Can I have a dare?
lol. What did you expect? And it's fine, it's how I have felt for a looooooooooong time. It's just that I've only just now started getting the courage, and even finding the words in the first place to say it. For the longest time, I couldn't express my feelings because I just...didn't know how...I didn't even know what it was that I was feeling. Quarrinteen has really helped me in that sense. lol. I'm rambling, aren't I...' - ' that was not what i expected. it was wonderful writing though. im sorry you feel like that.