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Rating
Mature
Chapters
27
Words
69,277
Characters
Lupin, Snape, Sirius, Lily, James, Lucius, Narcissa, Pettigrew, Voldemort, OC
Primary Relationship
Secondary Relationship(s)
James/Lily, Lucius/Narcissa, Sirius/OC, Snape/OC
Genre(s)
Drama, General, Romance
Era
Marauders
Advisory
Strong Language, Strong Violence, Scenes of a Sexual Nature, Sensitive Topic/Issue/Theme,
Story Reviews
153
Status
Completed
First Published
2005-07-22 6:27pm
Last Chapter
2007-06-13 7:47pm
Last Updated
2011-10-23 9:35am

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Ch. # Chapter Title Word Count Reviews
1 The Beginning of All Things


He came to Hogwarts with a knowledge of curses to rival seventh year students in the early 1970's. He was taunted and tortured by the people he envied most. He was lost in darkness, but surrounded by brightness. The hole he dug for himself is rooted in pain, suffering, envy, and anger. This is his story. The story of Severus Snape. *beta'd by the amazing Nomikkin*

2,008 14
2 Destiny's Perfect Son

He came to Hogwarts with a knowledge of curses to rival seventh year students in the early 1970's. He was taunted and tortured by the people he envied most. He was lost in darkness, but surrounded by brightness. The hole he dug for himself is rooted in pain, suffering, envy, and anger. This is his story. The story of Severus Snape. (MAJOR MAJOR SPOILERS!!!!!)

2,178 6
3 About A Boy

***CHAPTER 3!!!*****He came to Hogwarts with a knowledge of curses to rival seventh year students in the early 1970's. He was taunted and tortured by the people he envied most. He was lost in darkness, but surrounded by brightness. The hole he dug for himself is rooted in pain, suffering, envy, and anger. This is his story. The story of Severus Snape. (MAJOR MAJOR SPOILERS!!!!!)

2,837 3
4 A Birthday Fit for Darkness

***Chapter 4******He came to Hogwarts with a knowledge of curses to rival seventh year students in the early 1970's. He was taunted and tortured by the people he envied most. He was lost in darkness, but surrounded by brightness. The hole he dug for himself is rooted in pain, suffering, envy, and anger. This is his story. The story of Severus Snape. (MAJOR MAJOR SPOILERS!!!!!)

3,329 3
5 Disasterous Arrival

***Chapter 5******He came to Hogwarts with a knowledge of curses to rival seventh year students in the early 1970's. He was taunted and tortured by the people he envied most. He was lost in darkness, but surrounded by brightness. The hole he dug for himself is rooted in pain, suffering, envy, and anger. This is his story. The story of Severus Snape. (MAJOR MAJOR SPOILERS!!!!!)

4,427 10
6 Money and Girls, Girls and Money

Good news helps Severus's fifth year start smoothly, but an interesting change begins to take hold in his life.

3,212 6
7 She Knows His Name

The war hasn't begun, but its close. A change for Severus.

1,421 6
8 Under the Beech Tree

Elise asks for help from a flustered Severus

1,769 7
9 Stand Inside Your Lust

Severus has a rift with Elise and experiences something new Christmas Eve

2,923 3
10 Warming to the frost.

Severus goes to Elise's for Christmas and the death day party of Ferrous, Grindelwald's predecessor.

2,191 2
11 Death Day Party

At Elise's house for the death day party, Severus learns some interesting truths about his friend- and runs into someone he'd rather kill than speak to.

2,370 1
12 Snap

Severus receives a surprising letter, and a confrontation with Sirius leaves him feeling empowered.

1,875 2
13 Snape's Worst Memory Remix

Snape's Worst memory....A fight with Elise heightens tensions, but after the O.W.L.s, something happens that Severus Snape will never forget...we can be sure.

1,611 2
14 Moving Along

Severus Snape returns for his 6th year, after the worst experience of his life. He recounts with Elise, who has grown more beautiful, and receives some normalcy from Sirius Black

1,322 2
15 Lest You Find Out

New information is pouring in about the new dark lord, and Severus finds himself lured by the power. Sirius Black has a surprise for Severus Snape.

1,800 3
16 Saving Forever for Tomorrow

Severus awakens in excrutiating pain in the infirmary. Remus begs forgiveness. Elise has a confession.

2,175 3
17 Sweet Nothings

Severus has an offer for Elise; The two spend Christmas together.

2,997 5
18 Stand Up

Severus predicament, Lucius's speech, a run in with the ex.

2,293 4
19 Can You Feel My Heart Beat?

Valentine's Day with Severus and Elise. Pure Cotton Candy fluff ensues.

1,635 5
20 Don't Cry to Me

an unexpected letter, steamy time with Elise, a night visit with Dumbledore.

2,618 4
21 Open Wounds

Severus visits his mother; summertime begins in Britain.

2,454 7
22 Allegiance

The intruder revealed: a trip for Severus, a fight between lovers.

3,251 6
23 For You, I Will

Elise asks Severus to visit Lily with her, School quickly approaches.

3,483 4
24 Hope for the Future and the Resulting Request.

Severus and Elise return for their seventh year, Severus tests his thesis project, and he has a proposition for Elise!

3,818 4
25 Hyperventilation

Severus presents his potion to dumbledore, and then the ministry.

2,319 5
27 Turn Away

Severus reacts after the events. A visitor to his house prompts a decision.

3,289 9
28 Epilogue

Epilogue

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