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Oblation by hail_rowena

Format: Short story
Chapters: 2
Word Count: 6,846
Status: COMPLETED

Rating: Mature
Warnings: Mild Language, Sensitive Topic/Issue/Theme

Genres: Drama, Romance, Angst
Characters: Voldemort, OC
Pairings: Other Pairing

First Published: 01/29/2011
Last Chapter: 05/10/2013
Last Updated: 05/10/2013

Summary:
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Acrules' Bad Romance Challenge Submission

When you would die for someone, surely they must love you back? 

The past and present merge together to make sense of Louise Tonnewroth's self destruction for the man she adores. However, will the lack of true reciprocation help her escape, or merely speed up her fate?

Tom Riddle/OC

 


Chapter 1: That Was Then
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Her eyes ferreted around the street as she cautiously walked past the people of Diagon Alley. True, they probably didn't notice her, nor would they care where she was going, but Louise Tonnewroth was smart enough to know that no good women in society went down Knockturn Alley. Besides, Louise had been taught, or at least brought up, to feel like everyone was watching her.

Perhaps when she was fourteen, this was a possibility. Maturing quite well for a girl her age, Louise's caramel hair flowed in wondrous curls, and her big eyes were striking to anyone in the room. However, time had passed, and now she was looking more haggard, and starvation and stress had depleted her once glamorous figure, strands of straggling hair breaking free from her ponytail.

Once she had reached the border between Diagon and Knockturn Alley, she couldn't help but make a dash for it. Farewell, all good society, she thought blissfully. It wasn't a world where she belonged anymore.

No, her place was now in the Underworld, with the people of Knockturn Alley. She felt less like an outcast, and more like a companion. A few people even nodded their heads in acknowledgment to her. Nobody spoke – not in the open. Louise would nod back encouragingly, her eyes giving a strong blink. They were the only things still attractive about her, and she intended on using them.

Finally, looking at the sign for Borgin & Burkes, she paused at the door. Was it possible that she could already sense him? His smell, his taste, all of it? When she became accustomed to the power, she turned the doorknob, and entered.

The shop at first seemed to be empty. Her pale hand drifted across the stone fireplace, clouds of dust ricashading off as she did so. Items sat bleakly on shelves, some staring right at her. She didn't fear those anymore though; in fact, she could look them in the eye.

“Hello?” she called out. No answer.

“Hello?” she asked again.

This didn't make sense. He said he'd be working here. Had he lied? Then again, Louise endured many days wondering if he ever came out with an honest thing in his life. Louise just had to wipe the slate clean each time and put all her faith in him. Tom Riddle was all she had left.

”Are you lost?”

Louise looked up from her books. She couldn't even believe it. Tom Riddle was speaking to her. To
her. Everyone had heard of him. Even in her first year, people were talking about Tom Riddle. He was just a third year when she arrived, but even then he practically got away with murder. Teachers loved him, and he had shown enough ability to earn that affection.

Never having felt insignificant before, Louise was suddenly aware that she was just a forth-year Hufflepuff. “Huh?” was all she could say, much to her own embarrassment.

Rather than frowning, or mocking, Tom's mouth curled slightly. “You looked frustrated. I just wondered if you needed help.”

She didn't need help, she was just focusing. Truth was, Louise was pretty intelligent, one of the best in her year, in fact. “Yeah, I don't understand a word.” But the truth wouldn't have helped her keep up a conversation with Tom Riddle.

Sitting down besides her, and still not making any sense as to why he would be speaking to her, Tom surveyed her textbook, musing, “Considering it's Divination, I'm not sure why you'd want to understand it...”

“It's not that bad,” countered Louise.

“No?” One thing Louise didn't understand was that not many people argued with Tom these days, even if it came with lighthearted intentions. They laughed along, or passionately agreed. Tom felt a surge of anger, but at the same time, amusement. Louise was lucky she was so attractive, or he really wouldn't have bothered.

“If it's done right. Imagine the power of telling the future.” Now there was something Tom could relate to: power. Louise saw his eyes light up for a second – just a second – and she continued to say, “It'd really be something.”

“I'm Tom.”

Louise's eyebrows furrowed downwards for a second. “Louise.”

“Well, Louise, this is a waste of time. How would you like to do me a favour?”


Tom always needed favours. It was how he operated. What good were people if they weren't useful? Louise continued to ponder until she heard the shop's bell ring, and Tom suddenly ran in. He didn't seem the same as he usually did. In all fairness, he never ran.

Stopping in his tracks when he saw Louise, he demanded, “What are you doing here?”

“I thought I'd see you,” explained Louise. “I missed you.”

Tom sighed. “Don't say things like that. Now,” Tom gathered a great deal of books, “I need you to do a favour for me.”

“Anything,” said Louise quickly. However she was then didn't matter, what was important was that she knew how things worked now. 

“I need you to get out with this.” Tom threw a goblet in her direction. It looked so beautiful, so ornate. Answering her quizzical expression, Tom explained, “Meet me by the bank. Just go there.”

“What's happening, Tom?”

“Have to leave...” muttered Tom quickly to himself. “Where?

Leave?” Louise's eyes widened. “Where are we going?”

“Just go!”

Louise scurried out. She wasn't sure that she was ready to run away, especially if she didn't know where to. But Tom was all she had. And she was fine as long as she had him around. Tom could always handle himself.

“I won't have this.” Louise's mother, Agnes Tonnewroth practically blocked the door. “You're not spending your Christmas constantly visiting that boy and his group of friends,” she continued to insist.

A now fifteen year old, Louise stood in the hallway. Letting her scowl become fully visible, Louise said, “Tom says that you're just saying that because you think I'm going to sleep with him.”

“Well, as improper as that is,” retorted Agnes with a blush, “I'm not just concerned about that. You were such a sweet girl.”

“I haven't changed,” insisted Louise. But of course she had. Still, that was a good thing, surely? Tom had made her more self assertive, deeper. Tom had been putting Louise through constant self improvement. She had been lost this year with him now gone. It was like she was wasting her life away, listening to professors who actually knew nothing. Tom made her better than that world.

Of course, there was no point telling her mother that.

“Anyway, there's a reason why
that would concern me. He's an of age wizard. It's not right.”

“Nobody over there cares.”

“Everyone cares. If they don't show it, then they're good liars.”

“Well Tom says I shouldn't care -”

“And what do you say? Does he even let you
have a say?”

If people hadn't been watching Louise before, they were now. She was running through Diagon Alley, weaving anyone who bothered to stay in her path. She froze when she got to the brick wall. Were there usually this many Aurors?

Stepping up front, she was about to slide past, when one of them approached her. “I'm sorry, Miss,” the Auror began, “but can I see your bag?”

Louise clutched the bag, and the goblet, to the side of her robes. “Why?”

“Hepzibah Smith passed away this morning. A witness thought they saw the culprit run here.”

“And the bag?”

“They weren't empty handed.”

How could Louise explain having a goblet in her bag? It seemed so rare, it was hardly something that she was going to carry. Finally, she handed over the bag.

However, before the Auror had a good chance to look, a hand was on his shoulder. “What do you think you're going there, Broderick?” Ralph Wesley smiled at Louise. “Good to see you again.”

Ralph Wesley was a family friend with ruffled blonde hair, lean figure, and ten years between him and Louise in age. Not that this always bothered him. Louise didn't know which of the two of them made her feel more uncomfortable.

“I know her,” continued Ralph. “She wouldn't commit a murder. She's too much of a woman.” Broderick showed some doubt, but Ralph then said, “I'll escort her out.”

After a deep gulp, Louise clutched on her bag. It was for Tom.

”What're you thinking of doing after Hogwarts?”

At midnight, Louise had somehow found herself talking with Ralph about almost everything. She had known Ralph long enough to feel comfortable in her nightwear, though she couldn't help but notice the way that Ralph fiddled with the top button of his pyjamas. Louise couldn't stand nervous habits. It was just weakness.

“I don't know,” said Louise simply. “I think I'll travel.”

“Oh, where do you think?”

“I don't know. But Tom says we have to explore to broaden our minds. England's so limiting.”

“Yes, Tom.” Louise picked up on the tone of disapproval. “Your mum was talking about him earlier.”

“Yeah, she's obsessed,” concurred Louise, with no hint of irony.

“She thinks you can do better.”

“She doesn't know him.”

“No...” Ralph sighed, his eyes narrowing. “But she knows you. You're not like you used to be, Lou.”

“I'm growing up.”

“I know that.” There was a beat after this. “But you're becoming sour. He's making you just... hate everything.”

“Just because nothing compares to him.”

“That's not a healthy thing to say.”

Louise groaned, ruffling her hair, all the while hating herself for doing so. “I'm sick of this. Nobody gets it!” Jumping up from her seat, Louise continued to pace towards the window. “Is it jealousy, is that it? I'd get that, you know. I see other girls around me, half of them engaged.
Nothing compared to him. But it almost seems like they mean it. They really think he's bad for me.”

“Has he proposed to you?”

“More backwards thinking.”

“No.” Ralph stood at this point. “A lot of girls your age are engaged now.”

“But they're not in love!”

“And you are?” Ralph sounded less aggressive now. In fact, it was slightly defeated, if anything.

“Of course,” replied Louise. “He's my life.”

“And you're his?”

She didn't need to think it over. “Yes.” She had trained herself enough times.

“But he won't propose -”

“I told you -”

“- if he loves you so much, he'd ask. It's expected, Louise. If he's not promising to make you happy, then perhaps it's not quite what you think.”

Louise darted for the stairs. Under no circumstances would she stay here to hear this. She had enough of this in the day, let alone the night. Ralph ran after her, grabbing onto her wrist and spinning her around. Louise almost doubled over because of the pain.

“I'm saying this all wrong.” Ralph's face was inches away from hers. Louise tried to struggle away, but this just seemed to encourage him to grip harder. “I think I can promise you things he can't, Lou. I can make you happy.” Louise's hand became limp.


“Where am I taking you?”

“You only had to walk me across the border.”

Ralph raised his eyebrow. “There's a killer around, I want to make sure you're safe.”

“They're not going to want me, are they? They're after old spinsters with things worth taking.”

“You don't know people as well as you think you do.”

Louise wasn't going to react. She had somewhere to go. “Either way, I'll take the risk.”

“You shouldn't be walking on your own.”

“This isn't the nineteenth century!”

“Besides the fact that the nineteenth century wasn't that long ago, in the grand scheme of things, it's still London. Not safe,” insisted Ralph.

Louise continued to walk towards the bank, Ralph a few steps behind. She tried to think of a way to lose him, but there was little point. This was a highly trained Auror that she was dealing with here. Ralph could probably follow her to the end of the world and back again.

“Who're you meeting?”

Stop asking questions. Louise clicked her tongue. “Just a friend.”

“What's her name?”

“It's Tom,” answered Louise quickly.

“Of course.” Ralph had figured as much, but it was still worth hoping. In all honesty, he was more disappointed right now than anything. Louise had just become more ugly over time. Had she just been his, he could have made a good home. Louise was loyal and handy, she could've done a lot for the family. But Tom had wasted her. Now she was never going to find a husband. Who would want her? 

No reply was necessary, since they both knew how she felt. In stead, they continued to walk in silence until Louise was feet away from the bank.

“You couldn't have Apparated?” pressed Ralph. “You could've done that once we came out?” He couldn't help but hope that perhaps part of Louise wanted to stay and walk with him. Perhaps she was beginning to see. Then she could truly realise what she had missed.

“I splinch.”

”Forget about your parents.”

Louise stared at the sheet of parchment, her eyes watering. “They're going to kill me.”

Tom ripped the sheet from her hands, huffing as he did so. Did she always have to be so pathetic when she came to her parents? Was this what families did? “You're never going to be poor. They're not good results, but it doesn't matter. You don't need them. You already have a job.”

“They don't get that.”

“Your mother's a Mudblood and your father was stupid enough to marry her. I'm still surprised they had you.” That was pretty much the highest compliment that Louise could receive from him. “Don't pay attention to them.”

“So what do I do?”

Tom pulled out his wand with a knowing smirk, tapped it on the parchment, and the grades began to switch around. ”Obviously you can't fake it when getting a job, but your parents' fears can be put aside.”

“Thank you.” Louise threw her arms around Tom's, while his stayed still at the side. “I'm sorry,” she said hastily. "I forgot that you don't hug -”

“You forget that a lot,” was Tom's curt response.

Louise stared at him for five minutes straight. Eventually, when her wide eyes had become too frustrating to ignore, Tom's head swiftly moved in her direction. “What?”

“I want to do something.”

“Good that you're sounding so assertive.” Tom's mouth twitched. “What is it?”

“You'll say yes?”

“I don't like being tricked into bargains, you know that. What is it?”

Louise sat closer to him. “First, I want to ask... what are we?”


Tom was standing by, still looking as stressed as he had been back in Knockturn Alley. Before, she approached, Louise's glance was fixed on Ralph. “Don't follow me.”

“I'm leaving,” assured Ralph, though it was a lie. As Louise walked towards Tom, Ralph slid back, just at enough of a distance as to watch, but not be seen. Ralph couldn't trust Tom as far as he could throw him.

Once Tom had seen Louise, his hands were clawing into her shoulders. “You didn't get caught?”

“No, I knew someone -”

Ripping the bag off her, Tom pulled out the goblet and began to caress it, his fingers swiftly circling the ring. “Perfect.”

“Where are we going, Tom?”

That had gotten his attention. “We?”

Louise still didn't understand. “You said something about us leaving -”

Me. I'm leaving. You're not coming.” When he saw her expression, he laughed. “Louise, you can't possibly think...” His smile contorted into a knowing smirk, the red in his eyes sparkling. “You should leave.”

“You can't...” Louise found herself lost for words. Her entire world had just collapsed on her. Tom's eyebrows raised as Louise began to struggle for breath, clutching onto her neck. Wheezing at this stage, Louise wondered whether she was searching for a way to alleviate her block or tighten the grip. What was the point in fighting to live?

Finally, Tom pressed his own two fingers against her throat. Louise's body became still. Tom was here, leaving her out to dry, but this was the first time he had actually touched her. It had always been her, wanting... needing.

”So...?”

Tom's dark eyes stared at Louise. The thought was almost repulsive, but he had to admit he was intrigued. So many people can described it. Just because he didn't have the inclination, doesn't mean he never would. Finally, he gave a sharp nod.

Excitedly, Louise moved in closer, her eye lids shutting. Tom remembered this. How silly it seemed for someone to close their eyes when moving in so close. What if Tom were to strike her? She wouldn't even see it coming. Still, being the little bitch that she was, it wasn't like she would fight back if she had her eyes open.

Louise... so much potential... but with no natural intelligence to use it. He preferred her that way.

The kiss was quick and, well, nothing. Louise's cheeks heated up, but Tom had no effect. It wasn't anything sensational, or biologically mystical. It was just flesh pressing against flesh.

“Are you happy now?” asked Tom with mild irritation. He had to admit, he was even expecting something more than that.

“Yes,” lied Louise.


“You're being weak,” stated Tom.

“You're weakening me,” countered Louise.

The silence weighed on Louise like she was carrying twice her weight. Tom only cocked his head to the side. “So you want to come?”

“Yes.”

“Would I be happy if you came?”

“I would be happy if you let me.”

Tom rolled his eyes. “But this isn't about you, is it? This is my empire that I'm creating.”

“Of course.” Louise nodded her head eagerly. “I didn't mean it like that -”

“You'll have to improve... this,” said Tom, looking at her face. “You can't embarrass me at my side.”

“No,” said Louise solemnly. She wasn't sure whether she was agreeing or attempting to defy him. “I'll try my best.”

“And you'll not go about trying to push at my work. I'll have colleagues.”

“The Death Eaters?”

Tom slowly nodded. “You'll not bother them?”

“I never have.”

Tom saw every muscle in Louise's face tensing, every tear duct stinging, and every pulse of her neck coming at a quicker pace. He had to say: this was more fun than he thought.

“No,” he teased. “You can't come.”

“No, Tom.” Tom chortled as Louise almost fell to the ground.

“Well that's another thing. That's not my name.”

“...What?”

“Things change. I am Lord Voldemort,” he said with a certain amount of pride.

Louise didn't understand. Sitting on her knees, her eyes tried to search Tom's expression. Voldemort? Why would he change his name? Louise had pictured herself as Mrs. Riddle for so long, and now it was a new name? And just so suddenly. It was the first time that Louise had seen any flaw in him. Though she immediately pushed it away there was something so... childish... about it. Almost dangerously so. 

“Riddle!” shouted Ralph as he stormed over. Spinning around, Louise's eyes grew wide. Had he seen her fall to the ground? Ralph was an Auror... he could arrest Tom if he had enough of a case to do so... and Ralph would find one.

“We have to go now,” begged Louise.

“He knows me.” Tom's eyes became piercing.

“Mum used to speak about you. He hates you. You're the reason I'm not marrying him.”

“He proposed to you?” Tom couldn't help but almost want to blame Louise for it. She had been so loyal and devoted, that surely no other man would want her? But no, she had been sneaking around. Typical woman – all naturally whores. But not this one. Tom had crafted Louise, and he'll be damned if she ended up with some other man. None of his followers could entertain such things, and she was going to pay for it.

“Come on,” snapped Tom. He grabbed onto Louise's wrist, much in the same manner that Ralph had done so those years ago. But Louise didn't care as much about it this time, because she was his. That was all that mattered.

“Riddle, what have you -”

“No need to be alarmed,” said Tom cooly. “She's just had a bit of a shock. She was down on the ground before I even had a chance to propose.” It was the cruelest thing he could do, and he marveled at how he hadn't thought of it before.

Louise stopped. “But, Vol -”

“I was playing with her a little, I confess,” continued Tom. “But thank you, sir, for your concern. If she was with another man, I'm certainly glad I have men like you to protect her. It's good to have such men... on standby.” Ralph heated up by this. Oh yes, Tom had no idea how much fun it could all be. “But if you don't mind, we're off.” Tightening his grip, Tom said, “We're having the honeymoon a bit early.”

Ralph jumped towards the pair, but they had Apparated by then. He couldn't help but shudder. This was because he could've sworn the last thing he saw was Tom's eyes, glowing red.


Chapter 2: This Is Now
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Sorry that I haven't posted anything in forever. My RL really messed some things up for me. But now I'm recovering and onto getting back to the things I love: one of which is my Potter fandom.

Thirty Seven Years Later

“My Lord,” continued Barius, walking along the small courtroom, “how can the defendant be accountable of her actions when placed under the Imperius curse at the time?”

It definitely was a smaller courtroom than what Louise was used to. Then again, for a woman in her early fifties who had been detained in Azkaban over the past couple of months, who was she to complain? She should just be grateful that the air wasn't tainted with that taste of rusted metal.

Barius glanced at her as he returned by her side. If he managed to free her, he would be one of the best barristers in Wizarding History. His career would be pretty much set in stone. There was absolutely no hope for those such as Bellatrix Lestrange, but this seemed winnable. A lot of lawyers had been trying to get in on this one, knowing that they would not be out of work for quite a while if this went well. However, this also meant that there was a lot of pressure, not to mention the intense skill required.

“But Mrs Dringham has been sound of mind for these what... how many years?”

Louise's lids lifted themselves to be in eye line with Barty Crouch, her judge. “Just over twenty years.”

”Louise,” called a hoarse voice.

Her entire body became rigid at the sound. Louise could go weeks without having to speak to him. Without having to
look at him. But when she heard his voice, she wasn't just expected to be there. She was expected to run.

Darting into the room, Louise looked around the bleak living quarters. Lowering her head slightly, she muttered, “My Dark Lord.” Her head then turned to the others in turn and continued her greeting. “Antonin, Ricktor – how's Rasbastan?”

Ricktor Lestrange smiled. “Now an elder brother.”

Louise's smiled equaled his. “Marvelous.” She envied Ricktor enough for having the one child. Lord Voldemort saw the expression of Louise's face, and wondered at the dumbness of it. He was creating one of the greatest empires, and she had nothing better to do than go asking after children?

“I suppose I am about to hear all good news?” Voldemort's face slowly swept across the room. It wasn't a question – it was an order.

Antonin Dolohov coughed as he began. “There's unrest at the Ministry. Inclusion policies -”

Voldemort laughed. “Inclusion policies? Leach is becoming a more astounding Minister for Magic by the second.”

“He doesn't believe that your blood status should be filled in on application forms,” interrupted Louise.

“Did I tell you to speak?”

“I'm sorry, my Lord, you didn't tell me to be silent,” answered Louise. She couldn't help but notice something flicker across Ricktor Lestrange's face. If it were not for the blatant fear, she almost thought he looked impressed.


“Just over twenty years,” repeated Barty Crouch in just as much of a severe tone. “Why did she not come forward?”

Barius pursed his lips. This is where it naturally became trickier. “The defendant was scared for her life, My Lord. This is not just any man whom we speak of.”

“Mrs Dringham's knowledge could've been invaluable.” There was a flare in Barty Crouch's expression that was undeniable. So much so that it made Louise flinch at the very notion of it. “Mrs Dringham.” It took several moments before Louise realised that he was speaking directly to her. “Why did you not come forward with any information concerning the Dark Lord?”

Back straightening, Louise paused to look at Barty Crouch, Barius, the jury, and then a flash of her own reflection from the armrests. Finally, she said, “I was married, had children, and moved on in life. It would be risking them more than anything.”

“Yes, you married a Muggle.”

“I married my husband,” corrected Louise, not bothering to point out the irony on how important a courtroom of anti-prejudice members found his magical abilities so important. “His distance from everything around me was fortunate.”

The summer wind brushed against Louise as she walked along the pathway. It was a refreshing opportunity to walk outside. Sometimes she wondered if she could just drop everything she held and run anywhere. Even if she didn't speak the language too well, she could learn. But Voldemort could find her. When Tom was no more, her affection may have lessened, his power became stronger.

“I'm fine. Really -”

Louise felt her head lift as she heard the strange voice. The language was English, she couldn't mistake that, there, but it sounded so foreign at the same time. It was more nasal than anything she had been used to. Walking over towards it, she saw a young man trying to remove himself from one of the Albanian children.

Handing over notes of Albanian Lek, Louise said, “
Jo,” and continued to shoo the child away.

Turning her attention back to the man, Louise explained, “It's the only way they get any money.”

“Well thank you.” The man had one of the broadest smiles that Louise had seen in a long time. It was so sincerely happy that Louise almost felt an urge to walk away. “Never thought a Brit would help one of us out.”

“A Brit?”

“Oh, I didn't mean to...” Shrugging his shoulders, the man stated, “I keep forgetting that some of you British find that offensive.”

“No, I don't...you're not British?”

This caused quite some laughter to ensue. “God, no! Again, I didn't mean... I'm American. I know it's not that strong an accent in comparison to the other States, but I thought you would've heard...”

“I've never heard an American accent before.”

His eyebrows buried downwards, and Louise dismissed this as arrogance being the cause of it, rather than her own ignorance. “How long have you been here for?”

“A while.”

“Well,” He tried to put aside his slight astonishment, “it's still a pleasure to meet you, Ma'am. I'm Alex Dringham.”

“Louise Ri - Tonnewroth,” replied Louise in equal measure, though she merely stared at his outstretched hand.


“And you eventually escaped with him?” pressed Crouch, oblivious or indifferent to her tone.

“I left with him, yes.”

“How did He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named react?”

“I don't know,” answered Louise. Her mouth then twisted in a way that she had seen the Dark Lord do so many times. It was an excellent method of undermining, and Louise made sure that she had learned something from the experience. “I didn't think to ask.”

“You must forgive Miss Dringham,” said Barius hastily. “The conditions in Azkaban have weighed on her.” Barius attempted to then somehow signal to Louise that being rude or sarcastic wasn't going to spare her life.

“I didn't tell him that I was leaving,” she said, correcting her manner. “You don't just leave him.”

“But you somehow managed to?”

“I found the incentive.”

“Her current husband was placed under threat,” explained Barius.

”You really don't have to...”

Louise had now been trying to shake Alex off for weeks now, but he just wouldn't disappear. He was always so helpful and happy, it was disturbing to her. Unfortunately, given how introverted she had become, her signals weren't strong enough for him to gather. Therefore, the habit continued, and Louise was becoming less helpless, though she had to admit that it was nice to have some extra muscle around the place. Despite all the strength the Dark Lord claimed he had, he wasn't one to help collect the basics.

“It's no problem, Miss Tonnewroth.”

“Mr. Dringham,” Louise turned on her heel just before the country road, “thank you for everything, but I can take it from here.”

“You say that every day,” retorted Alex in a jovial, almost teasing tone, “but I'm not having it.”

“Just give me my bags.”

“No.”

“Mr. Dringham...”

“Miss Tonnewroth...”

“Louise!' Antonin strolled along the street, the same hauty expression, a frustrating and overbearing characteristic of his. “Didn't expect to see you here.”

“On my street?” joked Louise meekly. “I was just getting some food stuffs in...”

“Quite a lot there... by the looks of the Dark Lord, I thought he wasn't eating.” Antonin's eyes widened. “If I may be as bold as to say -”

Louise scowled. “He has a lot to do in so little time. He needs reminding now and again.” Antonin glanced at Alex, expecting an introduction that he most certainly wasn't going to get from Louise. “Anyway,” she pressed, “must be getting on.”

“Can't keep the husband waiting. Good day, Louise.” And on that shattering piece of news, Antonin walked away.

Louise was almost afraid to look back at Alex. However, much to her surprise, he had a calm composure, simply stating, “You're married?”

“Yes.”

“And all this time I've been calling you Miss Tonnewroth, when you're Mrs -”

“Riddle, yes. You can see why it's best that you don't come down the street.”


"Then why tell me you're single?"

"Because you wouldn't want to meet the man I married."

“- but he had already been discovered,” finished Louise. “Letting him stay in Albania would've have been signing his death warrant.”

Barty Crouch paused, glaring at Louise as if right through her. Then, with an almost casual demeanor, he asked, “Mrs Dragham, may I ask you a question?”

“I'm here to answer anything you ask.” Louise felt that pointing out that she had no choice would be utterly futile.

“Are you aware of how many people have died in the last decade, year, dare I even say month, because of what has occurred?”

Louise's lips tightened. “I'm loyal to those I love.”

“And that's He Who Must Not Be Named!” declared Crouch with a look of triumph.

“Once. Now it's to my family. You could read off every damn person who's passed on. Tell me the ordinary men, mothers and children who have died. But I know who's not on there. If I had come forward, if I had so much as stepped out of line, that would have been it. And I think that you'd have to be fairly -” Louise stopped herself. “I think a lot of people would share my view.”

But, of course, Barty Crouch didn't. Louise had almost made the mistake of forgetting that this was a man who had thrown his own child into Azkaban. It was a shame, Barty Crouch Jnr; she had been fortunate enough to have never met the boy, but nobody should have their life so utterly ruined by nineteen. She should know.

Eventually, the jury were left to chatter, and Louise sat in the centre, glancing around the room. Barius watched her more intensely, wondering what the jury would think of that face.

“She's surprisingly strong,” muttered a woman into his ear. Barius span around to find Matilda Warren, who continued to explain, “I went to school with her. She was completely broken by the end. Well, I told you -”

“And we thank you for that.”

“I just can't believe a Muggle could change a woman so much,” mused Matilda. “I'm not surprised at all by the Dark Lord, we know what he could do, but the Muggle. She used to look like she could break at any second.”

“Still does,” replied Barius. “But it's different. The thing I've found, Mrs. Warren, over the years is that everyone changes slightly with each new relationship, unfortunately often most strongly seen in the romantic. Some make them stronger, and some are crippled, they become a sacrifice to the relationship.”

“An oblation?”

“It's not quite to that extent usually, it's only used with some Muggle religion, but pretty much. I actually feel bad for her.”

“That's rare in your profession,” stated Matilda with a small smile. “But you don't have to be. Not such an unhappy ending, if she makes it through. Not many of us find something to fight for.”

Louise placed various items into the small bag, though it gained hardly any weight. Perhaps if she had bothered learning in school, rather than pining over Tom, she would have been able to do this a long time ago.

Throwing the bag out of the window, Louise gave a deep sigh as it crashed into the earth, ready for collection when she left the house. If she could. Louise half suspected that he would just know as soon as he laid eyes on her. Look past her demeanor and look into the panic stricken creature that was ready to flee.

The Dark Lord sat in the living room, gazing lazily at the fire place. Louise stepped down, but a merciless crack that resounded from the floor boards drew attention to her. The Dark Lord turned his head, so slowly that Louise half wondered if it was stop at the side and not just make a complete circle around.

“It's late.”

“I wanted a walk. I haven't left the house.”

“You didn't think to ask?”

Louise was still. The moment she had let love stop blinding her, the humiliation began to seep through. She half wished that she was still numbed by the obsession, just so she could forget the burning and mortifying pain that she was forced to endure. Quietly, she replied, “I didn't think to bother you.”

“You've been making more and more of an effort not to...
bother me, as of late. Many have commented that it has been since that Muggle began bothering you.”

More rigid, Louise laughed lightly. “Do you think I'm going off to play with Muggles.”

“Not at all. It's just that, I know what Muggle men can do to Witches...” The Dark Lord's eyes lit up with passion, though Louise couldn't quite read it. “The last thing I'd want is to think that you were being
bothered.”

“You sound like you care,” blurted out Louise.One last spot of desperation. Louise wondered if there was any reply that he could say to make her stay. For her to once again see the man she had conned herself into falling in love with.

“Why wouldn't I? If you were to be a Blood Traitor, it wouldn't just reflect poorly on me.” At any rate, that wasn't it.

“Goodnight, Tom.”

“Tom?”

“Goodbye,” choked Louise as she slammed the front door shut. Rushing to the side she grabbed the bag and began to walk down the street. If Alex had been smart enough to read her letter, he'd already be on a boat to France by now. All she'd need to do is get ready to fly and make it all the way back. For a moment, Louise felt brightened, beginning to run. All that time, Tom, Voldemort -
whoever he was had pretended to see her potential, but just let it waste away; but now, she was proving herself.

But like all happy moments over the past few years, this was fleeting. A jet of light went straight by her, and Louise immediately set to mounting her broom. It couldn't have been the Dark Lord; as painful as it was to admit, he would have just killed her.

Now zooming to her side as she progressed into the air, Ricktor called out, “I never thought you were this stupid, Louise.”

“Go back.”

“He knew it. He said you would go. But I had always thought... you were the most loyal of us all.”

“I was the best bred for the job,” snapped Louise.

Petrifi-

Protego Totalem.”

“Come back.”

“Ricktor, you have children, you have a wife. You may hate Mudbloods, and you may hate every Muggle you have ever seen, but if the Dark Lord kept you in a room and told you that -”

“Don't emotionally blackmail me, Louise. You've done enough. It's the reason I haven't shot you down already.”

“Let me go.”

“If you leave, I don't know what he'll do.”

“Make his own tea,” shouted Louise hysterically, “pay his own compliments. Don't worry about him, Ricktor, he can go it alone.”

“He thinks he can.”

“Are you doubting him? Doubting the Dark Lord?”

“I'm not doubting you.”

“Ricktor, if you set me free, I will always remember it.” But it was unnecessary to say, as Louise could already tell that she was winning the fight.


Nonetheless, it was not a forgotten promise, and Barius was only too grateful that nobody else seemed to let slip that Louise had harboured Rabastan for a number of years when he had grown old enough. Ricktor had made good his promise, and the only reason that Louise was now being brought to the attention of the Courts was because of the letter he left with his will wishing her the best in life.

The jury became silent, and Louise grabbed onto her knees. It had been the only moment in the court case that she had shown true fear. Barty Crouch looked to the stocky witch at the far left and asked, “Have the jury come to their decision?” She nodded, and Barius was sure his knees had slightly buckled. “Do you, the jury, find the defendant guilty, or not guilty of the war crimes which she has been committed?”

Clamouring off her broom, tired and restless, Louise wasn't entirely sure she had made the right port at all. It was only the various signs that had made her certain she was in the right country. With the high altitude, Louise was impressed with the distance she had travelled.

As she trudged along the street, she searched for that one familiar face. The one that would make everything OK. So far, there was nothing with the odd glare towards her dishevelled appearance. One person even offered her help, but she replied in her most basic French that she was fine.

“So you've heard a French accent before, but I'm the first American?”

Louise turned on the spot so quickly that she had done two full rounds. Alex stood with his hands in his pockets, beaming and holding a ridiculous amount of luggage. He then compared his to her small satchel. “That's all?”

“Magic,” she explained simply.

Alex shrugged his shoulders. “Oh gosh, that's right. I almost forgot you did that.”

“Really?”

“No.” Alex had now dropped his bags, picking her up by the waist and spun her around, while she laughed gleefully, surprised that she knew how. “I just love to hear it.
Magic... you're magic, your bag's magic, it's all magic.”

“I think it is now.” Sliding down to an equal level, Louise hesitated for a moment. “Can I kiss you?”

“Louise, I told you I loved you a week ago. I really think you don't need permission.”


That was the memory that Louise thought of when she walked into the sunlight, a free woman once more. At least, as any woman could be. The best option, Louise had decided, was to choose her own imprisonment and attachment, and that was the family that were waiting for her at Trafalgar Square. She had no choice, really. They loved one another too much to ever dream of leaving. It was a sacrifice that Louise could finally count on.

As Alex saw her walked towards him, he saw a youthfulness in her eyes that only shone on the rarest occasions. But when they did, he almost thought that they were gold.

A/N: Well, I hope you enjoyed this! Just to clarify, this is the final chapter of this version of the story. I am deliberating another, but I don't think I'll begin putting it on the website until I've actually finished it, so it may be a while. But thank you for all for supportive and beautiful reviews - though few, the ones that I have had for this story have been consistantly the most heartwarming. 


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