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Disclaimer: The amazing J.K. Rowling is the creator and owner of Harry Potter not me. The song is #1 Crush by the group Garbage. I’m just borrowing the two for a little fun and this idea that jumped into my head.
Author’s Note: You really should listen to the song because it is so dark and twisted (just like Bellatrix) and really sets the tone for the story.

He is my Lord and Master, my beloved. I simply can’t imagine not having the Dark Lord in my life. Everything I do I do it for him. I live to do his bidding. Follow his every thought and word. Oh, but he is a wonder, so brilliant, so pure and oh so powerful. I would do anything he wanted me to do, all he need do is ask.

I would die for you.
I would die for you.
I've been dying just to feel you by my side, to know that you're mine

Now that He’s returned to us, returned to me I’ll make that Potter boy pay for what he’s done. By His side I’ll help him rise to full power again. I want to see him defeat Potter. I saw my master fall and it nearly broke my heart. I’ll kill Potter, I’ll kill my love’s greatest mortal enemy. I’ll make my love feel safe again.

I would cry for you.
I would cry for you.
I will wash away your pain with all my tears, and drown your fear. 

I worship his every move, my love, my life. He makes everything so clear. He understands so much, he has the knowledge of so much. I could only hope to learn from him. He understands the importance of preserving the purest blood of the most ancient wizarding families. I’d do anything just to make him see how loyal I am to him. He is everything worth living for.

I will pray for you.
I will pray for you.
I will sell my soul for something pure and true, someone like you.

I’ve let him down. I’ve failed at accomplishing what he wanted and now I’ve been punished. I’m reminded of my failure as I sit here in my sister’s mansion. I long to regain his trust. I must, there is no other choice, I must somehow clear my name in his eyes. He is ever present here but he doesn’t hold me in the same esteem. He’s nearly ignoring me, I must do something to fix this.

See your face every place that I walk in
Hear your voice every time that I'm talking.
You will believe in me, and I will never be ignored. 

Oh the agony! If only he could feel for me the way I feel for him. If only I could touch him again. I’d give up my life just to feel the joy I felt when I used to be his one lieutenant he could count on. I’d sacrifice myself for his happiness. If only he could see how badly I need him, How badly I want him.

I will burn for you.
Feel pain for you.
I will twist the knife and bleed my aching heart, and tear it apart.

He’s called me back to his side. He’ll be leaving again for another of his mysterious adventures. I wish I could go with him. I wish he’d see me as a woman. Caress me, kiss me, love me, touch me in places I dare not think of or hope for. Oh but I do, I can almost imagine his tongue on my skin. Feel his power as he takes me, oh if only he would. Only for him do I feel these things, never for the man I’m married to. Rodolphus doesn’t love me, not really, it was a marriage to ensure the purity of our family’s blood. My heart belongs to my Lord. Somehow someway I’ll make Him see that I can’t be pushed aside so easily.

I will lie for you,
Beg and steal for you.
I will crawl on hands and knees until you see, you're just like me.
Violate all the love that I'm missing.
Throw away all the pain that I'm living.
You will believe in me, and I can never be ignored.

This is it. We’ll be going into battle soon. Once again I am called to His side. I’m here for Him in His hour of need. I’ll stay by his side. I’ll follow him into battle. I’ll be with him as he wins power over everyone. I’ll see him finish off Potter once and for all. This is the end of tyranny and the beginning of His ultimate reign. I am Bellatrix Lestrange and I am his most loyal follower, by his side where I belong. Just a short time now and it will all be over.

I would die for you.
I would kill for you.
I will steal for you.
I'd do time for you.
I will wait for you.
I'd make room for you.
I'd sink ships for you.
To be close to you.
To be part of you.
‘Cause I believe in you.
I believe in you.
I would die for you.

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