Ok, I'm secretly on here, but I want to let y''all know something. But, I also want you to know that this is not because of Sara.
I've been wanting to commit suicide for about 1 and a half years. Since almost one year before I joined HPFF, I've wanted to commit suicide. But, I've been staying strong for all of you guys. And my friends irl, but still, now that I can't get on here like I used to, I've seriously been considering it. I already decided how I want to do it. But, I postpone it everyday.
So, in case I just go and cut my wrist, I just wanted to say Good-Bye.
If you see me on here, just know that I'm still being strong, but if you don't see me in August, then please know that the worst has happened.
So, another update to The 7th Generation. Here is what I have so far. It is right after the dare from Fred to George.
Tagging @Hufflepuff4Ever cuz she will kill me if I don't.
Fred was greeted with two faces of shock, mine and George's.
"Why do you need to drag me into this?" I asked.
Fred looked like he was forcibly trying not to roll his eyes. "It's called payback." Ugh.
I scooted over to the side of the bed so that there was more room and went to the cross legged position. George came over and played down with his head on my right thigh.
I shot a look of venom at Fred, even though, secretly, I was enjoying this. George finally continued the game, which was getting spiced up.
"Ginny, truth or dare?" Ginny looked at Stella, who shook her head. "Truth." Better than dare.
"Who do you like?" What's up with people wanting to know about our crushes? Ginny turned red like her flaming hair. "Harry."
Stella and I shared a knowing and worried look. We both knew that Claire and a gigantic crush on Harry, and as her friends, we obviously want her to get her guy. But, know that Ginny, another dear friend of ours, has a crush on the same guy, we have no clue what to do. But, we could talk about that later.
"Edith, truth or dare?" Truths aren't that bad, right? "Truth." Please be nice, please be nice, please be nice.
"When you were in the muggle world, living the muggle life, what was the one thing you hated about it?" That was easy.
"Well, the fact that so many people didn't care about quiet and shy kids. I was one of them. There was this group of boys in my school who would always pick on me, calling me arrogant and I think they even called me a slut once. I went to the principal and he said that I should try to be less shy. So, for about 6 years of school, I endured that."
Stella looked shocked. "That never happened to me." I shrugged. "I'm over it. Now, I wanna hex those idiots."
Before anyone could talk, I said, "Fred truth or dare?"
Fred calculated. "Truth." I couldn't resist the opportunity to tease him. "Aw, are you scared of a little dare?"
Fred groaned. "Just ask me something." I thought about it and then I got an idea. "Who do you like?"
So, I'm writing a new chapter for The 7th Generation. But, I'm not sure if it's good or not. It's just a lot of Frella and Geodith fluff tbh. Here's what I have so far. I'm gonna tag @Hufflepuff4Ever cuz she might wanna read this. Anyway, should I stop writing it and write something else?
It had been a week since me and Stella came to the Burrow and Ginny was already like our sister. One day, exactly one month before my birthday, she came up to us and said, "Fred, George, and I are playing Truth or Dare. Wanna join?" Stella and I exchanged looks. "Sure why not?"
We all went up into Ginny's room to find the twins spread out across the room. Stella sat on her bed, me on mine, and Ginny on hers.
Ginny started up the game. "Stella, truth or dare?"
Stella said, "Truth" without hesitation. Ginny grinned. "Tell us one hint about who you like." Stella went pale. "Uh. He, uh. He is in Gryffindor." I suppressed a giggle. Stella looked around the room and said, "Edith, truth or dare?" I considered the pros and cons. "Truth."
Stella smirked. Shoot. "What is the funniest thing that happened in your life?" I thought back.
"Well, once, when I was in second grade, I was walking to the front doors of my school. I stayed after school in the library to catch up on some homework. Anyway, I walked past my classroom when I heard my teacher mention my name. They were talking about me. I heard my teacher say 'She's smart, but she can really be a bitch sometimes.'. When I got in the car, I asked my mom, 'Mum, what does bitch mean?' My mum whipped around and told me to never say that word. Two days later, we had a new teacher." I finished.
Everyone howled in laughter. "Fred, truth or dare?"
"Dare, like a true Gryffindor." I smiled evilly. "I dare you to kiss Stella on the cheek."
Ginny burst out laughing and George said, "And that is exactly why you shouldn't ask for a dare from a Slytherin."
Stella blushed. Fred stood up, walked to Stella and slowly kissed her on the cheek. Then, he sat back down and acted like he didn't just kiss his crush (well, I'm the only person who knows he likes Stella). Then, it was Fred's turn."George, truth or dare?"
Before a second passed, "Dare." This time, Fred had an evil grin planted across his face. "I dare you to lay down with your head in Edith's lap for the rest of the game."
So, I have some super duper uber amazing news. But, let me start from the beginning.
So, there is a thing called TSA (Technology Student Association). They make up a bunch of competitions for middle and high school students. Schools that participate in TSA have students who are interested create some thing that is related to their competition. My school does TSA, so I joined and I did three competitions, Digital Photography, Tech Bowl, and Website Design.
Digital Photography is where you take 4 pictures of nature, edit them, and submit them. Tech Bowl is a group competition where you take a test with STEM questions. This is a team event, where two other people take the same test. Website Design is where you build a website with a certain prompt. So, I submitted them and I got results on Saturday. My submissions are judged against every other middle schooler who did the event in my city. Whoever gets first place gets to go and compete at the state level with their product. Anyway, that's the backstory.
For the results, I got 5th place on Digital Photography and 3rd place on Tech Bowl. But, the shocking thing is:
I GOT FIRST PLACE ON WEBSITE DESIGN!!!! I'M GOING TO STATE!!!!!!
So, I have one moth to edit my website and then I present it at Texas level!!!!!!!!!!!!!!