I got detention for trying to speak to Lily. Why won't she talk to me, she promised she would. Her words were something along the lines of 'if you want to talk, we'll do it tomorrow or not at all. If you pick tomorrow then yes I will speak about it, but I am not changing my decision. If you don't pick tomorrow then I'll do it on my own and I don't want to see you again'
I agreed because I want to see her, I want to see our baby. I have to get her to change her mind. We can do it, we can parents, I know we can. Just because we're young doesn't mean we will love our baby any less. I have to try.
Detention was no fun, I had to sit in the head's office with her and write lines without magic. I heard the door open so I looked up and my sister Lola walked in.
"Professor, Madame Pomfrey wishes to speak with you outside as she knows you're doing detention." Lola told her, her eyes flickering towards me.
"Ok, Thank you Miss Smith." Lola then went and Mcgoggles turned to me, "Mr Smith I have some business to attend to, you carry on with your lines. I shall be back shortly." She went to the door and then turned back "And don't think of escaping because I shall only be at the bottom of the stairs."
I muttered under my breath and carried on with the stupid lines. Why did she have to turn around just as I was about to reply to Lily. Couldn't she have turned around like five minutes later. I was still writing lines when Mcgoggles came back. She came over and looked at the parchment that I had been writing 'I will not speak in class' on over and over.
"Right, I believe that you will not be speaking in my class again. You are now free to go." She told me and then she vanished the parchment.
I opened my mouth to complain, I've been sat here for nearly an hour writing that out and then she just vanished it.
"I said you are free to go Mr Smith." She stated.
I muttered 'Old hag' under my breath as I left swinging my bag over my shoulder. I looked at my watch, ten minutes until lunch ends. I have just enough time to dump my bag, get food and re-collect my bag, maybe even find Lily. I ran all the way to Gryffindor tower, raced up to the dorm and flung my bag on my bed before leaving again. I slowed down as I got nearer the Great hall. Once I had entered I made my way over to the Gryffie table to where the boys were sat with Livi, Kay, Albus and Jamie.
Lily was no where to be seen. Strange but then again she's been hiding from me, eating lunch up in her dorm instead of down here. It's not like I would cause a big scene here in front of everyone. Well ok my scene in the common room was kind intentional, I knew Lily would be scared. She though that I was going to tell everyone, I wouldn't have. They don't need to know our business but if it made Lily worry, then she would have to talk to me.
"Hi." I said as I slid inbetween Livi and Hugo.
I helped myself to some bread, chips and the bottle of tomato sauce. Nothing like a chip sandwich smothered in tomato sauce to put me in a better mood. I was just eating my second sandwich when I asked casually, "Where's Lily?"
I knew the reply I would get would be 'up in the dorm' but I still asked anyway.
"Mcgonagall wanted to see her." Al announced.
I choked on my last mouthful. "What." I said once I had managed not to kill myself. "What does she want?" Maybe she's going to kick her out, the thought ran through my mind. She wouldn't would she? "But I just came from there."
Hugo shrugged, "Maybe you missed her."
"Bye guys." I called over my should as I got up and left the hall. Running all the way to the head's office.
Shit I didn't know the password. Since we had Transfig before lunch Mcgoggles had brought me straight here and the gargoyle had moved when it saw her. I waited and waited, sitting down in front of the wall opposite the gargoyle. I heard the gargoyle move and I jumped up from where I was sat only to see Professor Longbottom come down the stairs.
"Are you ok Mr Smith?" He asked as he came over to me.
"I'm fine." I managed to say.
He carried on and I was alone once more. Not long after I heard it move again and I rushed over to the bottom. This time it was Lily who had come down and she bumped right into me. She opened her mouth to speak but I put one finger over her lips and whispered "Shh," before taking her hand and leading her from the stairs.
"Listen Lily, I'm sorry." I told her moving my finger from her lips. I saw her frown but I continued "I'm sorry for behaving the way I did and I shouldn't have run off. You're right we can't do this. It was stupid of me to think so. You're right the baby will have a much better life if it's parents can provide it with the things it need."
I hate that I have to agree with her, but if I don't I'm afraid I'm going to loose her for good. And I can't be without her, the past few weeks have killed me not talking to her and being close.
Lily tied to talk but I kept on going "Lil I love you with all my heart and I don't want to throw our relationship away just because we argued. I want you to know I support you and I want to be there every step of the way."
I then watched her, she blinked a few times and then said "Um ok. Well I'm meeting the parents I chose on Saturday if you want to y'know come along."
I smiled "Of course, every step of the way." I said again and then I kissed her. Her lips were soft and warm. Oh how I've missed this, I thought.
We broke apart and I lead her up to the tapestry of trolls on the seventh floor. She knew where I was going and I thought of the place where we had sex for the first time. The room of requirement changed and we went inside. I watched as she dumped her bag and started rummaging inside it. I went to kiss her but found myself face to face with a folder.
"This is them." She told me holding the file out. "The parents: Natalie and Tyler Hamilton."
I took it from her and read, She worked from home and he was a healer. I finished reading and went over to the bed where she was lying. I jumped on and moved closer to her so we were barely touching.
"Sooo..." She said looking up at the ceiling.
"They seem nice, I think they'll be perfect." I replied kissing her nose. Lily giggled, it felt so nice to be this close to her again. "Hey Lil, how um..." I hesitated before continuing "How far are you?"
Lily looked at me with her warm brown eyes, "Fifteen weeks," she murmured as she snuggled closer to me. I felt her hands undoing the buttons on my shirt. "Why?" She asked.
"Just wondering." I answered before I kissed the top of her head. Her hair smelt like coconuts and it shined under the light. She had undone my shirt and when I went to wrap my arms around her, she pulled away. Lily sat up and I watched as her hands went to the clasp on her robes. She undone them to reveal a small bump, I watched her as she undid her own shirt revealing a lacy Pink bra and my eyes widened as her stomach was set free from the fabric. A definite bump was where her usually flat stomach used to be.
"Wow," I whispered and stretched out a hand out, placing it on her bump. "This really is happening isn't it." I said.
Lily smiled my favourite smile "Yes it really is." She said before kissing me. Our clothes were gone within minutes and I was on top of her breathing heavily. I started to kiss her bump, the bump that contained our baby. Our baby, our baby that I was going to fight for. No matter what I had told her, I was not going to let this adoption happen. If it means I have to raise the baby by myself then I will. That is my first born child in there and I am not giving them away to some strangers not matter how 'nice' they seem.
This was the place that we had first had sex, however many months ago. Here we were yet again having sex except this time Lily was already pregnant and there was no need for Protection. Fat lot of good it did last time mind, I thought looking at her. I Love her with all my heart and I will fight for our baby no matter what.
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