A/N: Okay, this starts out in RACHEL’S point of view, and then you’ll see a name (EXAMPLE: -Saren-) and that’s a change in point of view. It’s really not hard. Haha, okay, enjoy this chappie! So I'll take my chances and head on my way up there. 'Cause turning to you is like falling in love when you're ten. ~Dashboard Confessional ~ Living In Your Letters. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- -Rachel- I’m a rebellious girl. Though my appearance deceives me. Blonde hair, blue green eyes. Something a rebel would never appear to look. But you haven’t met Rachel Shockett yet. As I walked down these oh so unfamiliar corridors of Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry, I’m wondering when I’m going to meet the girl who knows so much about me, but at the same time, nothing at all. I wonder if her appearance deceives her too. Does she slit her wrists? I look down at the scarless arm. So many charms to hide the scars, but not the pain. Obviously you know I’m Rachel Shockett, but you don’t know me. I’m 16 and I am the other half of the Shockett twins. I’ve learned dark and light magic. And if you get me agitated, I will backfire. I’ve been cutting myself since I was 13. I was in ‘magical foster homes’ my whole life. I have been raped 7 times. I thought that magical foster homes were safer than muggle foster homes. I was wrong, so obviously, I’m not a virgin, and to have someone take that away from you isn’t the best feeling. So here I am, finally going to meet the girl that is supposed to help me. I remember all the times I was told how inferior I was, and that I would never mount to any dark or light witch. I hope Saren can do something about how inferior I am. -Draco- I walked out of the Slytherin common room, to look for Hermione. I hadn’t seen her since the night that she got the letter from her father’s sister. That was about two weeks later. I walked for awhile and wound up at the Gryffindor common room, and leaned against the wall. Just then, the portrait burst open and I was pulled inside. I was thrown against a wall and passionately kissed. I pushed her off. “Hermione. Stop.” She slapped me and turned away but didn’t walk off because I grabbed her hand and pulled her to me. I looked down into her eyes and saw the tears welling up. I hugged her tightly, never wanting to let go of her. She cried and held me tightly, while I whispered reassuring words. “Draco. Tell me this is a dream.” She said, looking up into my eyes. I shook my head and looked away. She pulled me back to face her. “Look at me.” She said. I looked down at her, trying to hold back. “Draco, are you crying?” She asked. I can’t help it, seeing her in so much pain is killing me. I nodded. She hugged me tightly. -Ron- I watched in the shadows as Hermione and that scumbag held each other tightly. I don’t know how they got away with it. And no matter what, I’m going to kill him. Or her. -Saren- I was walking down the empty corridor that led to the common room when I turned a corner and ran smack into someone. Falling to the floor, I started to pick up my things and muttered a bunch of sorries. When I heard nothing back, I looked up. My eyes popped open all the way. My mouth dropped, a long with my things. I stood up and looked around. “Rachel?” -Harry- I watched Ron walk around like nothing was wrong. I wanted him to experience the pain that he caused I felt two people join me from where I was standing. I didn’t even have to look. “Hey Hermione, Draco.” Draco muttered a hello, obviously fixed on glaring at Ron. “I don’t understand it, I don’t know why he is like this.” I said. “Me either.” I heard Hermione say. I looked at her; she was staring off at nothing or no one in particular. “Mione.” I said, pinching her arm. She shook out of her daydream and looked at me. “It’s going to be okay.” I said. She shook her head and walked away. I looked at Draco, who shrugged and ran after her. Leaving me alone once again, to ponder. -Hermione- Ever since my parents died, I’ve not been myself. Everyday is a new day but also a new pain. I know everyone has noticed the change, and I just want to be myself but without my parents, my life is so empty. Everyone ignores the subjects as if I don’t want to talk. But I do! I want to talk so bad! -Saren- “Oh my god.” “Saren? That’s really you?” The girl said. I felt like I was going to fall and she must have seen it cause she grabbed my hands, causing me to go into premonition
There were no images, just voices.
“HERMIONE!” It was my voice.
I screamed, obviously seeing something I shouldn’t have seen.
I heard myself crying and screaming for help.
“Saren?” I heard her ask.
“WHO ARE YOU.” I screamed.
“I. Am Rachel Shockett.”
I was walking around, acting as cool as possible, looking for Weasley.
I turned a corner and saw him on the opposite side, facing his back to me.
I walked quietly over to him and grabbed him by the collar of his shirt, turned him to face me and shoved him into a wall.
He smirked at me.
“You don’t want to mess with me Weasley, Hermione and Saren may be weaker than you. But you. Are weaker than me.” I said.
His eyes flashed dangerously.
“What are you?” I asked.
“I’m me.” He said. What a smartass.
I punched him, causing him to groan in the pain that he deserves.
“WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO THEM?” I yelled.
When he didn’t answer, I threatened him with my fist.
“Because. They betrayed me.” He said.
“First of all. You betrayed them, and just cause someone doesn’t love you, doesn’t mean that beating them will make them love you.” I said, letting go of him, and dropping him to the floor.
Sitting in the bathroom, I stared down at the knife that was held to my wrist.
I was going to do this, and I was going to do this now.
I closed my eyes, hoping that would stop the pain.
I pushed deep, maybe too deep.
The last thing I said,
“I am flawed”
And blacked out.
A/N: WOO! ONE MORE CHAPTER! I CAN’T WAIT! YAYAYAYAYAYY!!!!! Sorry that I had to end the chapter that way. But hey, I just want some excitement!
Disclaimer: I own Saren and Rachel. Other characters. JKR. Song-Quote, Dashboard.
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