bright with tears and joy... and perhaps...

2,050 55


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