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So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love? by CurlySue

Format: Novella
Chapters: 4
Word Count: 9,789
Status: WIP

Rating: Mature
Warnings: Strong Language, Strong Violence, Scenes of a Sexual Nature, Substance Use or Abuse, Sensitive Topic/Issue/Theme

Genres: Romance
Characters: Sirius, Lily, James, OC
Pairings: Sirius/OC, James/Lily, Remus/OC

First Published: 08/14/2010
Last Chapter: 10/25/2010
Last Updated: 10/25/2010

What happened if Petunia and Lily became friends again after Lily graduated from school? and what happened if Sirius black fell in love with her?

Chapter 1: CH 1
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Hi my name is Petunia Evans, Oh that bitch? You might think to yourselves. Yes, I have long curly blond hair and big bleu eyes and I paint my lips pink every day and every hour whit pink lip-gloss, but under that surface I’m someone else and I’m tired of being the schools bitch and party girl, for once I just wanna be me. Is that too much to ask for?


And to every ones surprise I’m gonna start being friendly towards my sister and I’m gonna help mum with the cooking and maybe cleaning, if it don’t mess up my hair of destroy my nails Hey just because I’m gonna bring forward the new or real me I can still be keen on my looks.

Well talking about my sister, she is coming home for the summer and she sent mum a letter saying she got herself a boyfriend and he will come stay with us in the next week. Speaking of boyfriends I am gonna break up with mine, Vernon. That is when he comes back from America. Back to my sister; should I tell you about us?

She’s a witch- I’m not.

She has red hair- I’m blond.

She has green eyes- I have bleu.

She has curves- I’m a bit skinny.

So in looks we have nothing in common, but our personalities are quite similar. We both have a temperament; we love the summer and the hot whether the biggest difference between us is that she likes to read books and I like reading fashion magazines and paint my nails. Okay and I like, no correction I love to go buy all the newest clothes from big the brands. Not that I want to be cool it’s just that I love fashion and the designs is that so wrong? You tell me. While Lily buys what she needs and doesn’t think much about what the brand says she just buy the cheapest and nicest think she can find. I admit I am spoiled when it comes to clothes and things but Lily is spoiled when it comes to actions, if she says she wants to go to the zoo the entire family has to come. If I say “Hey mum do you wanna come shopping with me and afterwards we can meet up dad and have lunch?” I excluded Lily because she is normally at school, then mum would say “ No I don’t have the time” and then dad gives me some money and tell me to go buy something nice. And the worst part is that when I comes back they just sits outside reading on doing crosswords and haven’t been doing anything else since I left. WOW I feel so loved!


And that is actually the main reason till why I’m being such a jerk towards Lily, and then she gets upset and then mum or dad will yell at me for being rude but at least they notice me. So that’s why I’m being a stuck up bitch. But as I said everything changes here and from now on.

The sad thing is that we were so close before she found out she’s a witch and that is when my parents started to pay all there attention on her and forgot about me. Yeah you can call me bitter but you would have been too!

Well time to put my plan in action.


“Hey mum do you need any help with that?” I ask when I enter the kitchen; she is cooking a welcome home dinner for Lily.

“No thank you sweetie I think I can manage but you can set the table if you want.”

“Okay, four people?” I know we are four people in our family and we always set the table with four plates and everything.

“No actually, eight.”


“Sssh, don’t scream Petunia! Yes eight we are having Lilys boyfriend James and his family over for dinner.”

“What?! I thought he wouldn’t come until next week?”

“He will come and stay with us next week for some days but that doesn’t stop us from inviting them in for dinner today.”

I sights and takes out eight plates and walks into the dining room. Why do they do this kind of thing? When I was dating Vernon, I guess I still am, they never invited him and his parents. But then again what did I expect huh?


After I had set the table I headed up to my room to change cloths, I could at least look good on the big dinner. So I opened my walk in closet (I LOVE my walk in closet!) and stepped inside. Okay just so you won’t get the wrong idea, it’s not a huge walk in closet you see on movies or at extremely rich peoples house but its still a walk in closet.

So I looked around and founded my high waist jeans shorts, yes perfect! I spotted a white lace top whish would look great till the shorts so I changed my pink lace bra to a white lace and then I put on the lace top and the shorts, turned around and faced the mirror. I looked great! So I added some more lip-gloss and eyeliner and then a eye shadow that glittered in the light. I decided if I did something with my hair it would look a little over the top so I left it hanging in messy curls. Happy with the look I walked back down to mum in the kitchen.


“Oh Petunia you look good but don’t you think it’s a bit much we are having dinner with your sisters boyfriend.” She reminded me.

“And his parents.” I reminded her.

“Oh and I believe a friend of James that lives at his house apparently they took him in after he run away from home. Or something Lily told me once in a letter. And are you sure your not gonna put on a top that doesn’t show so much?” Hell no!

“Naah I’m fine with this top.”

“Your dad wont like it, but I think it’s to late now.” She said as we heard the front door open and voices talking.

“We should go and say hello mum!” I grinned and walked out in the hall.

“Ah Petunia” My dad said cheerfully and then he noticed my cloths. “What’s with that top your wearing?”

“This one?” I looked down. “It’s lace” at this point everyone in the hall was listening to our conversation and staring at me. Well I’m used to people staring so.

“I can see that Petunia, but why would you wear something so..” He didn’t continue the sentence so I better help him.

“Slutty? Well you see dad this is fashion! I don’t expect you to understand that, but how rude I haven’t introduced myself yet. I’m petunia.” I said and stuck my hand out to the woman I assured to be James mum.

“Hi Petunia, I’m Carol Potter nice to meet you.”

“Nah the pleasure is all mine.” I smiled and then turned to his dad and then to the guy mum had mentioned. He was real hottie!!

“Sirius Black.” He said.

“Charming, I’m Petunia.” I said.

“Well I figured since you introduced yourself as that to the others.” He pulled me in closer and whispered in my ear “Just so you know I like the top.” I gave a weak smile at him and the turned to the guy with glasses I suspected must be James, well I have to say my sister did a great job he was also hot, but I preferred Sirius with his shoulder length liquorice black hair, NICE!

“And you must be the lucky guy.” I said to him.

“Yes, I like to think of myself in that way.” He smiled at me and squeezed Lilys hand.

“Oh and welcome home sis.” I said to Lily she just stared at me in chock because I never greet her in such a nice tone.

When everyone had introduced himself or herself, mum invited them in to the dining room and asked if Mr. and Mrs Potter wanted something to drink before dinner; it would be ready in a few minutes. They said no thank you and looked around the room and then Mr. Potter spotted the stereo and he walked over to it and stared at it. My dad and Mrs. Potter followed him and dad started to explain how it worked.

I just had to laugh! Trust me you would have done the same.

“What?” Lily sneered at me.

“They don’t know what a stereo is!” I explained.

“They are magical, they don’t need stereos they can just flick there wands and music comes out from the air! Stupid” She explained to me like I was five years old.

“Well excuse me for finding that quit amusing.” I sneered back at her.

“Finally you are back to your bitchy self.” And she gave James a look that said see-I-told-you. Fuck the plan tonight I can’t be nice to her if she isn’t nice to me back!

“So when do you leave again for school, I can’t wait!”

“Mm let me see, never I just graduated.”

Yeah that’s right witches and wizards graduate when they are seventeen so that makes her of age well I’m happy I just turned eighteen in may. Lily won’t be eighteen until November. So that means she can’t go out to the clubs yet. But then again she can change the date on her id, because she’s a witch. Yes me and Lily is born the same year but I’m in May and she in November.

“Dinner’s ready.” My mum said and entered the room. Every one sat down at the table and began to make small talk about things I didn’t care about so I stopped listen.

“Petunia?” I snapped out from my thoughts and looked up at my dad.

“Do you want white wine or rosé to your fish?” he asked.

“Rosé thanks.” I answered. I noticed that the guy Sirius was sitting next to me but he was talking with Lily and James about some school thing I guess, and the parents was talking about boring stuff so I couldn’t join there conversation so I sat quiet in the middle of everything. I took a sip of my wine; it was good so I took another.


I stayed quiet the entire dinner except when someone asked me something. When everyone had finished there food the grown ups took a glass of brandy on the terrace. I needed a smoke.

“I’m going out for a smoke does someone wanna come?” I asked well I knew Lily didn’t smoke and she didn’t like when other people did so I guess her boyfriend didn’t smoke but maybe Sirius did.

“Yeah I do.” I was right. So he followed me to the front door and we sat down on the front porch side by side. I took out a cigarette from the package and offered him one, so he took one.

“What do your parents say about that you smoke?” He asked trying to make small talk.

“They don’t like it but they can’t say anything I’m 18. Yours?” I asked.

“Oh mine, they couldn’t care less, I live with James and his parents they are witches and wizards so they don’t know that it’s dangerous but they don’t like the smell.” He said.

“Why do you live with them anyway?”

“I runaway from home two years ago and I didn’t have any where to go and the Potters have always been like my family. But I’m looking for an apartment now that I graduated and all, I can’t live with the Potters forever and I want a place of my own you know what I’m saying?”

“Yeah I know I would love to get out of here!”

“But your family seems nice and your sister is great we ate sort of friends now that she’s dating my best mate and all.”

“Yeah my sister.” I sighted.

“Oh that’s right you don’t get along.”

“How do you know!”

“She told James and he told me.”

“You guys don’t know a thing, I bet she told you I’m a fucking bitch that hate her guts.”

“Well not exactly in those words.”

“Aw man!” I got up from the porch.

“Hey I didn’t mean to hurt your feelings.” He said and got up and walked over to me

“You didn’t, it’s just that it’s complicated. I don’t know what to do. I’m not a bitch I promise it’s just that… Aaah it makes me crazy.”

“I don’t thing you’re a bitch well I don’t know you or anything but.”

“Thanks, but don’t get your hopes up.”

“What can you mean?” he says and looks at me.

“You’ll see in time, ready to go inside?”

He nods so we walks in and finds Lily and James in the living room watching TV.

“What’s up mates?” Sirius says and sits down on the couch besides James.

“We’re watching TV, was it?” James says and looks at Lily who nods and James gives her a kiss on the forehead.

“Sirius I thought you said you quit smoking.” Lily says with a fake strict face but she means what she says.

“I had but you know a smoke always calms me down so I started again.”

“I don’t like it.” She says.

“Eh, let the man smoke.” James puts in.

By this time I had decided to stay and watch TV with them and had taken the seat next to Sirius.

“So Petunia how’s Vernon?” Lily asks me with a smug face.

“I don’t know He’s in America, won’t be back until next week I guess.”

“Oh then he’s home when James is here we could have like a double date.”

“Don’t get your hopes up I’m planning on breaking up with him.”

Now she just stares at me, ha ha bet she didn’t see that coming.


“James, Sirius it’s time to go home now.” Mrs. Potter says as she enters the living room along with her husband and our Patents.

“It has been so nice to have dinner with you, and we will see all of you in two weeks again oh and thanks for letting James stay here next week, was it Tuesday to Thursday?”

Mrs. Potter says and hugs mum. They become good friends quick!

“Oh it’s been so nice to have you and he is welcome to stay as long as he like.” She hugs Mrs. Potter back. “Oh and Sirius you are welcome to stay with us too if you like.” She continues and turns to Sirius.

“Thanks Mrs. Evans but I think I’m gonna spend the days looking for an apartment but I might stop by one day if that is okay?” He tells her politely.

“Of course dear! Just let me know if you want to stay for dinner one day.” Mum says and smiles at him.

“That would be nice.” He says and smiles back at mum.

“Where is my husband, were is dad James? Sirius?” Mrs. Potter says looking around the hall to see if she can find him. But he is not here and Dad is also gone. So they all starts to look around the house but they can’t find them anywhere. But knowing my dad I just open the front door and walks out and there I find them in front of the car.

“I found them.” I shout at them and they all come outside and mum shocks her head.

“Harold dear, we have to go home now.” Mrs. Potter informs her husband.

“Oh right.” Mr. Potter and dad say and join us on the front porch. We all say good-bye and Sirius comes up to me and gives me a hug to my surprise.

“Thanks for the smoke.” He whispers in my ear and I smile at him. Then they all disappear with a poof.


so the first chapter what did you think?

Chapter 2: CH 2
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When I woke up this morning I saw Lily lying in the bed next to me and I smiled as I remembered last night.


“Lily, Lily wake up!”

Se rolled over and looked at me chocked but then she smiled, guess she also remember last night huh!

“Morning best friend!” She said.

“Morning, I’m hungry.”

“Yeah so am I now that you mention it.”

“Lets go down and eat.” We both stretch out on the bed and then rush down the stairs and into the kitchen.

“Toast?” Lily says.

“WITH NUTELLA!” We say at the same time.


“What’s wrong with you two?” Dad asks when he entered the kitchen and found us sitting at the table talking and laughing over breakfast.

“What do you mean daddy dear?” I ask.  He just smiles and shakes his head as Lily starts to giggle.

“Okay darlings I’m off to work, and it’s good to see you two get along again.” Then he gives Lily and me a kiss on our foreheads and leaves for work.

“So what are you up to today?” Lily asks.

“What do you mean what am I up to today? You mean what are we up to today.”

“Great! So what are we up to today?”

“We are going down town and just hung out, check some cool stores out, maybe buy something nice, then we’re gonna have lunch slash dinner in form of pizza in a nice park somewhere. Are you up for it?”

“I’m totally up for it! Lets go!” Lily says and rushes up the stairs to take the shower before me.


When we are dressed and fixt we head down to the bus stop and hopped on the bus when it arrived.

“So where do you wanna go?” I ask her when we get off the bus.

“I don’t know. I usually go shopping in Diagon alley.” She says looking around.

“Okay, let me take you to some cool shops.” I say and take her arm and we’re off to my favourite shop, Sweet. Yeah Sweet is the name on the shop. It’s a small shop with cute, trendy clothes.

“Tunia this is a really nice shop.” Lily says as we walk into the store. It’s not so many people because not so many knows this store exist. That’s why I love this store so much and they always have so many cute things. We walk around in the small shop and I found a really nice top. I just got to have this one!

“Lily what do you think of this one?” I say as I come out from the dressing room wearing the top.

“Tunia, it looks really good on you. You should defiantly buy that one!”

“Yeah I think so too! Did you found anything?” I ask.

“Yeah, I think I’m gonna buy this one, do you like it?” She says and holds up a green tunica.

“I do it brings out your eyes nicely.”

After we paid for the clothes and checked out some other stores we ended up with a lot of paper bags. The clock had rushed away while we were shopping and we both were really hungry. So we brought a pizza each and we decided to eat it in the park because the sun was still shining.

“It was a while ago I had pizza.” Lily said and hugged in on her pizza. I just laugh at her and dig in on my own pizza. We had so fun at the park we didn’t notice the grey clouds that rolled in from the ocean and soon there was raining like hell! We got soaking wet at once but we didn’t care just continued to play with the football someone had left there.


“SCOOOOORE!” I scream when I made a goal and starts running around Lily with my arms out pretending to be flying, she just laughs and takes a hold of my arm and soon we are wrestling on the grass.


“Not that I’m complaining but what are you two doing?” We look up from the ground. Lily on top holding my wrists to the ground, she is strong I can promise you that. Well the person speaking is that guy from dinner, Sirius. That was his name right?

“Oh hi love.” Lily says looking up at James but not letting me go.

“Hello, are you trying to kill your sister?” he asks and raises one of his eyebrows.

“Maybe, but in a loving way. We are friends again if you wonder.”

“I figure since your mum said you two been out together all day, she seemed happy.”

“Good, Why are you here? And what did you do at our house?”

“I just forgot this.” James says holding up a mirror. Weird, did he really need that mirror so bad?

“Yeah, don’t mind me I’m just lying here in the mud all wet and.. wow that sounds wrong.” I say and Lily let go of my wrists and I sit up and let the rain wash the mud away.

“Nice to see you two again, is that my umbrella?” I ask and look up at the dark green umbrella with roses on.

“Yes your mum lend it to us.” James explains.

“But you don’t seem to need it now do you?” Sirius asks.

“I couldn’t agree with you more sir.” I say and give him a bright smile.

Now that Lily has let me go she and James is snogging under the umbrella and Sirius just looks at them and shake his head. Then he walks out from the protection of the umbrella and looks up at the sky and the raindrops falls heavily on his face. It’s beautiful.

“So what were you doing before wrestling?” He asks and looks at me.

“We played football.” I say and nod at the ball on the ground.

“I think I know the basics, wanna play?” He says and starts kicking the ball towards one of the goals. I run after him and nicks the ball from him and the match begins. When Lily and James are done snogging they decide to join and now it’s Sirius and me against James and Lily. We play until it’s dark outside and we are all exhausted. 


“Your really good.” Sirius says as the guys’ walks us to the bus stop.

“Thanks, my boyfriend or soon to be my ex plays at the school team so I played a lot with him.” I explain to him.

“Do you guys do any sports at your school?” I continue.

“Yeah we did but now we have graduated.” James says.

“I know, I know I just forgot that since I have a year left.” I say.

“You have, poor kid.” Sirius says and puts his arm around my shoulders.

“I know so boring, but what are you gonna do now? Find a job?”

“Me and James are going Auror Training.”

“And I’m gonna be a healer.” Lily says.

“I don’t know what any of those things are. But I guess healer is like a doctor or a nurse right?”

“Yeah, and an Auror is like a police I guess you know fighting dark wizards.” Lily explains.

“Wow, you guys really know what you wanna do with your life. I have no idea what I wanna do. Dark wizards? Is there actually something like that?”

“Yes, you see there’s a war going on in our world right now.” James explains and Lily hits him I the stomach with her elbow.

“What she has the right to know if you gonna disappear or so but she wont disappear I wont allow it.” James says and hugs Lily tighter.

“WHAT! WAIT, WAIT WHAT?” I stop, and the others do as well.

“Explain!” I shoot at the looking around.

“Well we should maybe take this somewhere else.” Sirius says and puts back his arm around my shoulder because I shock it off me when I stopped.

The bus ride home was quiet. Lily gave James death glares and he looking apologizing at her and Sirius kept his arm around me and I was quite happy with that cause it made me feel safe.


“Oh hi darlings, me and your mother are going out to night so you have the house to yourselves. Petunia, don’t even think about having a party!” My dad says as we step inside.

“Wouldn’t dream about it. Tonight I have more important things then to party.” I say and slip past him and up the stairs to my room.

I can hear mum greet the boys and going on and on about how nice it is to see them so soon again! After a quarter or so I hear foot step in the stairs and then the door into my room opens.

“Mum and dad have left now can we come in?” Lily asks carefully and I drop the magazine I was reading on the floor and Lily, James and Sirius enters my room. Lily rushing forward and joins me on the bed, the boys look around and it looks like they don’t know what do and where to sit.

“You can sit on the bed too you know it’s plenty of room.” I say still with a sour face.

So they join us on the bed. We sit quiet for a while and then Lily says:

“James you’re the one who told her about it so you can explain it.” She says.

“Ehm, right. So you see..” And he starts to tell be about a guy named Voldermort or He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named, it’s scary to know that something like that happens and we muggles as they call us don’t know anything about it, yet do anything about it. When James is done I just sit there gaping at them. Then..

“LILY!! WHAT THE FUCK? Why didn’t you tell me!”

“Well, you know I didn’t know how to and I didn’t want you to worry. And besides we have just started to be friends again”

“Friend or not! Your still my sister tosser! I would have wanted to know even if I hated you! What are you gonna say to mum and dad. ‘Oh, hello just so you know I’m not gonna be home this weekend I’m have a war to fight and I might not come back home again!’ just so you know they would be devastated! What do you think dad would say if he founds out his little favourite is fighting a bloody war, huh!”

“I’m not gonna say anything thing, not yet anyway.” She says looking down on her hands and James puts his arms around her in a protective way.

“Lily you have to tell them, you can’t keep a secret like this.”

“Oh because you tell them everything you do. I mean did you tell them you and your friends went to London over a weekend and partied all the time sleeping at some strange guys house you didn’t even know. Did you tell them that?” She snapped at me.

“Of course I didn’t! But that’s a complete different thing!”

“Wait, you actually did that?” Sirius says.

“Yes, I had a blast!” I say and smiles as I remember that weekend.

“Your sister is nuts.” James says looking at Lily.

“Oh yeah? Thanks!” I answer him.

“So if your not gonna tell mum and dad what are you gonna tell them if you have to bee gone for long? Staying at James wont work every time you know.”

“I know, there’s another thing as well. I moving in with him, we have been looking for apartments and we think we found a perfect one. It’s in London and Sirius found one across the street so the boys can live near each other cuz god knows they can’t live without each other. Maybe you two should get married.” Lily says and smiles at them and then looking at me I just stare at her.

“Come again?” I say, as the message didn’t sink in.

“I’m moving in with James.” She explains slowly. I don’t know what to do so I just raise my eyebrows at her and then begin to laugh.

“Hahah, his moving in with you! And he calls me nuts!” I say between the laugher.

“What’s so funny with that?” James says looking confusing. At that Lily starts to laugh and gives James a kiss on his cheek.

“Boy, you’re a stupid one!” I say and Lily slaps my arm.

“You knows she’s a perfectionism right?” I say looking at him.

“Yes but it’s not that bad, right?” He says looking at her.

“Have you seen her room?” I say and drag him of my bed and through the bathroom and into Lilys’ room. The other two following and Sirius chuckles as he sees her room and Lily glares at him. James just stares around him.

“At least we will have a clean house.” He says after a while.

“More then clean.” Sirius puts in.

“I’m still moving in with you baby.” James says and turns around and gives Lily a hug and then starts to kiss her.

“Shall we scram?” I say to Sirius.

“Lets!” He say and we run back to my room.


“They really love each other right?” I ask him, as we are back on my bed me on my stomach and he besides me on his back.

“Yeah they do. James is crazy about her. He wont let her go and he would follow her everywhere she go and yeah he loves her, so don’t worry about her she will be fine with James. I don’t think she can found someone who loves her more then he does.”

“Good! I’m glad. So you found an apartment? We talked about that yesterday. Wow you found an apartment really fast!”

“Actually, I put bids on the apartment but I wasn’t sure I would get it but they called today and said I got the apartment and Lily and James got there’s.”

“That sound lovely.” I say and my sour mood came back.

“I don’t want her to move! I’m gonna be so lonely here with mum and dad! I mean I finally got her back right?”

“Naah, don’t worry, she’s not moving yet. It will take like two or three weeks before we can move in and start to buy furniture and. stuff. Oh and the apartments is in muggle London so you can come visit when ever you like, and if you don’t wanna sleep at the love birds you can sleep at my place.” He says and turns his head looking at me.

“Thanks.” I say while looking into his eyes. Then he begins to lean in and so do I. When our lips are centimetres away from each other the phone begins to ring.

“Shit.” I mutter as I rush over to the phone on the desk in my room.

“Hello!” I say as I pick up the phone. When I hear whom it is I gives a heavy sight, okay it’s time to do this.

“Hi Vernon, Yes I’m fine… There is something we need to talk about…. No I’m not pregnant again…. No… but.. no absolutely not!.. can you let me… VERNON I WANNA BREAK UP! I wanted to do it face to face but now you called and I don’t want to hurt you and whahaha who am I kidding I don’t care if you get hurt, your just with me because I’m a good shag and have nice looks! So fuck you we’re over.” And then I hung up. Sirius is now sitting on the bed looking stunned at me.

“Wow! That was ehm, nice break up.” He says and then he laughs at me.

“Thanks!” I say as I join his laugh and then James and Lily burst through the door looking at us.

“She just broke up with her boyfriend in a very funny way.”

“WHAT! Tell me what happened?” Lily says.

“Sisius you wanna do role play? I’m me and you can be Vernon, if you can’t come up with anything to say just say blah blah okay?” He nods and we begin.

“Hello.” I say.

“Hi, baby how are you?”

“Hi Vernon, I’m fine.”

“Good I’m fine too! I just come back from America and I miss you we should get together soon you can come over tonight and…” Wow did he actually hear what Vernon said?

“There is something we need to talk about.”

“No don’t tell me your pregnant again! Cuz I can’t handle that again and I promised I wore a condom I swear!” He says and smiles. Okay he defiantly heard what Vernon said.

“No I’m not pregnant again.”

“Good so you wanna come over tonight you can sneak in from the window in my room it really turned me on and wear that thing you wore last time it looks great on you it’s not in the washer right?”


“Awsome so you will wear that then.”


“Or you can come over in just your under wear and a coat that would be so sexy can you do that?”

“No, absolutely not!”

“But baby I know you want to I can hear it in your voice.”

“Can you let me..”

“And I know you want a fuck I mean I have been away a long time and baby I know you miss me when I’m gone.”

“VERNON I WANNA BREAK UP! I wanted to do it face to face but now you called and I don’t want to hurt you and whahaha who am I kidding I don’t care if you get hurt, your just with me because I’m a good shag and have nice looks! So fuck you we’re over. And then I hung up.”

“Way to go Tunia!” Lily says and hugs me.

“It was fun actually but it’s gonna be hell seeing him after this he has a bad temper and he will be really mad at me and now I swear he’s gonna spread rumours about me and say he broke up with me cuz I’m such a slut and cheated on him with another guy and he found us in bed or something, and then he will beat me up.” I say and I know even if the others just think I’m kidding I’m actually scared of what he will do to me, there’s a rumour that he beat up one of his ex when she broke up with him but I can’t tell them that so I just laugh with them and pretends it’s a joke.


When the guys left after they had a cup tea I went up to my room and continued to sew on a dress I was working on. I like to sew it relaxes me and I like making clothes. I remember I skirt I made all my friends said it was adorable and they wanted one too. Then the phone called again and this time it was Sally and we talked for a while and I told her I broke up with Vernon and she wanted to know why and I told her I was sick of him, which I totally are. Then that almost kiss with Sirius, I didn’t tell her about that it just popped up in my head. I wonder if Vernon wouldn’t have called would we have kissed then? Yes probably most likely. Wonder how that would have felt. Good I guess. Really good he’s so good looking he must have had a thousands of girls in school and that means a lot of kissing experience. Nice! I really like guys who know how to kiss it’s sexy. Sometimes the kisses are better than sex. I mean with Vernon it actually was, because he's not that good in bed and now i'm rambling and i really need some sleep. Good night. 

Chapter 3: CH 3
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The week passed by I hung out with friends from school and took Lily to some parties and then James stayed for some days as he said he would.  It’s really good weather so I spent most of the days at the beach, I really love the ocean! It’s beautiful and whenever I’m by the ocean I feel home. That’s why dad bought me a little motorboat when I turned sixteen. Anyway Lily told mum and dad she was moving in with James at first they freak out but then when James talked to them they cooled down and now they seem fine with it. So Lily and James has spent a lot of time looking for furniture they both like. It’s funny to se them sitting by the table looking in magazines and discussing if they want a brown or beige couch. They are so lovely dovely.


Right now I’m lying around in my bed just woken up. Wonder what James and Lily are up to today it’s the last day that James is here. I think I heard them talking about going to the beach and bring Sirius along. I noticed the guys are really close. James called him almost every night to see if he was okay or what he had done during the day, they talked for hours one night. Funny thing that guys can speak so long in the phone with each other. But I guess living together they become brothers for real so they must love each other the way me and Lily does. Okay time to go up!


“Morning mum! Are Lily and James at the beach?” I ask as I put my hair up in a high ponytail.

“Yes, they left awhile ago.” She said.

“Great! I’m gonna take Princess out for a ride.” Princess is my boat.

“You go do that, will you be back for lunch?”

“I don’t eat lunch.” I say and put my bikini and a towel in my bag and the boat keys then I take a walk done to the port it takes ten minutes or so. And there she is my little Princess! You see why I named her that right? Dad always calls Lily and me his princesses because he loves us and I love my boat. So I start the engineer and head of to the beach looking for Lilys bright red hair among all the people. Lucky, I found them (Lily, James and Sirius) lying on one of the cliffs, Lilys and my favourite spot when we were kids. I drive a little closer so they can hear me if I shout at them.

“YO! Lily do you and your guys wanna come for a ride with me?” I shout at her and she looking up from where she is working on her tan.

“Hi Tunia!” She says and turns around to the guys obviously asking if they wanna join me. They look curious at me, and then Sirius dives into the ocean and swim toward me. He climbs up in the boat from the bathing ladder. So only in his swimming trucks with his long black hair dripping on his body, he is standing in front of me smiling. I can’t help but to stare at his body it’s so well trained and his stomach must be the best part I think, wow!

“What’s up?” He asks with a cocky grin on his face.

“I thought you guys wanted to join me.” I say still staring at him, which he most has noticed by now.

“Ey Tunia can you come a bit closer so I can throw our clothes to you?” Lily asks, and I do as she says. Meanwhile Sirius has taken the boat armchair next to mine so I guess Lily and James has to sit on the benches on the sides.


When Lily has tossed me their clothes and other things and climbed on board we head out on the ocean with the wind blowing in our faces. Sirius seems to enjoy the ride as much as I do. So why not let him drive?

“Sirius, do you wanna try driving?” I ask and he looks at me with excitement in his eyes.

“Can I?”

“Yes, stand up and I show you how to.” I say and he stands up and takes place in front of the wheel and I explain how everything works, but just in case I decide to stand behind him and help him and if he should fuck up I can fix it. So now we are driving the boat together it’s quite fun actually. Then we found a little marine where we stopped and bought ice cream.


“Shit that was fun!” Sirius says.

“Driving the boat, I know it’s awesome.” I say and he is licking on his ice cream and I can’t resist the urge to smash it in his face so he gets ice cream on his nose and a bit on his cheek then I laugh and he is just sitting there staring at me, then he nicks my ice cream from me and his free hand is holding both of my hands so I can’t move and he starts to smear ice cream in my face while he is laughing and I laughing and screaming trying to get away.

“This is what you get for smashing my ice cream in my face!”


“No oh, it’s your fault.” Lily says laughing at me. Now my face is covered with vanilla flavoured ice cream and Sirius seems happy with his work because ha stops smearing it in my face.

“Hello sexy!” Sirius mocks me and laughs.

“Who’s fault is that?!” I say and wipes off some of the ice cream on my face with my finger and then licking it off.

“Now I think we should go swimming or at least take a dip.” I say as I start to strip off my clothes till I’m just wearing my bikini. Then I jump into the water. Sirius is right after me followed by James and Lily.   


“Ah man that was fun, can we do it again some time?” Sirius asks when we’re walking home from the port.

“Sure thing, just give me your number and I call you when I’m taking a ride next time.”

“My number to what?” He’s looking confused.

“Your phone stupid.” This seems to confuse him even more.

“What’s that?”

“What’s that?! What’s that!” I mimic him.

“Fine, be that way! I go ask Lily she’s much nicer then you anyway.” He says and grabs Lilys arm and drags her away. What did he get angry?

“James.” I shout and he turns around waiting for me to catch up with him. He and Lily had walked a few meters ahead of us.

“Did Sirius get angry?” I ask him.

“It depends, what did you say?” So I explained to him and he smiled understanding.

“No he didn’t get angry just a bit annoyed. He hates when people tease him, it’s fun! I do it all the time.”

“But I mean did he have to run of?”

“No he wouldn’t have run of normally. But since he really wanted to know what a phone is and he obviously wasn’t going to ask you he had to run of asking Lily.”

“Ah, I see.” Then we just walked quiet beside each other. Then when we caught up with Sirius and Lily, Sirius turned to James:

“We’re going shopping tomorrow, man!”


“I need some things.”


The weeks passed, Lily and James had moved in to their new apartment in London and so had Sirius. It’s been a while since I saw them now. Not Lily, she comes home at least once a week. But James and Sirius I haven’t seen them for some weeks now. I actually miss them. Oh, and I met Vernon on a party a week ago. It wasn’t nice. I was at my friends’ party and he was there. When he saw me he got up and asked me if we could talk. Since I was drunk and he was too I followed him to an empty bedroom. He closed the door behind us and then started to tell me how much he missed me, and all that crap. When I told him we were over he pushed me down on the bed and started to kiss me telling me what a slut I am. Lucky Amanda came in and asked what we were doing, if she hadn’t I think he would have raped me. I was a bit shaken up the days after but now I’m fine.


It’s Sunday morning and I have a terrible hung over. Me and some friend were at a club last night. ‘Bleep’ ‘bleep’ is that my phone? Yeah I just got a text.


Hey Petunia how’s it going? It’s been awhile since I saw you wanna hung out some day? /Sirius.


Say what?! Did he buy a phone? Sweet.


Siri of course I’d love to hang out what are you up to today? Xx


Sweet, I have nothing planed today wanna come over?


Well it depends; I have to take the train to London right?


Yeah I guess, if it’s a bother I can come to you.


No it’s fine! I love train rides.. I’m just gonna freshen up and I take the next train.


Sounds like a plan! It gives me time to clean up a bit. See you soon :)


Yeah see ya! Xx


What does xx mean?




Oh I like that! I’m gonna meet you at the station text me the time and I’ll be there. Xx


You’re cute, I will now I need a shower. Xx


So I jumped in the shower and then put on some make up, I didn’t want to look to ugly. I decided I didn’t have time to fix my hair it just had to dry on the train ride.


“Mum, dad I’m going to London, visit Sirius. OK” I said.

“Wait here young lady!” Dad stopped me in the hall. 



“Yeah and Lily and James, is there a problem?”

“It could be. What are you doing and when will you be back?”

“Dad, Lily’s gonna be there and I don’t know some time tonight?”

“Ok but give me a call when you are on the train home okay?”

“Okay dad.” I say and give him a kiss on the cheek.

“Oh and I’m gonna drive you to the station.”

I’m at the station in like 15 minuets ;).


Okay, good see you soon then! :D.


I step off the train looking for Sirius, but I can’t found him.

“Looking for someone?” I hear a voice behind me and I turn around and sees a good looking guy with liquorice coloured hair and amazing silver eyes.

“SIRIUS” I give him a hug and he hugs me back. There we are at the station hugging for a long time.

“Ah it’s been a while!” He says when we let each other go and starts walking out from the station.

“Yeah why is it that you never come visiting me anymore?”

“Well I’ve been busy with the apartment and all.”

“I could have helped you, you know.”

“Yeah sorry.”

“Hey, don’t be. Let’s go eat something, I haven’t eaten breakfast yet.”

So there we were walking down the streets of London talking and laughing. We went to a nice brunch place and had breakfast. Well I had blueberry pancakes and some tea and Sirius drank a cup of coffee, and he nicked some pancakes from me. When we were done he paid for everything though I said I could pay my part but he said no and paid for it. Then we made our way over to his apartment.


“Oh my god Sirius! This place is big; you live here all by yourself? It’s big enough to fit a family of six people.” I said as I walked around his huge apartment.

“Well I need some space.” He said and flung himself down on the couch in what I assumed to be the living room. Oh and he had a TV!

“Oh my god! I love your bathroom! It’s beautiful!” What? it was! It was huge and had mirrors and a shower and a bathtub in the floor, yes you heard right; not on the floor in the floor how cool isn’t that!

“Sirius! This place is super cool” I said as I sat down on the couch next to him.

“Thanks! I knew you’d like it.” He smiled and I smiled back.

“But you haven’t seen the best part yet!” He said and dragged me up from the couch and through his apartment not letting go of my hand. We went out in the hall again and turned around the corner and there was an open place with a sofa and a fireplace and a balcony a big one! He dragged me trough the door and it wasn’t a balcony it was a fucking roof terrace and you could se over the entire London!

“Sirius wow! It’s gorgeous” I said and walked around on the terrace and the sat down in one of the outdoors armchairs.

“Wait here, I will be right back.” Sirius said and went into the apartment and I just sat there looking at the view. When He came back he had blankets and a bottle of tequila with him.”

“Up fore some shots?” He asked.

“Always!” I said and we did a few shots and then just sat there talking and then the twilight come and it got a bit colder. So I took my blanket and walked over to where Sirius sat and sat down in his lap making me at home there with his arms around me, and the blankets.

“You’re sweet, do you know that?” I said and rested my head against his shoulder.

“You’re beautiful, do you know that?” His silver eyes looking into mine. Well I guess you can imagine what happened next, we kissed and we kissed a lot.

“Do you want to stay over?” He whispered between kisses.

“Yeah, I wanna.” 

Chapter 4: CH 4
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When I woke up next morning I was lying in Sirius bed with his arms around me, and my nose against his neck, he smells fantastic. I lay there for a while just taking his sent in. When I finally decide I can’t lie there anymore I sit up in the bed, Sirius wakes up from my movement.

“G’morning.” He says with a sleepy voice.

“Hi.” I say smiling at him. He smiles back and draggers me down back into the bed next to him. He puts his arms back around me and buries his face in my hair, mumbling something.

“What did you say?” I ask, I really want to know.

“It doesn’t matter.” He says and moves his head till my neck, sniffing and rubbing his nose up and down.

“Tell me!” I shift position so I’m on my side facing him.

“No!” He says and lies on his stomach, head facing down in his pillow.

Hmm, what should I do about this? Like it’s not weird enough as it is. Lets light up the mood. I put one hand on his back, starting to slide it down his back and up again. I feel his muscles relax and he turns his head back to me. His eyes are closed and I can feel his chest rising and falling.

“Did you want to say something?” I whisper in his ear.

“No, but I wish we could stay in bed all day!” He mumbled.

“As appealing as that sounds, I think we shouldn’t”

“Why?” he pouts. He’s such a little kid.

“Well I’m hungry.” I say and slip out from under the duvet and on the floor. I’m wearing one of Sirius old T-shirts. It covers my butt precisely. Oh, and if you were wondering we didn’t have sex last night. We just lay in the bed kissing and cuddling. It was really cosy.  I walk into the kitchen and make some coffee and after awhile Sirius enters the kitchen with only a pair of pyjamas pants. Gosh! He looks hot; it should be illegal to look that good! We sit down by his table and eat our breakfast.


“Maybe we should talk about this.” I say as I really need to know if we’re dating or if we’re like a thing or if it was just last night and we’re still friends.

“Maybe.” He says and puts down his toast.

“Okay, what’s going on between us?” I start.

“Well that’s obvious isn’t it? I like you, you like me. That’s it.”

“So we’re like an item now?”

“Yeah.” He says as he shrugs his shoulders.

“But we haven’t been on a date yet!” It’s true.

“We can count yesterday as a date.”

“Well it depends.”

“On what?”

“Do you kiss on first dates?”

“I do, do you?”

“Obviously. So you’re my boyfriend now?”

“If you wanna call me that, girlfriend.” Mmh, I like that sound!

“Say it again!”

“Girlfriend!” He smiles and starts chewing on his toast again. I’m done with mine, and walks over to the sink to wash my plate. By the sink I feel two hands on my hips and a body behind me. I can feel his hot breath on the back of my neck and then in my ear.

“You look damn hot right now!” He whispers and starts to kiss my neck. I tilt my head backwards to give him a better access to my neck. It feels so good with his tongue and lips rambling up and down my neck. I turn around in his arms and my lips find his and our tongues dances with each other. I wanna stay like this forever. He lifts me up on the kitchen counter and I put my legs around him. As I back further back on the counter I feel a big gap and my ass falls right down in the sink. I can’t help but laugh and as soon as Sirius realise what happened he lets out a bark like laugh, and I just love the sound of his laugh.

“Help me up then!” I say between our laugh. He does, and a stumble right back into his arms. It seems, as that’s were my body wants to be. He kisses my forehead and smiles down at me.

“Can I borrow your shower?” I ask.

“Girlfriends don’t have to ask, just lend it.” He says and lifts one of my fingers to his mouth and starts gnawing on one it.

“Your weird” I say and walk away from him into the bathroom.


After my shower I have to leave, I need to get home. Change my cloths and I promised Mary I would see her today. Sirius followed me to the train station; he said he didn’t want me to get attacked. I told him it’s only two p.m. He said it didn’t matter. On the train ride I red a magazine and the my phone starts bleeping. A text from; guess who!


I miss u! xx   Right! Sirius.


Aw, sweetie I miss you right back! ;)


Whatcha doing?


I’m reading a magazine u?


I’m thinking of you ;)


Nice, whatcha thinking?


About this morning, how nice it was to wake up next to you. Oh and I think you should call Lily she and James swung by and I couldn’t wait to tell them. Sorry.


It’s ok. Yeah I’ll call her. What did she say?


Oh my god! Like a thousand times.


Haha that’s so her!


Yes but what do you say about spending next weekend here?


Whit you all weekend?


Yes, and maybe Lily and James and we can invite Remus and his girlfriend and maybe some others. Lets have a party!


No I don’t think so.


What, why?


I’m kidding!! Of course I’ll come and stay over next weekend and we should have a party. I want to meet your friends.


Great then it’s settled! I miss your blond hair on my pillow, and your fingers in my hair.

Ah come on Siri! Not fair! you make me want to take the train back to London.


Then do it!


No! I need to go home, and I’ll talk to you later. Have a nice day babe! Xx


You too Xx


Sweet sweet Sirius. I can’t wait for the next weekend to come around.


When I got home mum and dad weren’t so happy about me spending the night and we had a long discussion about it, but I’m eighteen so it doesn’t matter I can do as I wish, well at least almost. You know I still live at home and my parents still have some rules I have to follow like calling if I wont be back for the night and I can tell you they didn’t like the fact that I stayed over in London with a boy. Well mum didn’t care much since he loves James and Sirius, but dad. I guess dads will always be dads overprotecting but sweet.


Later the evening, when I sat in my room a strong feeling of wanting to hear his voice popped up in my whole body. I reached over for my phone put at the exact same moment my phone started calling, and the display said Sirius.

“Siri!” I squeezed. He just laughed at me and said:

“It’s nice to talk to you too. What are you doing?”

“Nothing, really. What are you up to?”

“Well I got bored and thought about you. Right now I’m lying on my sofa in front of the fire place.”

“That sounds nice. Wish I could join you.”

“Yeah me too, But anyways I just invited some friends to our party.”

“Yeah? Who?”

“Well you don’t know them and I’m way to tired to name them all. Let’s just say they are friends from school.”

“Hmm. Can I invite some friends too?”

“Sure, but only girls. Naa I’m just kidding invite who ever you want.”

“Thanks! I have a question. Can I stay with you all weekend?”

“Yes, I thought that was the plan. Friday to Sunday.”

“Great! Now I have to go but I’ll talk to you later, buy sweetie.”

“Sweet dreams.”

“Only if you’ll be in them.. Okay jokes aside you too, sweet dreams.”

And then we hung up.


The next week I spent at the beach with friends, and my boat. I invited some friends over to our party. When Thursday came around I started to pack my bags for the weekend and on Friday morning I took the train to London.