I walked up my walkway. I had just had a really hard day and all I was looking forward to was a hot bath and a good novel. I felt my key slide into the lock and I turned my knob and opened my door. I locked it and slid the dead bolt in place and walked upstairs. As I was undressing to get into the bath I heard something get knocked over. I walked down the stairs in my robe and saw a shadow, my heart skipped a beat. My worst fears confirmed as he spoke,


“Hello Hermione.”


stoplight lock the door
don't look back
undress in the dark
and hide from you
all of you


“What are you doing in my house?” I asked my voice shaking


“I’m just looking around.” The man said with an airy voice


“Who are you, Ill call the police.” I told him


He was tall, and I recognized his voice as the man who had been stalking me for months now.


“Don’t call the police. I’m just here for a visit. Are you undressed?” he asked his voice rising as he said the last part


“Yes, Why? If you touch me I’ll call the police.” I wavered as he stepped closer


“Hermione, you were supposed to be mine. Not his, I was supposed to marry you, the kids that are at your mother’s house, are supposed to be mine. Why won’t you let me have this one time?” he pleaded while still coming closer


“If you loved me you wouldn’t need me to tell you.” I cried


You'll never know the way your words have haunted me
I can't believe you'd ask these things of me
you don't know me

“Oh but Hermione, I love you with all my heart. You are my soul.” He cradled my cheek with his hand


I longed to call out for Harry, to have him help me, but Harry was in Dublin with his team for the Quidditch cup. I longed to be on the plane that would bring me to the portkey zone.


“Please don’t touch me.” I said quietly as he kissed my cheek


“Oh but my dear, you belong to me…”

You belong to me
my snow white queen
there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over
soon I know you'll see
you're just like me
don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you


It seemed like hours, he wouldn’t let me go. I remember the first time though, like nothing else. I hadn’t been a virgin for years, but as he forced himself into me all I could do was cry, it hurt so bad. It felt like all I had built up came down around me it held me like ice. I was ice as all of it happened, even as all of it happened though I wasn't there, really. I woke up in the morning with tears all around me and i was covered by an old shirt of Harry's. His arm was over my shoulders. All I did was cry more, I couldn’t scream, I could get angry, I could cry, which is what I did.

 Wake up in a dream
frozen fear
all your hands on me
I can't scream

I sent him to jail though. I woke up and cried, as I slithered out of his grasp, told him I was just going to make coffee, called the police and had him carted to the England Super Max. But I still see him in my dreams, him forcing himself into me; I can’t escape the whispers of my friends. It’s like, his twisted self has ruined my life, and I can’t escape life.

I can't escape the twisted way you think of me
I feel you in my dreams and I don't sleep

I got a letter in the mail the other day. There was no return address so I opened it. The letter said


Dear Hermione,

      You belong to me; My snow white queen. There's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over, soon I know you'll see you're just like me. Don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you.


He sent me a few more letters, I finally sent him one. I told him about how he ruined my life. He ruined my marriage, he ruined everything. I told him I never wanted to hear from him again, unless it was to apologize. I told him that he gets to stand by and watch as my world crumbles. And he wrote back the words, “It’s not my fault that you let me in.” How is that for ironic?


I can't save your life
though nothing I bleed for is more tormenting
I'm losing my mind and you just stand there and stare as my world divides


Now I’m Older, a new husband adorns my life, and I don’t think of that night as much as I used to. Harry and I divorced 3 years after the attack. My therapist told me it was because I blamed him for not being there. My three children were given to me, and now I’m married to Draco Malfoy. We had 3 more children who are all grown, but the one child I have that looks nothing like my two husbands, is the one that belongs to him, the ones who owns me, the one who let my life crumble, and laughed at me, The one who I trusted, and who I am nothing like. My stalker, my messed up Romeo…


You belong to me
my snow white queen
there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over
soon I know you'll see
you're just like me
don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you

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